Esh Your Heart Out

170. F*ck Forward and lose an hour Mar 11, 2026 00:46:34 Welcome back Soulies!

169. THE NASTY EPISODE "Pop that Boochie" Mar 4, 2026 00:49:47 Welcome back Soulies! This episode Esh explores nasty time with your spouse.

168. BUTTPLUGS & DRUGS Feb 11, 2026 00:53:42 Welcome back Soulies! I've missed you! Let's catch up with the boys this episode.

167. NO P*SSY FOR YOU FT. MR. Marcus Jan 21, 2026 00:55:59 Welcome back Soulies! This week Esh is joined by Mr. Marcus from the "Let's Keep it 100" podcast.

166. "DON'T F*CK MARRIED MEN" Jan 7, 2026 00:52:00 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh sits down with the guys and discuss relationships, friendships and much more.

165. "THE BEEF EPISODE" Dec 31, 2025 00:57:06 Welcome back Soulies! This episode Esh talks about all her grievances from 2025. Let's clear it up together. Happy New year Soulies! See you guys in 2026!

164. "RIP TO THE HOE IN ME" Dec 24, 2025 00:54:53 Merry Christmas Soulies!

163. THE COLDEST B*TCH EVER Dec 17, 2025 00:45:07 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh talks about her week with the boys.

162. MYSTIQUE PU$$Y FT. RB (KEEPIT100PODCAST) Dec 10, 2025 01:02:19 Welcome back Soulies! This week Esh is joined by RB from KEEP IT 100 PODCAST. Hold on to your wigs!

160. HOW TO RUIN YOUR FRIEND'S LOVE LIFE FT. STORMY PEA Nov 26, 2025 01:08:21 Welcome back Soulies! This episode Esh is joined by Stormy Pea. The ladies discuss their soft girl era, anime, falling for anything a man says and how to ruin your friends relationships. SUBSCRIBE TO YOUTUBE for all visual content.

159. The end of your H0E error Nov 19, 2025 01:03:52 WELCOME BACK SOULIES!!! We are back with another episode, this week Esh has a full house with Lionel, Kim, Rhashan and newbie Tia! The team discusses Esh new found love and helps her wor kout the kinks,

158. It don't hurt to flirt! Nov 5, 2025 00:46:49 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh talks about work husbands, first trips, closing the door and much more .

157. Driving 1000 miles for D*ck ft. Devin Wade Oct 29, 2025 00:58:16 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh is joined by Devin Wade. The two discussed marriage, relationships, love, lust, broke men, freaky women, and much more. Make sure you check out the YouTube each and every Friday.

156. Something wrong with the P🐱$$Y. Oct 22, 2025 00:58:34 Welcome back Soulies for another great episode! Esh discusses masturbating too much, love in a car and much more. Don’t forget to subscribe to the all new YouTube page for episodes 101 - 156.

155. What The Fck He Said ft. Scooter Oct 15, 2025 00:51:41 Special guest Scooter

154. EXCEEDING THE P*SSY LIMIT ft. Cbear (Keep it a yard Vibecast) Oct 3, 2025 01:03:45 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh is joined by Cbear from Keep it a yard Vibecast! The two sit down and discuss the definition of a womanizer, setting boundaries, getting what you desire mixed with a little group flirting. Make sure to check out the episode on YouTube and like, review and subscribe. Have a great week Soulies!

153 1/2 IT'S FALL DON'T FALL FOR IT! Sep 26, 2025 00:29:58 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh has a quick message about the change of the season and how to change with it. Make sure to leave your feedback! Have a great week Soulies!

153. FALLING IN LOVE WITH A VIBE Sep 18, 2025 00:58:21 Welcome back Soulies, we are back!!!! Join Esh for some laughs, dating talk and upcoming plans. Make sure to review, subscribe and like this episode.

152. TURN THE TITTY DOWN Sep 10, 2025 01:03:32 Welcome back SOULIES! This episode Esh talks about how fast should you jump into a relationship, hanging with friends and lusting over the homie. Make sure you like and review the episode. Check on a friend!

151. PENCIL PEN!S Sep 3, 2025 00:49:45 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh talks about love not existing, body count and what not to count.

150. P*SSY ON DND Aug 27, 2025 00:51:13 Welcome back Soulies!

149. MY PUSSC MIND FT. THEO Aug 20, 2025 01:00:42 Souliessss, Welcome back to another great episode. This week Esh is joined by street interviewer and content creator Theo (@pleasedontirkme). The two discussed ambition, men of leisure, and dating exes. Make sure you like and subscribe to the Youtube for the full episode.

148. MY THROAT IS AVAILABLE ft. Billy the Bad guy Aug 6, 2025 01:14:52 Welcome back Soulies, in this episode Esh is joined by Billy the Bad guy from Needs to be Studied Podcast. The two discuss dating YN's, changing for love, their fantasies and golden showers. This is an episode you don't want to miss. Make sure to find the link in Esh's Instagram for tickets to the live show!

147. A FLUID F*CK Jul 30, 2025 00:57:59 Welcome back Soulies to another episode. This week Esh talks about fluid relationships, friends on drugs and socializing in Philly. Make sure you subscribe to the pod. Have a great week!

146. WHAT ABOUT THE DEAD D*CKS? Jul 21, 2025 00:58:33 Welcome back Soulies! This episode we are joined by Esh and the guys for the first time in a long time. Esh discusses men wearing no draws, reminisces on the men who has passed that she had sexual inter counters with and how tall men get the water flowing. Happy to be back! Check the new Youtube coming soon.

145. EYE F*CKING ft. Eric Cole Jun 25, 2025 01:01:13 Welcome back Soulies, this episode I am joined by podcaster, radio personality and overall a great host Eric Coles from the hunguppod. Join us as we dive into the Juneteenth festival, B Simone whining, eye fckn and boring relationships. Make sure to tune into the YouTube video this Friday. ❤️

144 1/2. “THE SHOW MUST GO ON” Jun 19, 2025 00:42:00 Welcome back Soulies, tune into this quick episode with Esh. Love you 🥰

144. HICKORY, DICKORY, D*CK! Jun 11, 2025 01:00:43 Welcome back Soulies, on this episode Esh discusses D*ck, D*ck and D*ck. What do men do to guarantee p*ssy? Being a pyschopath when masturbating and much more. Check out the all new YouTube every Friday. Love y'all.

143. Road PU$$Y ft. Lawrence Killabrew Jun 4, 2025 00:57:56 Welcome back Soulies to another great episode! Today we have the handsome and hilarious Lawrence Killabrew guest hosting. Esh and Lawrence talks about F*ck buddies, requesting a s*x partner on social media and much more!

142. TWO MEN AT ONCE May 28, 2025 00:58:26 Welcome back Soulies, I missed you!!!! If you missed me go check out the @lerandlionel podcast I've been guest hosting there! This episode I discuss my exes coming together for my event, Remy and Pap and all the fckd up shit in the world! Go subscribe to the YouTube! Love ya!

141. F*CKING MY "PLATONIC" FRIENDS May 14, 2025 00:56:50 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh is sick and ranting about fckn "friends", taking trips and much more. Make sure to catch the episode on Youtube every Friday. Don't forget to like, follow and review the Pod. Have a great day Soulies!

140. I'm a Comedian, B*tch! May 7, 2025 01:00:46 Welcome back Soulies! This episode Esh is joined by the funny, hilarious and talented Malik Joe. The two discuss everything from sports, dating outside their race and being a content creator. Join us for this rollercoaster ride that will keep you laughing the entire time!

139. OH SHE'S A FAKE B*TCH Apr 30, 2025 01:01:12 Welcome back Soulies to another episode of EYHO! Today's episode Esh and the boys discuss Philly's ditch day, faking it to get a man, chemistry between two people and of course their icks. Make sure you tune into the Youtube each and every Friday!Have a great day!

138. A H0E'S EGO Apr 23, 2025 00:56:31 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh is joined by Ler & Lionel and they discuss the very first unseen episode of EYHO with her co-host. Crazy dating stories and relationships with friends. Please like, subscribe and review on all Platforms. Join us on Youtube for exclusive content.

137. WHO ARE THESE NEW B*TCHES? Apr 16, 2025 00:52:41 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh talks about losing friendships, starting a business and embracing change. Make sure you share the pod with a friend! Subscribe to YouTube and repost in Instagram. Have a great day Soulies. Love you

136. ARE YOU F*CKIN YOUR COUSINS? Apr 9, 2025 00:49:57 Welcome back soulies!!! This episode Esh is joined by Na'im Ali and Rhashan. The team talks about reseeded hairlines, popping boobs out, section 8 bishes and generational curses. Make sure to subscribe, like and comment on the episode.

135. SHORT KINGS SEASON Apr 2, 2025 01:04:07 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh talks about the live show in Atlanta, being pressured to have s*x, hotel chronicles not owing anyone p*$$y. Make sure you like and subscribe to the show.

134. Cakes & Eating A$$ Mar 19, 2025 00:58:26 Welcome back Soulies! This week Esh talks about the big C with Ler & Lionel. Not allowing health to stop your horny. Know it all people, exes and quotes that don’t make sense. Be sure to watch the YouTube every Friday! Join the Patreon and get your tickets to Atlanta asap!! Love you Soulies❤️

133. THE SIDE BABY HAS MY NAME FT ANGIE (MS_WALLS) Mar 12, 2025 01:04:03 Welcome back Soulies to a great episode. Today Esh is joined by the beautiful Angie from the hit reality show "READY TO LOVE" filmed in the city of brotherly love, Philadelphia. The ladies discuss being vulnerable, falling in love quick and being ready to really love. Make sure to watch, like and subscribe to the new YouTube page www.youtube.com/@eshyourheartoutpodcast Also, follow the pod on IG a

132. MEN DESERVE PU$$Y AND A RING FT. JADED AND EVOLVING Mar 5, 2025 00:55:18 Welcome back Soulies! This episode we talk about phone sex, dropping the kids off to their grandmas house to get d*ck, proposing to men, p*ssy farts and much more. For visuals go check out the Esh Your Heart Out You tube page. For exclusive content please join the Patreon at Patreon.com/eshyourheartout thank you Soulies!

131. The Pu$$Y Pool ft. Rob Crews Feb 26, 2025 01:02:15 In this episode, Esh is joined by comedian Rob Crews (@theattentionhorse) from the Durag & The Deertag podcast. They dive into the importance of self-care after breakups, navigating social interactions, happy endings, and handling confrontations. Don’t forget to join the Patreon for exclusive content, including a private conversation with Ler and Esh available now!

130. SITUATIONSHIPS & SWEET NOTHINGS Feb 18, 2025 00:49:49 Welcome back Soulies, we missed you!! Today we discuss Valentine's day, gift giving, missed birthdays and much more. Make sure to join the patreon for all new content. Follow the new Youtube page for all visuals and go grab your ticket to the live show in ATL March 27th! xoxo...

129. DON'T stick your D*CK into your PAYCHECK ft. NAEEM Feb 5, 2025 01:01:05 Welcome back Soulies, today I have a very special guest Naeem from the 10th season of Ready to Love from the OWN network . We discuss how Naeem's heartbreaks and disappointment in life turned into blessings and opportunities.Subscribe to the Youtube page and join the Patreon.

128. T*tty City Jan 31, 2025 00:49:13 Welcome back Soulies to another great episode! Please subscribe to the new YouTube and join the Patreon.

127. Masturbating EVERYWHERE Jan 22, 2025 00:49:50 Welcome back, Soulies! Have you masturbated lately? or TOO much? Grab your morning coffee ☕, mimosa 🍾, or wake and bake 🌬️💨 Don’t forget to follow the new YOUTUBE page and join the Patreon. Love you, Soulies! Until next time 😘✨!

126. PU$$Y GAZE FT. COACH BELLAMY Jan 17, 2025 00:55:58 ONE TIME FOR THE BIRTHDAY BISHHHHHHH!!! 🎉🎂✨ Welcome back, Soulies! Today, we're celebrating Esh's birthday 🎈 with a very special guest, Coach Bellamy 🏋️‍♂️. Grab your morning coffee ☕, mimosa 🍾, or wake and bake 🌬️💨 as we dive into spicy topics 🔥 like threesomes 👀, kinks 😏, and Esh's BDSM scores 😳📊. Don’t forget to send Esh some extra birthday love 💕🎁 on social media today! Love you, Soulies! Unti

125. CLIT &GRITS Jan 8, 2025 01:02:11 WELCOME BACK SOULIES!! This episode Esh discusses being attacked at a basketball, dealing with stress and being a survivor of the hood. Make sure to subscribe to the all new YOUTUBE page and help us reach our goal of 1000 subscribers! Join the Patreon for exclusive content. Thank you for listening!

124. I'M REALLY THAT N*66A ft. Mr. Moore the King Jan 2, 2025 01:04:33 Welcome back, Soulies, and Happy New Year! 🎉 We’ve officially made it to 2025! In this episode, Esh is joined by the incredible Mr Moore the King. Together, they dive into reflections on regrets from 2024, setting New Year’s resolutions, the power of hustling over hoping, and tips on building your confidence. Don’t forget to subscribe to the YouTube channel and help us reach our goal of 1,000 sub

123. BRING your EX-HUSBAND to CHRISTMAS Dec 25, 2024 01:01:01 Welcome back, Soulies, and Merry Christmas! In this episode, Esh brings her family (ex-husband) for a crazy conversation about family, love, dating, and the challenges of being a cheating spouse. Don't forget to check out the Patreon for exclusive content and subscribe to our YouTube channel. Love you all!

122. NAIL IN THE ASS Dec 19, 2024 00:51:33 Welcome back, Soulies! In this episode, Esh dives into the topic of her aggressiveOBGYN, nails in the booty and the D1ckord. Plus, don’t miss the all-new Patreon episode where Esh spills the tea on hilarious (and “horeable”) story from her past relationship. Tune in now! Patreon.com/eshyourheartout

121. LAZY P*$$Y MENTALITY Dec 11, 2024 00:57:18 Welcome back, Soulies! In this episode, Esh dives into the topic of liquor body count, shares thoughts on "Pity Pooch," and tackles the challenges faced by women with certain stereotypes. Plus, don’t miss the all-new Patreon episode where Esh spills the tea on a hilarious (and “horeable”) story from her past relationship. Tune in now!

120. Insecure B*tches can't hang with us FT. @bbygirl.sham Dec 4, 2024 00:59:09 Welcome back, Soulies! With Thanksgiving behind us, it’s time to dive into December and explore topics like family, loyalty, hope for real love, and so much more. Join us for this episode featuring @bbygirl.sham as she opens up about therapy, dating older men, and the journey to healing. Don’t forget to catch the full discussion on Patreon!

119. MY GHETTO THANKSGIVING Nov 27, 2024 00:52:25 Happy Thanksgiving, Soulies! 🦃✨ This week, Esh shares personal holiday memories with her family, dives into Philly’s shocking STD stats, and explores the topic of men’s rights when it comes to Roe v. Wade! Don’t miss it! 🎙️Make sure to subscribe to our Patreon for exclusive content! 💖

118. ORGASMS CURES HEADACHES Nov 20, 2024 00:56:04 Welcome back, Soulies! We missed you last week. This time, Esh breaks down the unspoken (and sometimes frustrating) dating rules, shares her thoughts on how men can unintentionally—or intentionally—cause strain in friendships, and unpacks the subtle (and not-so-subtle) ways control can creep into relationships. Get ready for a raw, real, and relatable discussion that you won’t want to miss! Make

117. GREAT NUTS FT. DAI BY DAI Nov 6, 2024 01:02:45 Welcome back, Soulies! In this episode, Esh is joined by a special guest, Dan from the Day by Day podcast, to dive into the complexities of liking someone so intensely that it pushes you to pull back. Together, they explore the fear of falling in love, the struggle for dominance, and the challenges of finding a man who knows how to lead. This is one episode you won’t want to miss!

116. HAIRY PU$$IES w/ a Dash of Stacy Oct 30, 2024 00:59:03 "Hey, Soulies! 🎃 In this episode, Esh channels ‘90s nostalgia as Dionne from *Clueless*, rocking a classic Stacey Dash costume! Join us as we dive into Mischief Night memories, Halloween fun, and all the spooky vibes! 👻🍬✨"

115. TAKE MY PU$$Y AND GO Oct 23, 2024 00:57:49 Welcome back Soulies! Episode 115 of Esh Your Heart Out dives into taboo topics! Esh gets real about navigating complicated situations—why some people justify cheating in someone else's home, the challenges of dating a close friend, and the fine line between genuine affection and giving out 'pity pu$$y.' It's a raw, unfiltered conversation you won't want to miss!"

114. BACK YOUR D*CK UP Ft. The Hard or Soft Show Oct 16, 2024 01:04:46 This week, we welcomed the electrifying trio from The Hard or Soft Show all the way from NYC, and things got wild! 🤯🔥 💥 We dive into hilarious and juicy conversations about Esh's unexpected crush on one of the guys 👀, explore the boldconcept of "men licking the bullet" 💦, and unravel the layers of being a spiritual whore ✨. It's a mix of laughs, vulnerability, and straight-up real talk you don't w

113. YOU LED WITH D*CK Ft. RHASHAN (TalkyaishRhashan) Oct 9, 2024 00:58:16 Welcome back Soulies, to another episode where we dive deep into a father raising a daughter alone, reading wild dm's and everything in between. This episode was special was joined by Rhashan from Talk Ya Ish Rhashan! If you’re looking for bold opinions, unfiltered takes, and some real talk, then you’re in for a treat.

112. THE POWER OF THE P! Oct 2, 2024 01:06:42 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh talks about making comments that offend people, how to shoot your shot and a new law for rich men. Catch Esh at the Nigerian Independence Festival Saturday, October 5th! Make sure to subscribe to the all new YOUTUBE page and check out EshYourHeartOut.com for more content.

111. Pretty Pu$$y with no Personality Sep 25, 2024 00:43:19 Welcome back Soulies, this episode Esh talks about Pretty girls with no personalities. People in relationships that hate their spouse and your friends hooking you up with the wrong person. Checkout the all NEW YOUTUBE page "Esh Your Heart Out" Have a great day Soulies!

110. He licked my Titt*e Sep 18, 2024 00:58:04 Welcome back Soulies! Today’s episode Esh discusses meeting married men outside, having multiples crushes and how men should apologize. Make sure you join the Patreon for exclusive content! Check out eshyourheartout.com for everything ESH❤️

109. Protect my Pu$$y ft. Phelps Jugo Sep 11, 2024 00:52:33 Welcome back Soulies! This episode Esh has a special guest @Phelpsjugo from the “Don’t Call me White Girl” & “Gangsters Friends Media”Podcast. They discuss Men friend zoning women, Men asking for a “ride” and not using toys in the bedroom, just use your man! Soulies! Make sure to subscribe to the new YouTube page “Esh your heart out”. Have a great week Love ya!

108. Women have Unrealistic Expectations Sep 4, 2024 00:52:33 Welcome back Soulies on this episode Esh talks about the Sex in the City effect, when friends fall in love and bring 'new bae" with them to work, and an new podcast she is working on. Make sure you guys check out Eshyourheartout.com and the all NEW YOUTUBE page. Please like and subscribe!

BONUS EPISODE " ALL SPICE WORLD DANCE" Aug 28, 2024 00:12:43 Esh hits the All Spice World Dance party by ‪@sibbyliv‬ with her crazy questions and witty personality. Check out some great answers to difficult relationship questions.

107. I get high thinking about BIG D*cks ft. Tata Sherise & Drizz Beauty Aug 21, 2024 01:00:46 This episode Esh has guest (@TataSherise & @drizzbrwbeauty). The ladies have a pajama night and they discuss black women getting married, building the perfect man and dating weird men.

106. These n1ggas won't protect you Aug 14, 2024 00:54:09 Esh discusses her experiences with men while allowing her to be attacked multiple times. Her interactions with family and her new comedy career while chatting on her new set! Make sure to like, subscribe and review this episode. Don't forget to watch this episode on the all new Youtube @eshyourheartout Thank you Soulies for your continued support, Love YOU!

105. White Boy Summer ft. Dru Montana aka Lil cheesesteak Aug 7, 2024 01:00:13 Welcome back Soulies! On this episode Esh is joined by special guest Dru Montana (Dru_Montana) from Durag and the Deertag podcast and they talk about friends being the cause of their breakups, the presidential campaign being ghetto, vagina sizes and much more!

104. You Gotta Bump Coochies ft Ebony (The Standup Barbie) Jul 31, 2024 01:01:56 Welcome back Soulies on this episode Esh is joined by special guest Ebony (@ebony_dream404) and they talk about Philly men vs ATL men, White Men, being coachable, muslims, Esh's tweets and much more!

103. First 48 Pussy Jul 17, 2024 00:59:57 Welcome back Soulies on this episode Esh talks about how horny men are, double booking, online opinions, hear me out, birthday beats and much more! Please make sure you check out eshyourheartout.com

102. Replacing Meat for a Beat ft Sibby Liv Jul 10, 2024 01:04:32 Welcome back soulies, on this episode esh is joined with special guest Sibby Liv (@sibbyliv) and they talk about energy suckers, quiet men in the bedroom, gifts, dating is harder, short men, threesomes and much more! for all things Esh check out https://eshyourheartout.com/

101. Deletables Jul 3, 2024 01:00:22 Welcome back Soulies on this episode Esh talks about taxes, the debate, bruv triangle, when friends/family feuds and much more!

100. Got Dick and You Dont ft. Naim Ali Jun 26, 2024 01:01:27 Welcome back soulies on this episode Esh is joined by special guest Naim who's is also Esh's ex husband on this episode they talk about, who bagged who, stalkers, esh a fighter?, being best friends w/ your ex, cheating stories and much more! Please be sure to head over to eshyourheartout.com for ALL things Esh!

99. 1-800-F*ck my Sister ft. Rebe Jun 19, 2024 00:56:23 Welcome back soulies on this episode Esh has her sister Rebe here today and they talk about the pilot episode, dreaming, day parties, childhood stories and much more! Head over to eshyourheartout.com for more Esh!

98. Best Bitch On Earth Jun 12, 2024 00:58:45 Welcome back soulies on this episode Esh talks about proms, dating w/ children, finding out your man is "friendly", backhanded compliments, simple dates vs boring dates, splitting the dinner bill, and much more! Please be sure to head over to eshyourheartout.com for ALL things Esh!

97. The Guard Cat Jun 5, 2024 00:54:56 Welcome back soulies on this episode Esh talks about dating a crackhead or a cat, dating based off moms looks, being tired of reset men, changing up in relationships, old work in public, getting blood drawn, and much more! Head over to eshyourheartout.com

96. All The B's May 30, 2024 00:50:07 Welcome back Soulies on this episode Esh talks about YT parties, big back family, hating ex's, old men NOT getting hard, faking an orgasim, re using rings and much more!

95. H-Negative May 22, 2024 00:49:53 Welcome back soulies on this episode Esh talks about a previous guest, forgiving men, hour long head, eating = sex, getting served, $100 pussy, being called "daddy" and much more!

94. Airdrop My Soul ft. Kam Dela May 15, 2024 01:01:25 Welcome back soulies on this ep. esh is joined by special guest Kam DeLa (@kam_dela) and they talk about inspiration, dating a dreamer, esh dating rappers, womens top 3 worst fashion pieces, dating outside your race and much more! follow Kam DeLa @kam_dela and check out his music!

93. Coochie Karen ft. Jawnesha May 8, 2024 00:59:46 Welcome back soulies on this episode Esh is joined by Amy aka @Jawnesha aka @fairyisserved and they talk about dating, being a financial dom, female cops, worst gifts received, fucking on friends, straight face head, new friendships and much more!

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