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Zen Mind

Zen Mind

Zenki Christian Dillo 158 Episodes Jul 23, 2026

Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi, the Guiding Teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, shares regular dharma talks on Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom, and compassionate action. The podcast aims to bring Buddhism alive within Western cultural horizons while staying committed to traditional embodied practice.

Episodes

Studying the Mind Through the Senses (Part 1)
Studying the Mind Through the Senses (Part 1) Jul 23, 2026 2462 Given outdoors during our recent Open Sky Practice, this talk takes up the Buddhist approach to the senses. Where we usually count five, Buddhism counts six, treating mind as a sense alongside seeing, hearing, tasting, smelling, and touch, and understanding each as a field that arises when a sense organ meets its object. The visual field we take for reality is itself the seeing mind; what appears
Is Zen Buddhist Daoism?
Is Zen Buddhist Daoism? Jul 9, 2026 3486 Zen is an amalgamation of Buddhism and Daoism. But which way around: is it a Buddhism with a Daoist inflection, or a Daoism reinventing itself through a Buddhist lens? The question is practical. Zen can be sparse on how zazen translates into everyday life, as if appropriate action would simply fall into place once we sit hard enough. The Daoist stories have more to say. In the Zhuangzi, a cook&apo
Even This Belongs
Even This Belongs Jun 25, 2026 2849 To be alive is to have problems. While having problems is unpleasant, the deeper difficulty, this talk proposes, is not the problems themselves but the resistance we bring to them. Suffering is not one thing; it is pain multiplied by resistance. Beginning with the Five Remembrances and their reminder that aging, illness, death, and the loss of what we love cannot be escaped, the talk turns to the
What You Already Want (On the Precepts)
What You Already Want (On the Precepts) Jun 11, 2026 2287 This talk was given the day before a Bodhisattva Precepts Ceremony (Jukai) for five members of the Boulder Zen Center sangha. After describing the ceremony's lineage papers and the intentional family one joins by receiving the precepts, the talk turns to a difficulty. The grave precepts tend to land as a should, like a parental commandment, in what the talk calls the "structure of should
Just Now is Enough
Just Now is Enough May 28, 2026 2529 This talk was given at a One-Day Sitting at the Boulder Zen Center in partnership with Dharma Gates, an organization dedicated to opening pathways into formal meditation practice for young adults. The talk's central concern, however, reaches well beyond any one stage of life. It begins from the etymology of satisfaction—Latin satis (enough) and facere (to make)—and frames meditation as the pr
How Practice Takes Shape (The Role of Vow)
How Practice Takes Shape (The Role of Vow) May 14, 2026 3191 This talk was given during a zazen intensive at the Boulder Zen Center. The talk holds a question often left unasked: what is the role of vow in Zen practice? It opens with a confession of skepticism. Vow can become superego, a new identity to monitor against. The talk works through this tension by tracing how way-seeking mind emerges from the friction of misrepresenting ourselves as substantial,
Make Your Whole Life the Garden
Make Your Whole Life the Garden Apr 30, 2026 2753 This talk is about how aliveness wants to unfold through our life process. It opens with the question of what it means to find an activity that expresses one's aliveness (for example gardening), and how to widen it so it can inform all of life's activities. The talk names five unfoldings of a "realizational life": aliveness, order, expression, form, and Way. Each requires the p
This Mind Here Now is Buddha
This Mind Here Now is Buddha Apr 16, 2026 2783 This talk was offered on Day 3 of the Spring Sesshin at the Boulder Zen Center, continuing the investigation of mind begun the previous day (published two weeks ago). The inquiry turns to the koan exchange between Damei and Matsu: "What is Buddha?" – "This very mind is Buddha." Dogen warns that students have misunderstood this teaching in two ways. The first error is to equate
The Mind is Mountains, Rivers, and the Earth
The Mind is Mountains, Rivers, and the Earth Apr 2, 2026 2560 This talk was offered on Day 2 of the Spring Sesshin at the Boulder Zen Center. It takes up a classic koan exchange: “What is the wondrous clear mind?” – “Mountains, rivers, and the earth. The sun, the moon, and stars.” The talk invites practitioners to investigate where the mind is located in their own experience, moving through a progression: from the familiar default of a private chamber behind
Resonance - In Touch with the Root of Compassion
Resonance - In Touch with the Root of Compassion Mar 19, 2026 3080 This talk is from the Practice Course "Developing Embodiment," originally offered live at the Boulder Zen Center and now available as a self-paced course. It challenges a common assumption, that ethics is a luxury, something we attend to once our basic needs are met. Drawing on evolutionary perspectives, the talk suggests the opposite: cooperation and care are existential facts for human
Completing the Past in the Present
Completing the Past in the Present Mar 5, 2026 2869 Zazen reveals how much of our mental struggle is bound up with time. The future presses in as plans, goals, and ideals of what we or the world should become. The past returns as memory, justification, and attempts to reinterpret difficult experiences—often in the service of protecting an image of who we are. In a psychological approach, we might be guided to explain and rearrange our story in heal
Noticing with Subtlety
Noticing with Subtlety Feb 19, 2026 2964 This talk was given as a practice encouragement before entering the silence of a Weekend Sitting at the Boulder Zen Center. It highlights aspects of zazen relevant for any practitioner. It begins with three observations: we cannot think our way to the fruits of practice; awakening is an accident, though meditation makes us accident-prone; and many meditators, after an initial period of dramatic tr

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