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Girls, Girls, Girls May 18, 2026 171 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.comMargot’s Got Money Troubles(WARNING: spoiler alerts so don’t read if you want to watch this show, read after. And I do recommend you watch this show).What can I say, watching this show purely from the standpoint of your average American’s perspective of sex work or just any average white westerner, it’s great and pr

You ARE only hurting yourself Feb 8, 2026 75 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.comWhen “Passive-Aggressive” Becomes a Relationship Styleby Sex Cult //Sunday 8th of February 2026There’s a particular kind of hurt that doesn’t come from a big betrayal. It comes from the small, repeated moments where someone acts like they’re on your team… but behaves like you’re the enemy.Not direct enough to name t

INCELS ANONYMOUS Jan 5, 2026 101 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.comIncels AnonymousHi. I’m Danica…..And I’m addicted to Incels. Vol. II used to be a femcel, so I know the mindset. I know the pain that comes with it. When you think about Incels, what comes to mind? “Involuntary celibate,” it abbreviates. However, not anymore. We need to rename them: “Vocels” — Voluntary celibates.

CONDITIONING Dec 28, 2025 178 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.comMy Beautiful ShadowI have done a lot of shadow work in the last 10 years. Yet, my shadow and I are still just barely friends. She doesn’t trust me, and she has no reason too. I have spent a lot of time making amends for the torture I put her through, and the abuse. She was never me after all, she is a part of my min

My worst enemy from now will be weak men Sep 15, 2025 602 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.comWEAK MEN ARE THE NUMBER 1 ENEMY NOW“Weak men will be your biggest enemy.”When I first heard this phrase, I dismissed it. It seemed absurd. Weakness doesn’t threaten strength, does it? Weak men don’t march into battle, they don’t build empires, they don’t storm castles. At most, they sulk in corners and hide in shado

TRUMP WANTS YOUR BLOOD Jun 14, 2025 336 Blood in the Streets: Why a Recession Might Be Good—for Trump(Sorry about AI saying every dot lol. Why would AI say every full-stop. It’s just stupid. Ill have to fix it. Ill ask AI how to fix it…….lol).And Devastating for Your Average American“Buy when there’s blood in the streets, even if it’s your own.”– Attributed to Baron RothschildRecession isn’t just a threat. For some, it’s the plan.If you

ADAM AND EVE Jan 17, 2025 352 THERE ALWAYS IS TWO IN THIS UNIVERSE I I A poem by Danica Conwellis a zebra a horse with black stripes or the other way around?Is death a threat? People are very convinced of this, most anyway.However, survival is important only before you have died.Death is VERY permanent, or is it the pains of death that we fear?Is your life just a flash and beyond that NO-THING?If the universe ends it will prob

CENSORSHIP IS BORING Jan 6, 2025 3046 IM JOKING ABOUT MENMEN SAVE MY LIFE IN THE BOREDOM SECTOR (not kidding they do)The video above is censored but is still NSFW FYI WARNINGDANGERGODTHE OLD TESTAMENTIf the old testament was published today, it would probably be cancelled. Why do I find the Old Testament to be interesting? I have no fucking idea. But I do.I never stop referring back to Adam and Eve and the Genesis story, also Noah, Jo

WATCH DEATH TAROT READING PT 1 Dec 31, 2024 2383 Death Tarot Reading Above ^^ I messed up the upload….lol. Surprising. Yes we talked to ourselves. mmmhhmmm xI felt an energy coming through and I live streamed my investigation. Im still not finished but I got a big answer, just with two cards, and that took me 40 minutes or so. This is a five card spread! So I thought, I have not much too do until after midnight tonight because I’m working after

I HAVE FANS IN INDIA Dec 30, 2024 1155 CHAT OR STREAM 2 ME ALSOIf I sold one thing to every Indian person for $1 I would be a multi billionaire. And it’s only $1, who’s going to say no? I don’t know what that one thing is going to be but I’ll think of something. How do you enter the marker though is my question? I think I have a lot of questions as far as that is concerned.This is a past stream from star maker, you should get the app a

NAIMAKIKAZARI LIVE READING Oct 25, 2024 59 NAIMAKIKAZARI - Naruse rears his ugly jealous beast 3.0 and it’s perfect and cool as usual. DUHHNAIMAKIKAZARI MANGA The story is getting goooooood. Im actually narrating it this time so it will be somewhat better. My point is to improve so let’s try and do that.If you like manga, basketball manga, romance manga, high school manga, then this is probably one of the most popular and no one has narrat

The hardest F word to communicate Oct 16, 2024 17 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.com A NON-FEMINIST FIGHTS FOR HARDCORE FEMINIST RIGHTS 1.0A man walks into a diner in Germany, and walks straight up to the waitress and says to her “I’ll have a coffee without cream please.” The waitress looks at him and with a smirk says. “Well, I’m sorry sir, but we don’t have any cream. But

DEBBIE DOES THE NEW WORLD ORDER Sep 28, 2024 42 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.com PROPAGANDAThe above video was my first attempt to make propaganda. It started to go viral on YouTube almost instantly and I was completely banned from YouTube with refusal of giving me back any of my hundreds of videos of content and never allowed to use the platform again (with the same pho

DIDDY ISSUES Sep 24, 2024 97 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.com DIDDY ISSUESPuff Daddy Freaks out over life senten ce imprisonment Above is Puff Daddy’s girlfriend Cassie. I assume she is the girl being sung about in the Weeknd’s track The Hills. It’s rumoured she may have been the muse for that entire Weeknd album, Beauty behind the Madness. She was

TOTAL WAR Aug 7, 2024 731 TOTAL WAR Why did I love her? And why do I not now?Well, maybe because that time is over for me? Possibly I don’t need to hear the message Lana Del Rey has to give anymore? I don’t think Lana Del Rey even needs to hear the message that Lana Del Rey has to give anymore, because Lana Del Rey is probably dead.

FOR THE LONELY GIRLS WHO SEARCHED FOR POWER.......and found it Jul 29, 2024 391 MOLLY’S EVIL. VIDEO GAMES Part 1 and Part 2 - I have marked where Part 2 begins if you read Part 1 last blog xoxoxoxFOR THE LONELY GIRLS WHO SEARCHED FOR POWER …AND FOUND IT.The podcast is a representation of the seeking of this power. By DJ Foxy/Moron. MOLLY’S GAME ….WHAT REALLY HAPPENED BETWEEN MOLLY AND THE FBI?So, I watched this interview this mor

SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO RUSSIA Jul 28, 2024 626 THIS IS A COUNTRY DON’T MESS AROUNDTHIS IS A COUNTRY THERE’S ONLY DANGERRUSSIA RUSSIASENDING ALL MY LOVE TO RUSSIAThis is separate to the pod MOLLY’S GAME …. WHAT REALLY HAPPENED BETWEEN MOLLY AND THE FBI?So, I watched this interview this morning, obviously YouTube has been reading my WhatsApp messages, because I keep getting videos about women who have started their

ANDRE KLEIN Jul 20, 2024 1607 PREDATOR THE AUDIO BOOKWritten By Danica ConwellMusic by GLUME and Johnny JewelPapa dont preacharranged by DJ Foxy//Moronxoxo Vivian V This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit sexcult1.substack.com/subscribe

THE NEW WORLD ORDER Jul 8, 2024 2052 BORN FREE IN THE NEW WORLD ORDER - COMING DIRECTLY TO YOUR FROM YOUR SMART PHONE (i assume) Summarizing (in fairly clear English) Slavoj Žižek, gives a YouTube lecture that is relatively short, on freedom, and I will summarise each paradigm within’ this blogI sped the dialouge in the video up, obviously. Just reiterating. I will also give some

WE HAVE RAISED HITLER FROM THE DEAD Jun 29, 2024 830 I LOVE PROPAGANDAPropaganda is a bitch, but it works, and I like functional things. PRODUCTIVE things. I love things that deliver what they promise. However, this is a message to the people:(Pictures above, a page from my self-help book) I see my “5 steps on how not to suffer,” (not the title, but it’s the marketing hook) self-help book being sold in Target, K-mart and Big W to mothers and

GAME OVER Jun 14, 2024 452 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.comAN IMPORTANTMESSAGE FROM THE DEAD? HUH?WHAT. THE.FUCK.AM.I.SUPPOSED.TO.WRITE.HERE??This bloggers block Ive found myself in is crazy because there’s so much to say! Like, oh my F God! Including, everything that is said on the podcast, and a lot is said, a lot was edited, and I wanted to beep a name out, but I

EG0-DEATH COACHING w/ Vivian V - NOT TODAY HITLER Jun 9, 2024 14 EG0-DEATH COACHING w/ Vivian V - NOT TODAY HITLEREPISODE 1 - SHIFTING QUADRANTS ASAP! COACHING & PSEUDO-SCIENCE W/ VIVIAN V - leads to a clip you can watch more if you DARE choose! Today’s podcast is available on my YouTube Channel. Click on through above to a clip and more if you like, it’s 18+ so you have to watch it on the Tube, SUBSCRIBE while you are there please. Thank y

TAYLOR SWIFT IS A LOSER! Jun 4, 2024 2045 A BILLION DOLLAR NARRATIVE ……… BUT,DOES IT COME AT A COST?Taylor Swift is a Loser… …….Figuratively SpeakingBut her daddy planned it that way.I wonder when it was, that the penny dropped? When “they” decided, “YEP, the loser is more popular than the mean girl?”NOTE: CAN I JUST SAY THAT THE SUBTITLES ARE WAY INACCURATE AND MAKE ME SOUND LI

THE SQUARE ROOT OF 2 = 1989 Jun 2, 2024 65 THE SQUARE ROOT OF YOUR SOUL This fascinating episode i explore the unique intersection of pop culture, philosophy, and mathematics. Diving into the profound insights and life lessons from Taylor Swift, Terrence Howard’s portrayal of Iron Man’s James Rhodes, and the enigmatic concept of the square root of mathematics. 2.Episode Highlights: • Taylor Swift’s Philosophical Nar

KANYE WEST ADDRESSED DIDDY'S INVOLVEMENT WITH THE FEDS IN 2022 May 27, 2024 64 THE ONLY REASON YOU DIDN’T TALK, BECAUSE YOU DID A DEAL! YOU FUCKING FED!“And if I die tonight make sure that that my kids are right….” - Ye sings on track from new album Vultures 1 Beg Forgiveness. I hope Ye doesn’t get killed, but all the people who did this before him have. aka John Lennon….The words of Kanye West in 2022 in this video, aimed at some of his peers in hip hop, incl

THE EXAMINATION PODCAST EPISODE 3 May 7, 2024 394 This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit sexcult1.substack.com DEATH, CANCER, RELIGION, BLOOD, FINGERS, TEETH, DATING, FUNERALS, GRIEVING, FUCKING, TEARING, SCARING, SCLUB7, RAPE & A HAND TO CATCH THE BLOODListed are the themes that are sung about in dreamy pop-folk alt country indie record First Love by Emmy The Great. Lots of fun benefits for subs besides b

THE TORTURED FEMALES May 1, 2024 3238 THE TORTURED FEMALES And their Matty Healys (we all have had one or…… SOS…… are with one now)

THE DEVIL IN REMORSE Apr 23, 2024 566 PROBABLY SHOULD READ THE BLOG FIRST BEFORE THE PODCAST OR SAMANTHA WILL COMPLETELY LOSE YOUThis podcast has Samantha reading to you, the plan for a reflection called Predator I have been writing for two years (too long). I want to start talking about the reflection more, because I want to hold myself accountable to finishing it. The more people know about it the more likely I am to achieve

MODERN ABORIGINAL AUSTRALIAN GENOCIDE Apr 15, 2024 3374 I will post the stats up later today….. MODERN ABORIGINAL AUSTRALIAN GENOCIDAL GOVERNMENT POLICY & WHY YOU SHOULD NEVER LISTEN TO THE GOVERNMENT ON ISSUES RELATED TO THE ABORIGINAL PEOPLE OF AUSTRALIA THE RIGHTFUL OWNERS OF THIS COUNTRY This is a free podcast and blog because this narrative needs to start circulating asap for the safety of the owners of our country

THREE POEMS Apr 8, 2024 99 1 The War Between OneThe failuresAnd the challenges,The brotherhood,and the betrayal.The fear,the mortality,and the realisation that you never wanted to live without that person.However, not knowing thatuntil they were gone.Forever.2 My Soul-mate catMy soulmate catdrags me to school,To learn about traditional love,and thats its ok to have rules.He teaches me undeniable loveand I must just jump in

TIME'S FUTURE AND TIME'S PAST IS NEITHER TIME FUTURE OR PAST Apr 7, 2024 953 I THOUGHT BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN WAS THE GREATEST STORY TELLER UNTIL LAST SUNDAY AT 7.30AM.The story I tell to Tony Xmas after the Alice in Wonderland interlude (oh god, weird sentence). Is 3/4 improvised, 1/4 birthed from real experience. I think it is obvious which isn’t real, however, I don’t break character once, so I guess, and I have to forgive Tony Xmas for this exact poi

VIVIAN V REVIEWS VULTURES Y$//L Apr 6, 2024 4476 Y$LThis is a moment in history… …where hip hop takes its spot as the most innovative and best produced genres of music to ever grace us with it’s 808’s and words of protest. This trilogy, Vultures, by Y$, is a celebration of the last 15 years of modern hip hop. All the producers, artists, writers, singers, FEMALES, and the ride through a beautiful evolution it has taken us on over t

IS THE DEVIL EVEN THAT INTERESTING? Mar 31, 2024 606 ONLY HITLER.He taught me:That without meaning there is nothing. Death taught me, it is hell if it’s not your own. Yelling can get people’s attention, however, so can saying things really slow and softly, because its just as weird and unnecessary. It will not help us understand you any better or at all. It will probably make us think you are unhinged and people tend to just nod and smile to unhinge

THE BLACK SWANS BEG FORGIVENESS// A SONG IN REVIEW BY Y$ Mar 17, 2024 1642 I continue to beg my inner child for forgiveness. I beg Jethro’s inner child for forgiveness. I’m so sorry, I wish there was more that I could have done. But I was too late…..Something saved my inner child at the last minute. I was about to lose her forever once. Not via death, but via some other kind of death, maybe we can call it a soul death. It’s like when something happens in your life and yo

WHY HAVE WE STOPPED GRIEVING? Mar 12, 2024 908 Also this week we talk about the writing process and where does the inspiration come from? Can you force it? Can you be in it for the fame and make it work? is Taylor Swift an alcoholic?Kidding this one is just about grieving, perfectionism, writing, spaceman 3 & im joined by Brother Billy. Schools in but am I? (no).THE PREDATOR PODCAST W/ VIVIAN V // OH SISTER PRODUCTIONS PTY LTDMUSIC THIS WEEK B

CHANCES ARE……..YOU ARE FUCKING DELUSIONAL AND BEING CONTROLLED BY BILLIONAIRES Feb 28, 2024 485 CHANCES ARE……..YOU ARE FUCKING DELUSIONAL AND BEING CONTROLLED BY BILLIONAIRESIt’s almost a guarentee...So, how far is too far for you? What do you like?Are you a human being? Are you a human being with integrity?Do human beings even exist anymore?If no, what have human beings evolved into, and what does this mean to the “MEANING OF LIFE?”That forever dumb age-old question that has me stopping the

VULTURES 1 - The new album//IN REVIEW// w Tony Xmas + we talk real talk// can't handle it Feb 27, 2024 1621 There is a part 2 of this. ‘I cannot find. I made a more interesting version of this one. Technology suxxxx. lost some but what we revived im grateful for. watch out soon video on some on kanye wests best philosophies. in interviews. kanye west might be a fake…….but I doubt it. So I’m going back to santa monica, new york, to L.A. Never coming back boy, don’t matter what you say. Because Im so afra

Americaa aaa a a aa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Feb 26, 2024 763 VULTURES 1 BY TY $ & YE It is the first day of my first class for literature, and I sit here with 15 minutes until class, un-ready and full of fear. (It’s at 8am on a Monday morning, also so……). What am I going to do about this anxiety…..DR K!! Doctor K helps everything. We get to choose to read either Jane Eyre or Hamlet, and

SUPER DEPRESSED .....IN RETROSPECT Feb 10, 2024 1123 Vivian V xxxTHE PREDATOR PODCASTWE APPROACHING THE “DANGEROUS IDEAS” AKA THE ACTUAL TRUTH. Please let me know your ideas on the “ACTUAL TRUTH” lol. mary oh mary does someone love you? This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit sexcult1.substack.com/subscribe

Strategically Unimpressed Feb 10, 2024 1751 WE COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEBODY (now I feel lost with you)THE VIDEO WILL GO SILENT HALFWAY THROUGH. But that’s because I didn’t fill the space with audio content…….obviously. Watch on for some amazing philosophical insights by Tesla (NOT ELON MUSK, HE IS NOT THE MAN TESLA, LOL. Tesla was some a genius scientist who thought he could recycle energy, and we probably could, but we can’t prove him neither

The Russian Mafia Jan 5, 2024 131 TRUMP HAS MANY MANY MANY FRIENDS - FINALLY CONFIRMED EPSTIEN WAS ONE. HES ON THE PLANE MULTIPLE TIMES. I ADVISE NO ONE GIVE DONALD TRUMP A GUN TONIGHT……THAT IS THE EASY WAY OUT. Pictured above is a screenshot of a page from the copy of Epstein's flight logs to the island or on his private plane and the names of the people on the plane. IVANA, Ivanka and two of Trump's brothers also on list.IN OTHE

Daddy Issues//100 years After God has been Dead Jan 4, 2024 277 THE BOOK OF DONALD TRUMP ESSAYS BY V&DCThe video above is a propaganda influenced preview based on our views on the Donald Trump web of corruption. Below, is an explanation as to why on earth we would waste our time writing essays outside our university curriculum, to write about Donald Trump?I figured Donald Trump is getting a lot of press right now due to the election pending and his,

Vision's Dialogues// Part 1 of 2 Dec 26, 2023 904 SYMBOLS

VISIONS Epsiode 2 hosted by Vivian V Dec 25, 2023 1294 NOTE: use the transcript to read Vervaeke’s points of discussion if you can not hear them too well. YOU THINK I’M POSSESSEDIt’s an omen Man and his symbols .....This is a VLOG. Dialogue will follow it.SUMMER SHORT COURSE STARTING JAN 4TH. FOR 5 WEEKS ONLY. SIGN UP TODAY! START READING THE TEXTS. ITS ONE TO NOT MISS OUT ON!CARL JUNG AND MAN’S SEARCH FOR SOUL. Including symb

DONALD TRUMP VERSES THE CIA - I HAVE TO CALL BULLSHIT Dec 25, 2023 271 ALL YOU NEED IS EVOL ……EVOL ALL YOU NEED IT EVOL[Verse 1](evol) There's nothing you can do that can't be done(evol) Nothing you can sing that can't be sung(evol) Nothing you can say, but you can learn how to play the game.It's easy!ALL YOU NEED IS EVOL…..___________________________________________________________THE PREDATOR BLOG ESSAYSESSAY QUESTION:Is Donald Trump just apart of the CIA’s “plan”

THE PREDATOR PODCAST PRESENTS "VISIONS" Lecture 1 - Buddism & Mindfulness Dec 21, 2023 2905 Let’s help you find it again……meaning that is.WHAT IS MEANINGThis is an introduction to the meanign crisis lectures by John Vervaeke. I’m not starting from the beginning, I’m going through the ones I haven’t watched properly yet and I’ll only do 3 of these for Visions and you should know if you are down with the concept by then and then you can fly away and listen to all 50 of them. TRUST ME, ther

BLOOD IN THE SNOW, SNOW ON THE BLOOD Dec 14, 2023 2927 THIS IS WHAT MAKES US GIRLSBlood in the Snow, Snow on the Blood. A completely Live, totally unplanned DJ mix FEAT TAYLOR SWIFT AND LANA DEL REY. By Vivian V. I really want to figure out what I don’t trust about Jack Atanoff. He’s just one of those people that is always going to be really popular, and I’m always going to wonder why and be jealous, because I’m not a “PEOPLE PERSON.” But as I learnt

POPULAR CULTURE, WHY GIVE A FUCK? Dec 11, 2023 5 SEXE CULT - W// Mandy Moore-hol AKA vivian v (no longer a predator)// POP CULT 2That reminds me I should do a Mandy Moore deep dive. All hose Britney Spears wannabes round that time. Jojo, Jessica Simpson, Ashley Simpson. Oh and Im going to do my top 5 fave SNL performances. God why are they so epic? Pop cult fun. I have given up on trying to upload video’s on here with my (as good as) dial up spe

Cold Night Sep 23, 2023 1887 THE - VIOLENCE - PODCAST - AND - BLOG- HE - IS - TRYING - TO - CONTACT - ME - SUCCESSFULLY - OKAY - part - 2_ VVVV - Fuck - Clandace - OwensIt was literally cold last night. If you need me to walk you through this one read ahead. If not go with the flow. I thought I lost this one, accepted it but then I had saved it once and so I dragged it back out of the TRASH and realised it is super re

VIOLENCE// EPISODE 1 part 508 Sep 10, 2023 1577 …..i had to stay. I cry for this reality. But i do what i’m told. this mix is a different version but its the final cuti think this is it.The 5D Podcast up next ….give me a minute i just got out of hospital there was a lot of blood. blahhh. im in a bad way. but not dead…… if i could know why that would really help. I let him go last year when i decided to just lay down and die. ….again I HAd TO st

WAR Aug 24, 2023 4503 So Kanye lives in grief of his mother dying and he is one of those ones that death leaves mangled up into something that used to resemble you, Sometimes you have a human drug to fall down upon which might make it seem alot easier but the human drug doesnt last forever the human drug actuslly can make it worse or something. …..GRIEF. I’ve lived in grief all my life and I know another griefer when I

I wanted it to be a cross between Buster Keeton and a snuff film Aug 22, 2023 365 I watched all of Harmonies film in my 20’s. I really like his world and always will. It was some what like mine. Except my life is kind of like a cross between a episode of Ricky Lake and a Gallo film. So albeit to say…The journalist is very annoyed at Harmony for this very funny, honest (maybe) and creative story he tells about being a delinquent teen. I don;t know why. People are so strange you

THE VIOLENCE AUDIO PODCAST//2 (THE FINAL CUT) Aug 20, 2023 2315 RAVEN + DOVE = DEATHLOVE= GRIEF= GONE FOREVER = GRIEF= THE ONLY THING WE KNOW WE IGNORE= WHAT IF I SAID “YOU ARE DEAD MEAT?” YOU WOULD LAUGH= WHAT IF I SAID “YOU WILL DIE A SLOW PAINFUL DEATH MAYBE?”He gets up, he looks good, he stands there and strokes that one note. He is a man. A man who has seen the depths of the patterns of the universe. He’s “crazy” but she will love him, less than he loves

BLUNDER AFTER BBLUNDER Aug 18, 2023 2793 That was Andy Warhol, the Velvet Underground, Paris Hilton, the fuck wit. from that dumb band melancholic rats in pumpkins with no education just fucking blind dumb luck, chance 50/50, bullshit, yes smash him sure, and Courtney Love.More on the philosophy of Warhol AND Love when I find the right words to say to you daddy free Winona always and forever and Paris don’t spend two in her or do if your

RAW BEAUTY Aug 17, 2023 844 In the opening song before this interview, Divine performs “Born to be Cheap” and she sings her song in her signature raspy voice, shouting lyrics that really are about nothing at all, but represent a culture that like John Waters describes as “RAW BEAUTY”. All the while she dances like drunk Uncle Bernie on your wedding day in the suburbs somewhere, anywhere…..I’ll go with Dandenong in Melbourne,

My concept of vacation is to eat junk food in bed and have a beautiful girl blow me Aug 3, 2023 3052 “…and I was dead”This quote had a huge impact on me. HUGE. Not because it was gothic or provocative or anything like that. Because it was sad. I loved sadness because I could relate to it, identify with it and it felt comfortable but also uplifting. I got off on sadness. It was probably why I later became a sadist, a thing I am not anymore. Well, I guess I still am but I choose not to be which see

She was other worldly with blood on her mouth Aug 2, 2023 2198 PREDATOR podcastMr and Mrs Smith lived next door to us when we were kids. There was one patch of grass connecting our house with Mr Smiths house. I went outside and my brothers and sisters followed and my father, my mother was somewhere, I think she was just inside. And.....oh my god....Mr Smith....what I saw that night.....i can't......i can't even talk about it.I never talked to Mr Smith that mu

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