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Gay Men Going Deeper

Gay Men Going Deeper

Michael DiIorio & Matt Landsiedel | Gay Men’s Brotherhood 289 Episodes Oct 1, 2026

Gay Men Going Deeper is a podcast about gay relationships, identity, sexuality, and personal growth for gay men navigating modern life. Hosted by Matt Landsiedel and Michael DiIorio, the show dives into topics like dating, shame, masculinity, confidence, emotional intimacy, and the pressures of modern gay culture. Expect raw conversations, psychological insight, and the kind of honest discussions that challenge assumptions and invite deeper reflection about what it means to live authentically as a gay man.

Episodes

Growing Up Different: The Impact on Belonging
Growing Up Different: The Impact on Belonging Oct 1, 2026 00:55:03 Growing up different can leave a lasting impact on how we see ourselves, our relationships, and our sense of belonging. Even years later, many gay men still carry the feeling of being on the outside looking in—surrounded by people, yet not truly known. In this episode, we're exploring the roots of belonging, why so many gay men struggle with deep lon
When To Get Off the Apps (And When to Go Back On)
When To Get Off the Apps (And When to Go Back On) Sep 17, 2026 00:35:08 Apps are a huge part of modern gay life. We delete them, reinstall them, swear them off, go back on, and keep trying to figure out whether they’re helping us connect or quietly getting in the way. In this episode, we’re talking about app seasonality: that on-again, off-again relationship many gay men have with the apps, and the skill of knowing when
Why Bad Boys Feel So Good
Why Bad Boys Feel So Good Sep 3, 2026 00:33:00 Why do the guys who are a little distant, a little edgy, and a little hard to get feel so magnetic? Is it actually attraction…or is a deeper pattern being activated? In this episode, we unpack what’s going on underneath the pull toward “bad boys” and why it can feel so intense, compelling, and hard to walk away from. We talk about: What exactly is it a
Why Gay Men Struggle with Intimacy
Why Gay Men Struggle with Intimacy Aug 20, 2026 00:28:30 Intimacy sounds like something we all want, but being truly seen can feel terrifying. In this episode, we talk about why fantasy often feels safer than reality, why vulnerability can feel exposing, and how the fear of rejection keeps many gay men hiding behind performance.  We also get personal about our own struggles with being seen, how this sho
From Validation-Seeking to Self-Trust
From Validation-Seeking to Self-Trust Aug 6, 2026 00:48:51 Seeking validation isn’t just about chasing likes. It’s the part of us that needs approval, wants to belong, and feel accepted. But does it come at a cost? In this episode, we unpack the subtle ways validation-seeking still shows up in our everyday lives, especially as gay men who learned early to scan, adapt, perform, and manage how we’re perceived. We
When Feeling Bad Is Good For You
When Feeling Bad Is Good For You Jul 23, 2026 00:36:14 Feeling bad is not a flaw in the human experience. It’s an essential life skill for anyone who wants a life of love, growth, satisfaction, and intimacy— all of it requires the capacity to feel discomfort without running from it. In this episode, Michael and Matt make the case for feeling bad on purpose: when to sit with an emotion, when to change you
Liked by Everyone, Chosen by No One: The Nice Guy Trap
Liked by Everyone, Chosen by No One: The Nice Guy Trap Jul 9, 2026 00:49:03 A lot of gay men pride themselves on being “nice”— easygoing, agreeable, low-drama. But what if that’s exactly why you’re not getting what you want? In this episode, we break down the difference between being kind and being “nice,” and how approval-seeking, conflict avoidance, and over-accommodating are quietly killing attraction, respect, and real c
How to Elevate Your Hookups
How to Elevate Your Hookups Jun 25, 2026 00:31:50 Hookups get a bad rap as shallow, transactional, or disconnected. But what if they could actually become a space for growth, awareness, and real connection? In this episode, we’re advocating for shift from default, unconscious hookups  to something more intentional, honest, and grounded. We explore how hookup culture can either reinforce negative pat
The Daddy Issue: Our Relationships With Our Dads
The Daddy Issue: Our Relationships With Our Dads Jun 11, 2026 00:52:21 For many gay men, our relationship with our dad is one of the most defining- and least talked about. In this episode, we explore the nuances of our relationships with our fathers through three core questions: How did your dad react when you came out? How do you express your gayness around him today? Does being gay impact the level of intimacy
“I Don’t Need Anyone”: Why Gay Men Struggle to Let Someone In
“I Don’t Need Anyone”: Why Gay Men Struggle to Let Someone In May 28, 2026 00:36:06 A lot of gay men take pride in being independent, self-sufficient and in control. But is there a shadow side? When the time comes to let someone in, ask for support, or even rely on others—it feels uncomfortable, exposing, even threatening. In this episode, we explore the spectrum between dependence, co-dependence, independence, hyper-independence, a
Gay–Straight Bromance: Why We’re Drawn to Each Other
Gay–Straight Bromance: Why We’re Drawn to Each Other May 14, 2026 00:43:49 There’s something unique about friendships between gay and straight men. They often feel easy, natural, and unexpectedly intimate. In this episode, we explore the unique reasons why gay and straight men are drawn towards each other. From male bonding and emotional intimacy to validation, and the freedom to drop the “rules” of being a man, these frien
How To Deal With Haters (Without Getting Defensive)
How To Deal With Haters (Without Getting Defensive) Apr 30, 2026 00:31:59 We’ve all dealt with them. And maybe we’ve probably been one too… In this episode, we unpack what’s really going on beneath hate. Not just online trolls or obvious critics, but the subtle ways judgment, resentment, and animosity show up in everyday life. We explore: Why people hate in the first place (and why it’s rarely about you) The diff

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