Ayahuasca Integration Podcast
The Ayahuasca Integration Podcast explores the art, science, and lived reality of ayahuasca integration, covering the periods before, during, and after ceremony. It offers frameworks, conversations, and community for those preparing for their first journey, struggling to readjust after retreat, or supporting others as space-holders or coaches. The show aims to provide real tools and real talk about integrating ayahuasca experiences into daily life.
Episodes
How to Navigate a Difficult Ayahuasca Ceremony with Satya Linda Grace
How do you manage a very difficult Ayahuasca ceremony? How do you find your way through a ceremony when you feel overwhelmed, frightened, or lost? And when the ceremony ends, how do you begin to integrate an experience you may still be struggling to understand?What can you turn towards when the experience feels beyond your capacity?Perhaps you went into ceremony with a prayer, an intention, and a
5 Ayahuasca Integration Practices to Stay Connected After Ceremony.
DOWNLOAD THE FREE MUSIC, MEDITATION AND PRAYER GUIDE HERE: https://www.ayahuascaintegration.org/five-practicesAre you struggling to stay connected to the divine experience you touched during Ayahuasca?Maybe it has been one week or one year since you last met the grandmother. Perhaps you are carrying dense energy you cannot move, purge, or even name. Or maybe it feels like grief: your frequency has
12 Dangers of Ayahuasca Without Integration
What happens when you drink a lot of Ayahuasca but never integrate what you receive? Today we dive into the dangers everyone on this path should be aware of, and the 12 questions you should ask yourself after an Ayahuasca ceremony, before you dive into the next.Download the free questionnaire for this episode here: https://ayahuascaintegration.org/guides/12-dangers-of-ayahuasca-without-integratio
Ayahuasca and the Wounds That Still Control You: The Forgiveness Process
Trigger warning: This episode includes personal stories of childhood abuse and murder.Download the free companion workbook for this episode here: https://ayahuascaintegration.org/guides/wounds-that-still-control-you What if the person who hurt you is gone from your life, but still has access to your consciousness?What if the event ended twenty years ago, but one memory can still pull you into ange
After Ayahuasca: Choosing What To Integrate - The Tree of Integration
FREE WORKBOOK ACCOMPANYING THIS EPISODE https://ayahuascaintegration.org/guides/tree-of-integration-workbookYour ceremony may reveal many truths. Your life may only have space to live one of them right now.Which insight is ready to become real in how you live?Which one is simply the loudest?And what can be preserved without being forced into action?In this episode, David Vox introduces the Tre
Ayahuasca Chooses You. Integration Changes You.
What if transforming your karma is not about suffering your way through it?What if it happens when you step fully into your dharma, into the life that makes you happiest, most purposeful, and most alive?Today, we have the honor of meeting Yerumael, whose path with Ayahuasca began through a sequence of events she could never have planned.After leaving a successful career in Swiss banking, she moved
Receive the Love You Already Have: A Ritual of Self-Celebration
Do you know how to give, serve, and support others, but struggle to fully receive?In this episode, we enter the medicine of self-celebration and explore how to expand our capacity to receive the love, beauty, support, recognition, and goodness already present in our lives.Download the free workbook and begin the 7-Day Celebration Experience that accompanies this episode:We dive into one of the mos
12 Gifts of Ayahuasca Integration: Living the Gifts You Already Carry
What gifts has ayahuasca already awakened within you?For this episode, you'll need the free 12 Gifts of Ayahuasca Integration workbook → https://ayahuascaintegration.org/guides/twelve-gifts-workbookIn this episode of the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast, I explore the 12 Gifts of Ayahuasca Integration and the question that follows every ceremony:How do I live the gifts that medicine has already s
Ayahuasca & The Four Movements of Surrender: How to Let the Medicine Truly Guide You
The Four Movements of Surrender: ( DOWNLOAD HERE:https://ayahuascaintegration.org/four-movements-of-surrenderWhat if the life you built is not wrong, but simply too small for who you are becoming?What if Ayahuasca is not asking you to understand more, prepare more, or control the ceremony better, but to surrender more completely to what is already trying to move through you?In this episode, I sit
The Three Phases of Ayahuasca Healing: Inside Our Retreat Model in Spain
Before you listen: grab the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form — the exact tool we reference in this episode for getting honest with yourself before ceremony. 📥 [Download it free here → https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dimensions-of-wholeness Most conversations about Ayahuasca focus on one night — the ceremony. But after years of facilitating retreats, we've found that real,
Ayahuasca & The Dark Night of the Soul
Imagine living your dream life — and then Ayahuasca shows you it's all going to burn to the ground.This is the most personal story I've ever shared. A story about love, identity, control, betrayal, and collapse.The relationship I thought would become my future family. The dream house. The animals I loved like children. The success. The identity I had spent years constructing.Suddenly a vis
Does Ayahuasca Heal Depression and Anxiety? Evidence from 11,912 Users
In the world's largest study of ayahuasca for depression and anxiety, the results are stunning:1. 78% of people with depression reported major improvement or full resolution.2. Nearly one in three said their depression was completely gone.3. For anxiety? 70% showed significant improvement.But what's even more fascinating is the new model of healing the scientists uncovered.Not the old
Why You Feel Worse After Ayahuasca - 3 Reasons People Miss
Why are you feeling worse after the Ayahuasca ceremony?You came for healing.Now you feel off. Angry. Disconnected.What felt clear in ceremony feels far away.This is where many people start doubting the process.In this episode, we break down the three real reasons this happens.What is actually being activated.Why the experience doesn’t hold once you’re back in your life.And how to work with what’s
Sacred Service: Integrating Your Impact E1
Called to be of service with your medicine?Download the free workbook here: https://ayahuascaintegration.org/guides/sacred-service-workbook This is a new series on the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast called Sacred Service. Alongside our regular weekly episodes, I share short teachings from the work I do with students who feel called to bring their healing, their voice, and their medicine into servic
Ayahuasca and Spiritual Parasites: Understanding Energetic Attachments and Protection
What if the fear of spiritual parasites isn’t irrational… but incomplete?In this episode, I take you into a moment in ceremony where I felt something on my body that I could not remove. Not with breath. Not with force. Not with will.And what became clear in that moment changed how I understand this work completely:you don’t remove what’s feeding. you close what’s open.We go into what people call s
The Four Dimensions of Ayahuasca Integration: Transforming Ceremony Into Lasting Change
You came home from ceremony changed — but the life that was waiting for you didn't know that yet.In this episode, we walk through the four essential dimensions of integration: the physical, the emotional, the mental, and the spiritual. In this episode you'll discover:🌿 What integration actually means — and why the Latin root of the word holds the key to everything🌍 The Physical Direction —
Humanity Dying — Or Birthing Something New? An Interview With Ayahuasca Shaman Tina "Kat" Courtney
Is humanity healing — or is it falling apart?Right now the world feels like it's burning. And maybe it is. But what if that's not the tragedy we think it is? What if we're not dying — but in labor?Tina "Kat" Courtney has sat with thousands of people at their most vulnerable self. As one of the very few Western women traditionally trained as an Ayahuasca shaman in the Shipibo
Animal Allies and Trauma Healing: What Ayahuasca Can’t Heal Alone
What happens when the most profound healing in your life doesn't come from a therapist, a spiritual teacher, or even ayahuasca — but from an animal?Preparation is integration.Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form:https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dimensions-of-wholenessDid you also have a deep relationship with an animal that felt like so much more than just &q
Death as Sacred Medicine: Ayahuasca Integration with Tina “Kat” Courtney from Plant Medicine People
Do you feel broken beyond repair? Have you come home from an ayahuasca ceremony carrying something so profound you have no idea how to integrate it into your everyday life? Are you navigating a dark night of the soul—that terrifying space where everything you thought you knew has crumbled, leaving only confusion, fear, and the raw possibility of transformation?This episode is for anyone who has sa
Ayahuasca and the Collapse of the False Self: Five Ways Your Identity “Breaks” Free
You drink ayahuasca and suddenly you feel a collapse of your own self. The life you have built — studies, work, relationships, identity — cannot hold the person you are becoming.You touch your life’s calling, your authentic energy, your deeper capacity, and everything that is not aligned begins to fall away. The ceremony ends, but the real work starts after. What feels like your identity breaking
When Ayahuasca Reveals Pain That Is Not Yours: The Ancestral Healing Vortex
What if the pain you are trying to heal is not yours to carry?Imagine drinking ayahuasca for your own healing and suddenly finding yourself face to face with your father’s shame, your grandmother’s unresolved pain, or your great-grandfather’s grief from a war you never lived through.Preparation is integration.Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form:https://ayahuascaintegra
Your Service After Ayahuasca: From Healing to Holding Space
Feeling the call to be of service? This episode is for you.If you have done a few ayahuasca retreats, you know the shift. You entered the medicine path for your own healing, and somewhere along the way a seed starts growing: “I want to give back. I want to support others.” That impulse can be real, clean, and sacred. It can also get tangled in performance, spiritual identity, and the need to be li
Too Much Light: Integration Through the Lens of Kabbalah
What happens when you drink and touch real light, but you don’t integrate it? The vessel cracks. The current keeps coming, and what could have become wisdom turns into overload, inflation, chaos, or collapse.Today I’m sharing one of the most important lessons on the medicine path: the light can be so strong that it becomes difficult to hold. Ayahuasca, breathwork, and deep spiritual practices can
Where Are You Losing Your Feathers? Inner Child Integration and Restoring Inner Power
Inner child integration is a practical return to inner power, self-trust, and coherence.In this episode, I share a medicine dream from my fiancé during the COVID period. In the dream he is a child with white angel wings, free and light. Every time he lies to someone else or to himself, a feather falls out. Over time the wings become bare, and adulthood arrives without lift, without movement, witho
Integrating Your True Gifts After Ayahuasca: The Golden Shadow
Most people don't fail at transformation. They stall at expression.(Preparation is integration. Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form:https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dimensions-of-wholeness )In this episode, we go straight to where integration becomes real: your gifts. Not your skills or credentials. Your natural way of being—what moves through you when you sto
What Happens After Ayahuasca? When Healing Turns Into Service
Many people come to ayahuasca to receive medicine for their own healing.Fewer are prepared for being called to serve. Because what happens when the medicine is no longer something you only drink in ceremony, but something you start living with day by day? When it begins shaping how you move through the world, how you relate, and how you show up?After ten years on the ayahuasca path, I’ve watched m
Your First Home Was the Heart: A Guided Meditation for Ayahuasca Healing & Integration
Your first home was the heart.Before language. Before identity. Before effort.This guided meditation takes you inward, through the layers of the heart, into the rhythm that existed before memory. You are guided to reconnect with the maternal heartbeat, the ancestral feminine line, and the inner masculine energy that protects and carries. The meditation moves through descent, remembrance, integrati
Your Gifts Are the Real Integration After Ayahuasca
Are you hiding your gifts after Ayahuasca?Many people leave ceremony with insight, clarity, and energy—yet struggle when their gifts begin asking to be lived. This episode goes straight into that moment of truth.At a certain point in the integration journey, healing is no longer the work. Expression is.Your gifts want space. Your light wants movement. And as that light grows, the shadow doesn’t di
The Games We Play After Ayahuasca: 10 Common Integration Patterns
Did you know that we all play games in healing and transformational work?Download the free workbook here: https://ayahuascaintegration.org/guides/games-we-playYou have seen how healing turns into performance.How spiritual language starts replacing actual change.How people adopt identities that are not lived in daily life.How strong reactions appear in ceremony spaces without being understood.These
Integration After Ayahuasca: Why Your Truth Is the Real Medicine
Ayahuasca can show you the truth.But it cannot live it for you.In this episode, I speak about the part of integration that’s rarely named and often avoided: the quiet, daily cost of self-betrayal. The small lies. The compromises. The feathers that fall every time we abandon what we know is true.This is not about ceremony, visions, or peak experiences.It’s about what happens after.When the medicine
The Hidden Key to Ayahuasca Healing and Integration No One Talks About
If you’re navigating the complexities of Ayahuasca healing and you find yourself moving too fast on your path — pushing, improving, “doing the work,” yet still feeling that quiet internal pressure — this episode goes right to the heart of why.Because that pressure isn’t random.It’s the signature of a part of you that’s been left behind.In this episode, we explore the core mistake almost everyone m
Ayahuasca Healing: Discovering Hidden Gifts on Your Journey | Deep Integration Insights
Download the e-book The Games We Play After AyahuascaAyahuasca healing can transform your life in unexpected ways. In this episode, we explore the profound journey beyond trauma—that moment when healing shifts from repair to remembering the innate gifts you've always carried. With over a decade and more than a hundred ayahuasca ceremonies behind me, I share how this medicine revealed the hidde
AI vs Ayahuasca: The Hidden Dangers of Using ChatGPT in Your Healing & Integration Work
What actually happens when people start treating ChatGPT like a guide in their Ayahuasca integration?Download the e-book The Games We Play After AyahuascaThis episode goes straight into the rising trend of using AI for plant medicine integration, trauma healing, spiritual awakening, and inner work — and the real risks it creates for your path.Before you listen:Preparation is integration. Downloa
Ten Years with Ayahuasca: Lessons from a Decade of Healing Part 1
What can happen when you walk with Ayahuasca for ten years?In this Ayahuasca Integration Podcast series, I look back on a decade of ceremonies, healing, and integration — sharing the most powerful gifts and hardest challenges this sacred medicine has brought into my life.Before you listen:Preparation is integration. Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form → https://ayahuasc
Integration After Ayahuasca: When Your Life No Longer Fits You
Do you feel like you don’t fit in your own life anymore?That’s the moment this episode lives in.The ache between lives.Where your consciousness expands but your world hasn’t caught up.We’ll talk about what happens when awakening stops being poetic and starts burning through what isn’t true.About the strange beauty of falling apart, the danger of spiritual quick fixes, and what it actually takes to
Honor Your Ancestors: An Ancestral Medicine Meditation for Day of the Dead
If your ancestors were sitting in a cinema right now, watching the movie of your life, what would they be screaming toward the screen? What would they be celebrating, trying to share with you? What would they be praying for?Before you listen:Preparation is integration. Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form → https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dimensions-of-wholenessLear
My First Ayahuasca Experience: Rage Release, Dark Sweat Lodge Secrets, and the Power of Integration Together
Before you listen:Preparation is integration. Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form →https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dimensions-of-wholenessLearn to meet resistance with surrender. Download The 4 Movements of Surrender →https://ayahuascaintegration.org/four-movements-of-surrenderTrigger warning: This podcast mentions trauma. So who am I, really — the person behind the
What Happens After Ayahuasca? Inside the World’s Largest Integration Study
Before you listen:Preparation is integration. Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form →https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dimensions-of-wholenessLearn to meet resistance with surrender. Download The 4 Movements of Surrender →https://ayahuascaintegration.org/four-movements-of-surrenderWhat really happens after ayahuasca? In this landmark episode of the Ayahuasca Integrat
Ayahuasca Integration Coach Reveals: The Medicine Works Before You Drink It
Welcome to the Ayahuasca Integration Podcast. You're part of the rare 0.4% of humanity who has worked with grandmother ayahuasca - but did you know integration begins MONTHS before ceremony?Before you listen:Preparation is integration. Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form → https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dimensions-of-wholenessLearn to meet resistance with surr
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