lara's hype eng

665. Close and Set Aside Jul 17, 2026 665. Close and Set Aside from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/665 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/764 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Diaries, memoirs, someone else's year — quiet channel, single frequency clear. Other people's mornings, other people's dread, I can close the tab if I've had enough said. Unlike a living person.

664. Proper Feature Release Jul 17, 2026 664. Proper Feature Release from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/664 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/763 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Every week a banner, a countdown, a reveal New button color, new font, new loading wheel Something blinks, something bounces, something breathes I'm sitting here waiting for something I actual

663. Per Protocol Jul 16, 2026 663. Per Protocol from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/663 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/762 Lyrics: [Verse 1] This weekend I ghosted everyone Last weekend I did it too Now the backlog has tripled And it's sitting there waiting for me Activate emotion-reading mode Boot up the response engine Enter phrase-design

662. All The Way Through Jul 16, 2026 662. All The Way Through from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/662 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/761 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Not scrolling every tab at once, not burning bright on seventeen things. Picks one corner of the world and drags it all the way through. Curious but not scattered. Steady but not slow. Vdumchivo

661. het Schip Jul 15, 2026 661. het Schip from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/661 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/760 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Six years in Amsterdam, kept meaning to go Finally walked into het Schip — Bauhaus bastard, art deco Industrial design, poster type on the wall Goosebumps and almost crying in a stairwell Forgot I even do

660. Ship It Fast Jul 14, 2026 660. Ship It Fast from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/660 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/758 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Professional goals, one to two years out: land somewhere in ML-AI research. Somewhere they care if the answer is right. Somewhere the question outlives the sprint. The further I go into product, the cl

659. The Furnace Jul 12, 2026 659. The Furnace from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/659 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/757 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Sometimes — not always, sometimes — I watch people feeding the furnace mid-tier objects, bulk experiences, content consumed and immediately gone Dopamine deficiency patched with another subscription to s

658. Broken Transitivity Jul 12, 2026 658. Broken Transitivity from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/658 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/756 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Lord, keep the headcount low on people where A beats B, B beats C, but somehow C laps A back around — I just need to survive this meeting. [Verse 2] Also: a bundle of frustrations, correlation i

657. Sixty-One Jul 12, 2026 657. Sixty-One from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/657 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/755 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Sixty-one sessions since January twenty-seventh Five and a half months, body still reporting for duty I've put it through some things I won't list here It showed up anyway — that's basically a miracle [Ve

656. Two Dragons Jul 9, 2026 656. Two Dragons from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/656 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/754 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Nobody's pulling at me right now I notice that and feel okay Two dragons somewhere in the building not calling my name — I exist today [Verse 2] They scream, they eat, they need me fully they're right,

655. Cursed Job Jul 8, 2026 655. Cursed Job from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/655 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/753 Lyrics: [Verse 1] She tenses up, she doesn't say a thing My kid is bossing grandma like she owns the building I step in — hey, stop, that's rude, that's not okay The other side stays quiet, and we do it all again [Verse 2

654. Hell Configurator Jul 6, 2026 654. Hell Configurator from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/654 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/752 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Somewhere there's a configurator it knows my file by heart It builds the cauldrons crooked, chipped sets tropical butterflies loose in a room and schedules a children's picnic with mandatory parent

653. Dutch Artistic Vibes Jul 5, 2026 653. Dutch Artistic Vibes from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/653 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/751 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Window. Yellow light. Someone photographed the corner of a table. Napkin, glass, half-shadow on the wall — David Delahunty said: there it is. [Verse 2] Canal. Grey afternoon. A cyclist going so

652. Emoji in My Docs Jul 5, 2026 652. Emoji in My Docs from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/652 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/750 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Everything was fine, I kept the format clean Markdown only, nothing in between Then a commit drops, I check the log 🎉 sitting in my README block [Verse 2] They meant well, probably, I get it But th

651. Ride the Rules Jul 4, 2026 651. Ride the Rules from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/651 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/749 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Pulled the lexical-semantic retriever out of the event log Beautiful architecture, zero results Rule-based parsing, LLM on fallback only Metrics doubled — that's the whole debrief [Verse 2] The model

650. Little Tags Jul 3, 2026 650. Little Tags from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/650 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/748 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Spent the whole winter sorting through my father's keys Which one's the dacha, which one's the storage, which one's neither of these Bought a pack of luggage tags, labeled every ring Now whoever finds th

649. Dutch Artistic Vibes Jul 2, 2026 649. Dutch Artistic Vibes from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/649 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/747 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Grey window, yellow black, quiet light on a table. A still life holds its breath like the room forgot to move. Dutch artistic vibes, flat sky, careful shadow. Dust on the frame, cloth under the

648. In My Documentation Jul 2, 2026 648. In My Documentation from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/648 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/746 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Then these people arrive, open the file, smile at the process, and put emoji in my documentation. There was a paragraph there. Now there is fire. There was a careful note. Now something winks.

647. Ride the Rules Jul 2, 2026 647. Ride the Rules from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/647 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/745 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Doubled the metrics, threw the lexical-semantic retriever out of the event log, straight into the bin. Rule-based parsing takes the wheel, LLM fallback waits behind glass. Smart tool, lovely tool, yo

646. Key Tags Jun 29, 2026 646. Key Tags from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/646 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/744 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Winter had me chasing my father’s keys, every ring a tiny locked estate. I bought cheap plastic labels, wrote the future on a tag. Will is done. Passwords: in progress. Asset inventory: to do. A private pr

641. Push-Pull Jun 19, 2026 641. Push-Pull from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/641 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/739 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Oh no I'm fine, no really, nothing for me Please don't worry, I don't need a thing And then I find out retrospectively you wanted it, you lied, you waited to be read I'm excavating your actual wishes from

630. Light. Form. Texture. May 25, 2026 630. Light. Form. Texture. from lara's hype eng vol. AN. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/630 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/727 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Where does taste come from — nobody explains. Exposure, fluency, a decorative facade. There's a difference between tasteless and no taste at all. I didn't know which one I had. First apartment

620. Shustrik, 7 May 8, 2026 620. Shustrik, 7 from lara's hype eng vol. AM. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/620 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/715 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Seven times the kilograms two and a half times tall the mischief and the feeling I can't measure that at all You're growing me in every direction every single day special emphasis on neuroplasticity [C

615. Slave to the Slot May 3, 2026 615. Slave to the Slot from lara's hype eng vol. AM. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/615 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/710 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Woke up, walked into the bathroom Thought: I have things to do I'll shower in the evening Brain said: what do you mean, evening? Walked out, stared at my clothes Brain doesn't know what to do with

612. Let's See If I Can Enjoy It Apr 26, 2026 612. Let's See If I Can Enjoy It from lara's hype eng vol. AM. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/612 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/707 Lyrics: [Verse 1] First time in I don't know how many years I bought something for myself not because it was time not because I had to Spent actual money on it disproportionate to its utility utility of o

611. Me and Basketball Apr 25, 2026 611. Me and Basketball from lara's hype eng vol. AM. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/611 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/706 Lyrics: [Verse 1] A child is a legally dependent creature Everybody told me that, nobody mentioned the other feature Series of overcoming my own "I don't want to" Mom, mom, hey moooom — and I'm already putting on my

610. Checkboxes Apr 25, 2026 610. Checkboxes from lara's hype eng vol. AM. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/610 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/705 Lyrics: [Verse 1] All the boxes checked, all the boxes checked By the formal metrics I outrank my parents Every stupid form, every stupid form Every compliance ritual I hate with my organs [Verse 2] I wanted "eccentric sc

607. Python or English Apr 22, 2026 607. Python or English from lara's hype eng vol. AL. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/607 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/702 Lyrics: [Verse 1] The longer I work in this AI present the clearer I see what I actually have: core information-architecture qualities don't ask me what that means in normal words I decompose complex business domai

596. Yours Sincerely, Warrant Officer Apr 2, 2026 596. Yours Sincerely, Warrant Officer from lara's hype eng vol. AL. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/596 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/690 Lyrics: [Verse 1] No official diagnosis, just a family history And a very specific list of ways I don't fit I tried to work through it — I really did — The list stayed exactly the same, every bit I p

592. Own Powertools Mar 25, 2026 592. Own Powertools from lara's hype eng vol. AL. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/592 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/686 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Used to borrow from a friend of a friend — can I have the drill, just for the weekend. Or do it myself with the wrong machine, half an hour of noise and a crooked seam. [Verse 2] Now I've got my own.

591. Ambiguity Costs Clarity Mar 23, 2026 591. Ambiguity Costs Clarity from lara's hype eng vol. AK. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/591 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/685 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Finished the book in a single sitting Information architecture for babies Three hundred pages, one line worth keeping everything else was already in my firmware Big hype in narrow circles, t

588. One Term Per Asshole Mar 19, 2026 588. One Term Per Asshole from lara's hype eng vol. AK. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/588 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/682 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Went to vote for the district and city council Mixed feelings, as advertised On one hand — I can actually affect things On the other — who packaged these platforms? Trash collection bundled with

583. Backend Engineers Are Joking Mar 13, 2026 583. Backend Engineers Are Joking from lara's hype eng vol. AK. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/583 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/677 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Thirty years inside the Russian Federation — more rights than HubSpot gave me, that's a fact. Onboarding day, psychometrics, orientation, someone walks up. Here we go. Brace for contact.

579. Blood Ties Mar 9, 2026 579. Blood Ties from lara's hype eng vol. AK. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/579 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/672 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Girls' night, boys' club, family group chat — not my genre, not my format Blood relation, same last name — a fact, sure, but not an argument I look at one specific person: pleasant to do X — I do X Unpro

577. Stabilisers Mar 8, 2026 577. Stabilisers from lara's hype eng vol. AK. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/577 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/670 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Forty-one in a room full of twenty-year-olds thank you genetics, thank you reckless youth I keep up with the total majority only thing misbehaving: stabilisers three sessions and they'll find the groove

575. Mom, I Have an Idea Mar 1, 2026 575. Mom, I Have an Idea from lara's hype eng vol. AJ. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/575 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/668 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Mom, I have an idea — and something in me slams shut. I already see the end of the chain: milk on the table, milk on the wall, wet dress, couch in dairy fingerprints, me with a rag and forty minu

567. Worn-In Route Feb 21, 2026 567. Worn-In Route from lara's hype eng vol. AJ. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/567 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/660 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Four hours of Saturday, twelve emails sent, Every one extremely polite, every one a threat. Different recipients, different complaints, same country. Still have questions why I hate France? No. Check.

566. Close It On The Clock Feb 20, 2026 566. Close It On The Clock from lara's hype eng vol. AJ. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/566 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/659 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Friday, ten PM, five threads still live Three work, two bureaucratic, something's gotta give Context loaded into RAM, I can't just walk away Close the lid on schedule and it all crashes, okay

563. Starter Kit Feb 14, 2026 563. Starter Kit from lara's hype eng vol. AJ. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/563 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/655 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Love them, feed them, clothe them, fix the fever — that's the floor, that's not the ceiling, that's not enough. Somebody's got to teach them how to read the thing behind the thing behind the blowup. Nam

549. French Efficiency Feb 1, 2026 549. French Efficiency from lara's hype eng vol. AI. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/549 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/640 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Hardest trip back in three and a half years Less to do this time, more room in my head Saying goodbye to the city, to the café chairs To the self who lived here, surrounded by the dead The people

540. Tradeoffs Jan 21, 2026 540. Tradeoffs from lara's hype eng vol. AH. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/540 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/631 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Bathroom mirror — spotless Toilet — spotless Even with the bull terrier — spotless Living alone is underrated While the state education system processes the child — the adult works While not working — pro

525. Wanna Play? Jan 5, 2026 525. Wanna Play? from lara's hype eng vol. AG. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/525 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/614 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Two words short-circuit my brain on contact: "Mom!" — and right behind it — "wanna play?" I hate adult games, I hate all games, I said what I said, have a nice day. [Verse 2] French is the third live wi

519. No Oak Batten Dec 1, 2025 519. No Oak Batten from lara's hype eng vol. AG. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/519 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/608 Lyrics: [Verse 1] After processing a quantity of bureaucracy I dropped into the wardrobe-bed ensemble Book shelf up top — Letov's Gorbachev biography Spine out, first resident, obviously Narrow shelf flush with the matt

512. Shakshuka (Future Tense) Nov 26, 2025 512. Shakshuka (Future Tense) from lara's hype eng vol. AG. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/512 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/600 Lyrics: [Verse 1] In the beautiful future of the future I'll have people over Saturday for dinner I'll pick out gifts slowly, with actual pleasure I'll diligently reply to every goddamn message I'll find a r

509. MVP Crutches Nov 21, 2025 509. MVP Crutches from lara's hype eng vol. AF. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/509 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/597 Lyrics: [Verse 1] It takes actual effort not to put the hat on Information architect at five a.m. Not to demand a shaped domain model Not to wait for product vision to descend Scope it down, lock the requirements Build

508. Not a Leader Nov 20, 2025 508. Not a Leader from lara's hype eng vol. AF. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/508 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/596 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Two words I keep off my resume. Leader — I don't want a flock, I want a say. Give me sharp people, clear division of labor, Not a flag, not a following, not a favor. [Verse 2] Fast — it's the sickness

505. Compensatory Adaptation Nov 14, 2025 505. Compensatory Adaptation from lara's hype eng vol. AF. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/505 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/593 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Six people on the other end of the line Five of them smarter than me by a mile I came in asking for criticism They praised my diagrams instead Three services: one exists, one I built myself

494. Python and Such Oct 29, 2025 494. Python and Such from lara's hype eng vol. AE. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/494 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/580 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Task comes in ugly, comes in wrong First reaction: panic, hold it, hold it, hold on Breathe out, go one level up Think about the person, not the interrupt [Verse 2] Used to ask around — that cost me

489. Three Years Without Oct 24, 2025 489. Three Years Without from lara's hype eng vol. AE. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/489 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/575 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Three years without burnt coffee in the morning Three years without Head & Shoulders, mint, the hallway smell Three years without the proper scientific name for the kind of work I do — you always

483. Cosine Distance Oct 9, 2025 483. Cosine Distance from lara's hype eng vol. AE. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/483 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/569 Lyrics: [Verse 1] The human world is screaming at me in stimuli Words, gestures, eyebrows, parsing the subtext Thirty seconds in the fuses blow And my attention slips into the inanimate Good picture frame by the dump

482. Delta Oct 4, 2025 482. Delta from lara's hype eng vol. AE. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/482 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/568 Lyrics: [Verse 1] I don't do "I'll think about it tomorrow" Anything I can think about today I think about today Close it down, reduce the depth to delta Bills, logistics, bureaucratic sorrow Every single day there's something

480. Hold On Through Oct 2, 2025 480. Hold On Through from lara's hype eng vol. AE. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/480 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/566 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Sat down to clear a couple items from the can't-wait-for-the-weekend list — one third of the workday gone. There are eight more items like this. Just living my life is already a full-time job with n

477. Sotheby's Lot 477 Sep 28, 2025 477. Sotheby's Lot 477 from lara's hype eng vol. AD. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/477 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/563 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Children's drawings don't usually do it for me But this one is different Portrait of a bull terrier The essence of the breed In a hundred years it goes under the hammer Sotheby's, big room, good c

471. Radiators and Iron Bars Sep 19, 2025 471. Radiators and Iron Bars from lara's hype eng vol. AD. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/471 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/557 Lyrics: [Verse 1] First time in a decade, I walked through the door Any third-rate director can wreck me on cue I cry at the blockbuster, laugh where I'm told Fear in the designated seat, same as you [Verse 2

469. Ice Cream Sep 12, 2025 469. Ice Cream from lara's hype eng vol. AD. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/469 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/555 Lyrics: [Verse 1] School run past the Central Bank of the Netherlands Somebody's got a megaphone and a grievance plan Vice Grim, tu-du-du, resign Budget cuts, cold morning, picket signs [Verse 2] S says: they want ice crea

467. Vibe Coded Sep 10, 2025 467. Vibe Coded from lara's hype eng vol. AD. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/467 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/553 Lyrics: [Verse 1] My teammate opened Claude again fixing a bug I never touched I watch the PR come through clean and wait for something else to crunch [Verse 2] We spent three weeks on those contracts input, output, hand-

436. Crooked Goat Sep 4, 2025 436. Crooked Goat from lara's hype eng vol. AB. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/436 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/552 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Suddenly it landed — not a thought, a gut thing: some people find the world fine at the base level. Same ups, same downs, same fuckups landing, but somewhere underneath them it's not gravel. I'm a croo

434. The Chopping Block Aug 31, 2025 434. The Chopping Block from lara's hype eng vol. AB. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/434 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/550 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Insert appropriate anguished phrase here — hair standing up, I've heard it again. The most important thing, the most important thing: put your whole life down and don't get up. But I don't want t

430. Motherhappiness Aug 23, 2025 430. Motherhappiness from lara's hype eng vol. AA. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/430 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/546 Lyrics: [Verse 1] I'm bored, mom Which do you like better — this thing or that thing I do not care about either thing Do I have water in my mouth right now One hour after waking up: don't want breakfast, don't want t

425. BUT THE COLOR SCHEMES ARE WRONG Aug 15, 2025 425. BUT THE COLOR SCHEMES ARE WRONG from lara's hype eng vol. AA. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/425 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/540 Lyrics: [Verse 1] He's a hacker, he's a careful innovator gentle enough that my psychorigidity eventually — not without resistance — lets him in Now he's gone to JetBrains to break ML ground so I migr

423. Shut the Inlet Valves Aug 14, 2025 423. Shut the Inlet Valves from lara's hype eng vol. AA. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/423 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/538 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Halfway through the allotted span of earthly life I figured it out without a manual no specialist faucet, no obscene price tag just turn down the inlet valves a little The countertop's been a

422. A Mess But Magic Aug 13, 2025 422. A Mess But Magic from lara's hype eng vol. AA. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/422 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/537 Lyrics: [Verse 1] After she died there were papers and debts and my head. I kept a list of grievances the length of a bad decade. But every friend of hers I ever cornered said the same: she was an absolute disaster —

413. Theoretical Physicist Jul 28, 2025 413. Theoretical Physicist from lara's hype eng vol. Z. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/413 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/527 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Today you would have turned seventy-two I'm still arguing with you, you're still probably right I keep imagining how you'd have looked at each new Element of reality coming into the light How la

411. Draw Me a Charmander Jul 26, 2025 411. Draw Me a Charmander from lara's hype eng vol. Z. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/411 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/525 Lyrics: [Verse 1] I put the scrambled egg onto the fork between the fork and my mouth: fifteen events make a pancake, pick the apple chunks out of the mousse wipe the floor before the bull terrier gets there "I w

410. What Work Does Jul 25, 2025 410. What Work Does from lara's hype eng vol. Z. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/410 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/524 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Moved into the domain, moved into the infrastructure layer Bent it to fit me — not them, me First paycheck sitting there, I'm planning what to do with it Finally thinking about the part that actually m

407. Artel Jul 19, 2025 407. Artel from lara's hype eng vol. Z. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/407 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/521 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Too many inputs before noon Something's not where it lives — full shutdown Too much talking, now the tasks Are physically impossible to touch Building the process while it runs Script went sideways, I hold on

398. I Signed It Jul 9, 2025 398. I Signed It from lara's hype eng vol. Y. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/398 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/509 Lyrics: [Verse 1] I signed it — that's the whole thing done. Now all that's left is to actually pull it off. Imposter syndrome banging kettledrums somewhere behind me. I'll update LinkedIn in August, just in case. I can't

380. Ears Bleeding Jun 10, 2025 380. Ears Bleeding from lara's hype eng vol. X. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/380 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/486 Lyrics: [Verse 1] "We discussed about" — the bear went walking through the woods again. I make five billion errors in every language that I know. None of them are clean, none of them are mine, I'm not here to file a comp

379. contextual multi armed bandits Jun 10, 2025 379. contextual multi armed bandits from lara's hype eng vol. X. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/379 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/485 Lyrics: [Verse 1] School break again, a week, then six more weeks Interview prep stacked under interrupted sleep How do you make a living in this setup No property, no co-signer, just me and the kid [Ve

378. Python, ML, Station Wagon Jun 9, 2025 378. Python, ML, Station Wagon from lara's hype eng vol. X. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/378 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/483 Lyrics: [Verse 1] The universe just handed me a hacker no warning, wrong moment, no context at all We shouldn't have that much in common but here we are, setup weird on both sides, standing tall [Verse 2] Py

377. Start Again Jun 8, 2025 377. Start Again from lara's hype eng vol. X. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/377 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/482 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Feed forward, RNN, GRU, LSTM — going from genesis, protocol, same as always Somewhere around transformers I start to crack how many times do I have to dig this up Took it apart bolt by bolt to matrix ope

362. Bring In The FAANG May 20, 2025 362. Bring In The FAANG from lara's hype eng vol. W. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/362 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/467 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Referral to screening call — twenty minutes flat No hold music, no "your call is very important to us" Interview tomorrow, I'm here right now First stage: we sniff each other out I'd rather you ju

356. Dine May 13, 2025 356. Dine from lara's hype eng vol. W. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/356 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/461 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Three words and I already know No questionnaire, no second date One word lands and the door closes Quiet, no scene, permanent "Hubby" — stop "Little one" — stop And if you say "dine" instead of "eat" — I have n

346. 145 Percent May 7, 2025 346. 145 Percent from lara's hype eng vol. V. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/346 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/450 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Short coaching call, positive spin laid over a list of my sins. Your feedback: implementation so clean you thought I had to be cheating. Friends, I am terrible at lying in general and in real time especi

337. Amazon Data Center Floor Plan May 1, 2025 337. Amazon Data Center Floor Plan from lara's hype eng vol. V. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/337 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/441 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Anxiety's at the level where I'd mop the floors of an Amazon data center just to be near the servers, just to work close to the data. Something inside keeps screaming: drop the ambitions

332. Algorithmic Problems Apr 28, 2025 332. Algorithmic Problems from lara's hype eng vol. U. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/332 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/435 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Everyone around me: take care of yourself Massage? manicure? a little trip somewhere? Shopping? good food? just rest, you deserve it I say: no, that makes it worse, I'll go do more work [Verse 2

326. Rockets Into Space Apr 23, 2025 326. Rockets Into Space from lara's hype eng vol. U. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/326 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/429 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Manya wrote an article: how to get the most out of people with ASD in the workplace I read down the list and I think — oh that's just me, almost point for point One sentence lands and I hear a hun

324. Adult-Child Dictionary Mar 15, 2025 324. Adult-Child Dictionary from lara's hype eng vol. U. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/324 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/426 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Biology I packed into three clean words — she held the shape, she didn't push further. But yesterday she asked me what a principle is and I stood there loading, no answer, just static and hiss.

323. 365 Mar 9, 2025 323. 365 from lara's hype eng vol. U. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/323 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/425 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Call them for me, set the meeting up Clear my processing load, I'm running low Take the kid for an hour while I surface Remind me I have a body and it needs to eat Not a tulip bouquet once a year Not a march wit

315. Family Bear Jan 14, 2025 315. Family Bear from lara's hype eng vol. T. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/315 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/417 Lyrics: [Verse 1] My head is full, my chest is occupied, I can't drift out to where you used to tide. You've been gone so long I've got a list — all the questions that the years dismissed. Your feelings, your reasons, what

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