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Grief City

Grief City

Newella 73 Episodes Oct 7, 2026

Grief City is a podcast hosted by Newella, who shares her personal experience of losing her father and the deep emotions that accompany grief. The show explores the complexities of grieving while also discovering moments of unexpected beauty, laughter, and joy. It aims to create a space where listeners feel understood and can find healing through embracing a full range of emotions. Each episode honors the coexistence of sadness and happiness, offering a supportive community for those who grieve.

Episodes

When Grief Feels Fresh Again | Grief City
When Grief Feels Fresh Again | Grief City Oct 7, 2026 00:25:04 Every loss is different. But something I didn’t fully understand until this last year is how a new loss can make an old one feel fresh again.There’s this compounded grief that can happen where you’re grieving what’s right in front of you, while also being pulled back into the pain of someone you lost years ago. So many things become triggers, and sometimes it’s hard to even know what you’re sad ab
Unprocessed Grief | Grief City
Unprocessed Grief | Grief City Sep 23, 2026 00:40:49 What happens when grief goes unprocessed?In this episode, I’m talking about a part of grief that I don’t think we talk about enough: what happens when the pain we’re carrying starts spilling onto the people around us.After my stepfather-in-law suffered a stroke, I found myself face-to-face with parts of my dad’s death that I thought I had already processed. Watching someone I love survive somethin
Processing Grief: What it Looked Like | Grief City
Processing Grief: What it Looked Like | Grief City Sep 9, 2026 00:41:23 I talk a lot about “processing grief,” but I realized that phrase can feel a little vague. Everyone processes loss differently, and I’m not here to tell you there’s only one right way to do it.In this episode, I share what processing loss has personally looked and felt like for me, along with what it may look like in your own grief journey.No one should have to navigate loss alone. Always here to
What My Father Taught Me | Grief City
What My Father Taught Me | Grief City Aug 26, 2026 00:58:39 It’s important to talk about our grief, but I think it’s equally important to recognize all the ways we continue to carry our loved ones with us.Throughout my own grief, I’ve realized how many of my dad’s traits live on in me. His resilience, his strength, his ability to hold onto hope. Ironically, so many of the things he instilled in me have become the very things that have helped carry me throu
Griefy Tip #40: Hips don't lie
Griefy Tip #40: Hips don't lie Aug 1, 2026 00:03:43 Shakira wasn't kidding. Hips don't lie. 🙃We often think of grief as something that's only emotional, but it's physical too. It becomes this whole mind-and-body experience.As if the emotional weight wasn't enough, grief can show up as tension, exhaustion, aches, brain fog, and so many other physical symptoms. It can feel incredibly overwhelming.If you've been wondering why y
Griefy Tip #39: You never forget them
Griefy Tip #39: You never forget them Jul 25, 2026 00:06:04 One of the biggest fears after loss is forgetting the people we love.It's a terrifying thought.As the weight of my grief slowly became a little lighter, that fear actually grew louder. I started wondering, What if I forget his voice? His laugh? The little things that made him him?This week's Griefy Tip is about those complicated emotions.Grief changes. It softens, reshapes, and looks diffe
Griefy Tip #38: The Annoying Things
Griefy Tip #38: The Annoying Things Jul 11, 2026 00:04:22 It's strange how the very things that once annoyed us about the people we love can become the things we'd give anything to experience again.After someone dies, so many of those little frustrations begin to fade. Their habits, quirks, and imperfections don't seem nearly as important anymore.You'd gladly take every one of them back if it meant you could have one more day together.Hav
Griefy Tip #37: The Grief Echo Chamber
Griefy Tip #37: The Grief Echo Chamber Jul 4, 2026 00:05:36 Grief can be deeply isolating.In the early days after my loss, I worked from home and spent most of my days alone. Without even realizing it, I became trapped in what I can only describe as a grief echo chamber. The more isolated I became, the louder my thoughts, fears, and emotions grew.I believe every griever needs to make space to sit with their grief. We can't heal by avoiding it.But I als
Griefy Tip #36: Learning to Love Yourself
Griefy Tip #36: Learning to Love Yourself Jun 27, 2026 00:07:33 Loss changes us.Does it change everything about us? Not necessarily. But it does change us.One of the hardest parts of grief is learning to accept who you are after loss. Because accepting this new version of yourself often means accepting that they're really gone.It's complicated. It's uncomfortable. It's heartbreaking.But there can also be something beautiful in getting to know y
Griefy Tip #35: As the grief shifts...
Griefy Tip #35: As the grief shifts... Jun 20, 2026 00:04:38 Grief changing can feel almost as unsettling as grief itself.For so long, the pain feels overwhelming and ever-present. Then one day you realize you're crying less, thinking about them differently, or carrying the loss with a little less weight. And strangely, that can bring up guilt, confusion, or even fear.In this Griefy Tip, I talk about the shifting nature of grief and why those changes do
Griefy Tip #34: Funerals, Viewings, Memorials...oh my!
Griefy Tip #34: Funerals, Viewings, Memorials...oh my! Jun 13, 2026 00:08:01 I have very mixed feelings about viewings, funerals, and memorial services.On one hand, I love that they create space to hear stories, connect with people who loved your person, and celebrate a life that mattered.On the other hand, they can be incredibly overwhelming. You're grieving one of the biggest losses of your life while simultaneously greeting dozens (or hundreds) of people, making dec
Griefy Tip #33: The "Firsts" Hurt
Griefy Tip #33: The "Firsts" Hurt May 16, 2026 00:02:42 All the significant dates can feel so intense after a loss, especially the “firsts” without them. The first Christmas. The first birthday. Anniversaries, special times of the year, even the first time you do something they used to do with you. There are so many firsts. They’re never easy, but I hope this Griefy Tip reminds you to make space for your grief and all the big emotions that can flood in

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