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Before You Kill Yourself: a suicide prevention podcast.

Before You Kill Yourself: a suicide prevention podcast.

Leo Flowers 757 Episodes Aug 17, 2026

When the pain feels unbearable and we feel alone in our suffering this podcast will sit with you. Let's rediscover our purpose, reduce our pain and regain our sense of belonging. Join comedian Leo Flowers M.A. as he shares his own journey through suicidality, interviews guests with lived experiences and discusses with experts on how to escape the flames and create a life worth living.

Episodes

The Odyssey:  What Odysseus can teach us about suicide prevention
The Odyssey: What Odysseus can teach us about suicide prevention Aug 17, 2026 00:20:43 What if feeling trapped isn’t about having a bad life—but about having a life that leaves no room for you? Using Odysseus and The Odyssey, I explore the idea that sometimes we can have love, security, success, and comfort while still feeling profoundly disconnected from ourselves.Why Odysseus rejects Calypso’s version of paradiseHow your greatest strengths can become sources of sufferingT
When Your Job Retriggers Childhood Trauma
When Your Job Retriggers Childhood Trauma Aug 10, 2026 00:24:50 When a boss’s email, meeting request, or tone of feedback feels disproportionately intense, it may not be about the present moment alone. For many people, workplace dynamics can quietly reactivate older emotional patterns tied to childhood experiences of criticism, invisibility, powerlessness, or conditional approval. This episode explores how that happens—and how to recognize when the ne
Ceasefire From Intrusive Thoughts
Ceasefire From Intrusive Thoughts Aug 3, 2026 00:25:47 When intrusive thoughts feel like a war zone, the goal isn’t to defeat every thought—it’s to establish a ceasefire. Just as peace agreements are more likely to hold when neutral third parties monitor them, our mental peace is more sustainable when therapists, friends, journals, or mindfulness practices help us observe thoughts without escalating them.Key Takeaways: Intrusive thoughts can
Hope Is Not a Mood, It's a Decision
Hope Is Not a Mood, It's a Decision Jul 27, 2026 00:23:05 Hope is often mistaken for a feeling of optimism, but for many people it looks much quieter: the decision to stay alive and keep going even when nothing feels certain. In this episode, we explore how hope is less about feeling inspired and more about choosing, day after day, to remain open to the possibility that life can change. Sometimes the most meaningful act is not thriving—it’s surv
Crying in the Car: Why Men Tear Up After “Good” Conversations
Crying in the Car: Why Men Tear Up After “Good” Conversations Jul 20, 2026 00:25:38 Why do some men spend an afternoon talking about sports, parenting, and work, only to drive home listening to The National or James Blake and cry a little? In this episode, we explore the hidden loneliness of “good” conversations and why being around people isn’t always the same as feeling seen.In this episode, we discuss:Why men can feel lonely even after spending time with friendsThe di
How to Be Unhappy in a Whole New Way
How to Be Unhappy in a Whole New Way Jul 13, 2026 00:09:35 What happens after you finish the thing that gave your life structure and meaning? Whether it's writing a book, raising kids, winning a championship, or completing a major goal, the end of one chapter often leaves us feeling empty. In this episode, I explore why that emptiness isn't a sign that something is wrong, but a signal that you're ready to be challenged by life in a new way.In thi
Do you want to be happier or less miserable?
Do you want to be happier or less miserable? Jul 6, 2026 00:16:59 In this episode, I explore a simple but powerful idea: most of us aren’t actually chasing happiness — we’re trying to feel less miserable. When happiness becomes the goal, we overthink, compare, and pressure ourselves to feel a certain way. But when we shift the focus to reducing unnecessary suffering, life becomes more manageable, grounded, and sustainable.Instead of asking “How do I fee
4 A.M. and the Miracle of Love
4 A.M. and the Miracle of Love Jun 29, 2026 00:29:59 In this episode, I reflect on James Baldwin’s powerful insight that “a human being can only be saved by another human being,” and why 4 a.m. can be one of the most dangerous times to be alone with our thoughts. I explore how love, connection, and even the quiet presence of others can help us recognize that our lives are deeply intertwined—and that simply staying alive may be the greatest
Celebrating our flops, failures and f*ck-ups
Celebrating our flops, failures and f*ck-ups Jun 22, 2026 00:17:33 In this episode, I explore why failure is not something to hide, but something to study, share, and even celebrate. Drawing inspiration from the “Flops” exhibition at the Musée des Arts et Métiers, I look at how psychology, religion, science, and art all reveal the same truth: my mistakes are often the very things that shape my character, deepen my relationships, and point me toward a mor
The Story Is More Valuable Than the Footage
The Story Is More Valuable Than the Footage Jun 15, 2026 00:24:40 When a hard drive crashes, people will spend thousands—or even hundreds of thousands—of dollars to recover what they thought was lost. In this episode, I explore what data recovery can teach us about resilience, meaning, and suicide prevention.In this episode, I discuss:Why we often don’t realize the value of something until it’s goneHow our bodies, relationships, and memories are more fr
How to vent
How to vent Jun 8, 2026 00:20:37 Typically, when we vent, it causes more harm than good. How do we vent our emotions in a healthy way?Thrive With Leo Coaching: If you want to reduce your psychological pain, regain your purpose and forge your own path, go to www.thrivewithleo.com to begin your journey.If you or anyone you know is considering suicide or self-harm, or is anxious, depressed, upset, or needs to tal
How to have a gardener mindset for suicide prevention
How to have a gardener mindset for suicide prevention Jun 1, 2026 00:18:46 "Eat the apple. Plant the seeds." How does this quote pertain to suicide prevention?Thrive With Leo Coaching: If you want to reduce your psychological pain, regain your purpose and forge your own path, go to www.thrivewithleo.com to begin your journey.If you or anyone you know is considering suicide or self-harm, or is anxious, depressed, upset, or needs to talk, there are peo

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