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KILLJAM X X X

We Are Not Alive 29 Episodes Oct 30, 2024

KILLJAM X X X follows Faustina Fetamine, a woman who kills people on TV for a living. Bellamy Pink is willing to sell his body parts for quick cash. When a scandal destroys Faustina’s career as the star of the world’s most popular death game, she and Bellamy team up against a nightmare world trying to kill them. It is a queer cyberpunk death game audio drama from the creators of The Kingmaker Histories and Less Is Morgue. The show invites listeners to sit back, relax, and enjoy the carnage.

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KILLJAM X X X - Official Trailer Oct 30, 2024 135 Cybernetically enhanced killers. Genetically engineered freaks. Corporate monsters. The poor suckers caught between them. Meet the main cast of KILLJAM XXX. Cast (In Order of Appearance) Narrator - Bradley Gareth Faustina Fetamine - Addison Peacock Bellamy Pink - Zuwie LeFou Mara Nacht - Tiana Camacho Dr. Yuzna- Jonny Sims Anna Konda - Moe Rock Vic Cadmium - Charlie Green Molly Malarkey -

JAM 01 - HAIL TO THE QUEEN, BABY! - PART 1 Apr 23, 2025 1951 Meet Faustina Fetamine, worldwide superstar and champion of the deadliest sport on earth: KILLJAM, where super-powered female fighters battle for fame, riches, and glory. But one bad choice might be all it takes to end Faustina’s winning streak… Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Violence/Gore, Adult Language, Mild Drug References, Misophonia/Eating sounds, Cannibalism, Mild Body Horror, Sexual Innu

JAM 02 - HAIL TO THE QUEEN, BABY! - PART 2 Apr 30, 2025 1976 Missing an arm, her weapon, and running out of time, Faustina needs to think fast to defeat Drill-Bitch. Meanwhile, Mr. Dirge puts a diabolical contingency plan in place. Either way, something terrible is about to happen to the KILLJAM Queen. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Adult Language, Sexual Innuendo, Violence/Gore, Amputation, Vomiting (4:58), Hostile Work Environment, Drug and Alcohol Con

JAM 03 - BAD HABITS DIE HARD! May 7, 2025 1805 With her old life in ruins, Faustina begins her new life on the highly dangerous Outlaw Jammer Circuit. But out in the big, bad world of San Malvado, she’ll face a demonic paparazzo, a holy serial killer, and her own lack of practical life skills. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Public Shaming, Violence, Blood, Food Mention, Mild Drug References, Gunshots (from 17:11 to the end of the episode),

JAM 04 - TAKE ME TO CHURCH! May 14, 2025 1745 Faustina’s bleeding to death after her first Outlaw Jam with Mother Hysteria, and if she wants to survive, she’s going to need to make a difficult choice - If the Hyenas don’t get her first… Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Sex Shaming, Misogynistic Language, Public Shaming, Drowning, Violence/Gore, Suicidal Ideation, Strong Sex References, Horns/Traffic Noises, Gunshots, Explosions, Catholic Imag

JAM 04.5 - THE DEVIL OF SAN MALVADO! May 21, 2025 370 In our first ever minisode (released in place of a full episode every four weeks, just so we can keep our lead on production time), we take a detour to Bellamy’s least favorite place: Shankhill’s Quality Meats - where the product is so fresh, it’s still screaming! We’ll be back to regular episodes with JAM 5. We hope you enjoy this wholesome story of a father and daughter working together in the

JAM 05 - AN OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE! May 28, 2025 2392 With Faustina and Bellamy finally together, the question is: Can these two weirdos from very different worlds get along? And will Bellamy’s vengeful enemies prove to be even more dangerous than Faustina’s? Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Gunfire, Dangerous Driving, Gambling references, Gore (37:20-39:00), Graphic Violence, Eating Sounds (4:03-4:13, 4:48-5:00), Sexual noises (8:41-9:08), Kink Refe

JAM 06 - KRAZY KATE'S KUT PRICE KILLTOOLS! Jun 4, 2025 1703 Eager to prove his management skills, Bellamy gets Faustina a prestigious media opportunity: The starring role in an ad for a local weapons dealership. But the last Jammer who had that job isn’t so eager to step down… Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Mugging, Gunshot Noises, Violence, Gore, Adult Language, Sex References, Drug References, Defenestration, Explosions. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addi

JAM 07 - WHO SHOT FAUSTINA FETAMINE? Jun 11, 2025 1994 Mara and Dr. Yuzna begin investigating the mysterious circumstances around Faustina’s scandal. Meanwhile, Mr. Dirge and Roger lock horns, and a pair of legendary assassins make themselves known. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Drug Use (00:31-00:39), Toxic Work Environment, Mention of Child Labor, Implied Suicide, Heights, Discussion of Heart Attacks, Violence, Gore, Sex Scene (27:02-27:42), Un

JAM 08 - THE BLUE BLOOD CAFE! Jun 18, 2025 1795 Bellamy has arranged Faustina’s first fan meet and greet following her exit from EKW. They’re heading to the Blue Blood Café, a Jammer cosplay venue, where Faustina’s own doppelganger is giving her the cold shoulder… Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Food, Eating Sounds, Parasocial Relationships, Sexual Harassment, Unwanted Contact With Bodily Fluids, Food Tampering, Mouth Gore, Needles, Mentions

JAM 08.5 - RULES OF ENGAGEMENT! Jun 25, 2025 855 A brief episode from the lives of Bellamy and Vic, six months before they met Faustina. Pipes are stolen, bridges are burned, someone might die. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Threat of Gun Violence, Implied Threat of Torture, Hostage Taking (4:35-6:00), Sex Scene (10:21-11:33), Discussion of Gender Dysphoria, Dysfunctional Relationships. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Gal

FEED SWAP - THE HOLMWOOD FOUNDATION! Jul 1, 2025 2605 Hey cuties! A regular KILLJAM XXX episode will be released as usual this Wednesday, but today we're sharing a sample of another kickass audio drama, THE HOLMWOOD FOUNDATION by our friends Fio Trethewey and Georgia Cook! In this modern-day sequel to the gothic novel Dracula, we follow Maddie Townsend (Rebecca Root) and Jeremy Larkin (Seán Carlsen), two co-workers at a secret organisation dedicated

JAM 09 - DINNER AND A SH!TSHOW! Jul 3, 2025 2330 Enticed by the offer of free food, Faustina and Bellamy attend Arena of Champions - an extremely immersive fantasy dinner theatre experience. But someone has a score to settle, and our duo's night out might take a deadly turn. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Bad Language, Stealing, Food Insecurity, Poverty, Debt, Binge drinking, Exploitation of the Poor, Gore, Animal Cruelty, Mentions of Family

JAM 10 - SNAKES AND CORPORATE LADDERS! Jul 9, 2025 2215 Faustina and Bellamy’s agent hunt has led them to the secluded mansion of Anna Konda, a wealthy Ex-Jammer who is also a giant snake. Meanwhile, one of Faustina’s oldest rivals moves in for a rematch. Transcript: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1C5VpmvCBViiBBPjyMN86o5P8w_upS8TM5iHBi7k63xY/edit?usp=drivesdk CONTENT WARNINGS: Snakes, Discussion of People Eating/Being Eaten, Trauma Responses,

JAM 11- FAIRGROUND FIGHT NIGHT! Jul 16, 2025 1979 How did Mr. Dirge ruin Anna Konda’s life? We take a trip into her Jamming past to find out. Meanwhile, Faustina and Lex team up to take on Jackie Hammer at the Santa Muerte Pier, and a conspiracy is revealed. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Choking, Vore/Person being swallowed whole (1:40-2:33), Emotional abuse in the workplace/Hostile work environment, raised male voice (8:37-8:40), gore (22:00-

JAM 12 - WAY OF THE MALL NINJA! Jul 23, 2025 1851 While Bellamy takes care of some personal errands, Faustina helps a young Jammer find a replacement for her sword. Things get complicated when Faustina meets said young Jammer’s creepy mentor… Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Child neglect/child endangerment, manipulation, dismemberment (3:16-3:31), gaslighting, animal cruelty, mauling, sexual harassment, violence, gore, eating sounds (10:42-11:

JAM 12.5 - ANNA VS LIZZIE! Jul 30, 2025 273 Made the unexpected owners of a genetically modified tiger, Anna Konda and her assistant, Dr. Trinity Perez, try desperately to train the beast - with limited success. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: …None. Wait, what!? Not even swearing!? God, is this even Killjam? This is weird. Don’t expect this again. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Audio engineered and Directed

JAM 13 - CRISIS MANAGEMENT! Aug 6, 2025 2436 Mara, Dr. Yuzna, and Nomi continue investigating the conspiracy around Faustina’s exit from EKW - but what they find puts them in danger. Meanwhile, Roger activates his trap card, and Mr. Dirge takes a drastic measure. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: 4th Wall Breaking Verbal Abuse (Of you, in the audience) Gunfire, Gunshot Wound, Implied Child Abuse, Genital Mutilation Threat, Discussion of Drug

JAM 14 - THE JAMMER UNDER THE STAIRS! Aug 13, 2025 2003 Lured in by the promise of an abandoned house to squat in, Faustina and Bellamy head to the treacherous world of The Schemes - San Malvado’s most dangerous slum. But this “abandoned” house already has an extremely hostile occupant. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Bugs, Hostage Situation, Debt Traps, Threats of Mutilation, Food Mention, Discussion of Survival Sex Work, Discussion of Having Been Homele

JAM 15 - FAUSTINA AND BELLAMY'S REALLY BAD TRIP! Aug 20, 2025 2044 An unexpected experience in the basement leads to Faustina and Bellamy returning to parts of their past that they’d rather forget. But will the past stay dead, or will they be forced to join it? Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Discussion of Spiders, Snakes, Gore, Gross Sound Effects, Drugging, Panic Attacks, Unreality/Hallucinations, Restraints, Audio distortion, Bugs, Implied Parental Neglect, D

JAM 16 - THE FOUR QUEENS OF HELL! Aug 27, 2025 2592 Wanting to make things up to Bellamy after their traumatic shared experience, Faustina takes on one of the world’s strongest Jammers on his behalf. In the past, Hot Pink starts her brief Killjam career. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Death of a sibling, Parentification, Implied Neglect, Alcoholic Parent, Implied Poverty, Death of a parent, Discussion of Child Labor/Child Abuse, Discussion of Vor

FEED SWAP - THE GOSPEL OF HAVEN! Aug 30, 2025 1457 Hey cuties! A regular KILLJAM XXX episode will be released as usual this Wednesday, but today we're sharing a sample of another kickass audio drama, THE GOSPEL OF HAVEN by our friend Daisy McNamara! The Gospel of Haven is a religious body horror podcast set inside Haven, an isolated community dwelling within the body of the god they worship. It explores autonomy, the power of faith, and individual

JAM 16.5 - FAUSTINA AND BELLAMY'S DAY OFF! Sep 3, 2025 867 SUBMIT YOUR QUESTIONS FOR THE CHARACTERS AND CREATORS OF KILLJAM XXX HERE While recovering from the Alecto fight, Faustina and Bellamy take a well-deserved day off - if Faustina can force Bellamy to actually relax for once, that is. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Food sounds, house fires, unsafe driving, implied car crash, sexual references. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Hen

BONUS JAM - IN-CHARACTER Q&A! Mar 7, 2026 2891 How does Faustina's autism help her Jamming career? Why does Bellamy want a falcon? Who does Anna think is the tastiest Jammer she's ever eaten? Why are Roger and Mr. Dirge so damn evil? Why did Jesse start Jamming? Is Randy okay? All your burning questions for the characters of KILLJAM XXX, answered! Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Discussed violence, discussed body horror (19:34-20:08), discuss

FEED SWAP - FIELD TRIP SKETCH COMEDY PRESENTS! Mar 8, 2026 1898 Hey cuties! We're working on season 2 right now, but in the meantime you can check out Field Trip Sketch Comedy Presents, co-created by friend of the show Max Kriesky! Field Trip Sketch Comedy Presents: is a fast-paced, silly sketch comedy podcast by Boston-based sketch group Field Trip, featuring original music, immersive sound design, and lots and lots of laughs. Join them on a field trip throug

BONUS JAM - SEASON ONE BEHIND THE SCENES Q&A! Mar 19, 2026 6837 Ever wonder how KILLJAM XXX was created? What the writing process is like? What lines were the hardest for Faustina and Bellamy to deliver? Which video game characters do the creators think could survive in San Malvado? And so much more. Addison, Henry, Meg, and Zuwie break it down for ya! Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Discussed transphobia, mentioned gender dysphoria, mentioned violence, menti

FEED SWAP - DOMINUS! Apr 1, 2026 3178 Hey cuties! We're working on season 2 right now, but in the meantime you can check out Dominus, created by friend of the show Motzie Dapul! Dominus is a full cast Catholic horror podcast in which three Catholic priests, trapped in a remote Ontario mansion by a strange blizzard, must find a way to exorcise a demon before it escapes into the world. Unfortunately for them, the demon is a true believe

BONUS JAM - S1 BLOOPER REEL! Apr 1, 2026 294 A chaotic glimpse into the KILLJAM XXX recording process (Gone Wrong) (Gone Sexual). Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Bad Language! KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Audio engineered and Directed by Meg Molloy Tuten. Executive producers Zuwie Le Fou and Gus Zagarella. Logo character art by Jasper Taylor, Logo Text by Eduardo Valdés-Hevia. Special thanks to Ash Alder for

BONUS JAM - THE KILLMAKER JAMSTORIES! Sep 4, 2026 4948 CHECK OUT AN ALTERNATE VERSION OF THIS EPISODE HERE! Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Choking sounds (0:42-1:12), sexual references, violence, gore, car crash (6:02-6:05), fingernail mutilation (18:01-18:11), body horror, slurping sounds (1:18:01-1:18:07) KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. The Kingmaker Histories is created by Meg Molloy Tuten. Audio engineered and Direc

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