HungerFF Presents: Brolapse
Brolapse is an unfiltered weekly podcast hosted by HungerFF, a Grabby Award-winning adult performer and fisting creator active since 2007. New episodes arrive every Friday at 8 PM and cover fisting technique, etiquette and consent alongside candid conversations with guests from the adult industry. Free ad-supported teasers are available on all platforms, while a paid Spotify subscription offers uncut, ad-free episodes with full video and weekly chapters of Deeper, an audiobook narrated by HungerFF himself.
Episodes
Episode 108 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Teagan / Dynostic Rex — 686 Days Sober and Still Growing
Teagan (Dynostic Rex) is 686 days sober and still putting out some of the most extreme content in the space. We talk about his first time on camera post-breakup, the Chute 100 moment that hit 10K followers, his prolapse journey, getting fisted for the first time in Vancouver, collabs with RomeoDavisXL and Canadian Lifter, and what it looks like to build extreme content while staying grounded. Free
Episode 107 (Raw & Uncensored): Dr. Elie Schochet — Fifth Time's a Charm, Pre-Op With My Colorectal Surgeon
This one's too important for a paywall. The full raw and uncensored audio is free for everyone. The video episode is exclusive to Spotify subscribers and HungerFF.com and JustFor.Fans members.Four days before my colostomy reversal, my colorectal surgeon Dr. Elie Schochet comes over for his second time on Brolapse. After four delays, this is attempt number five, and I asked him everything.We ge
Episode 106 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Logan Bell — The Meat Tenderizer Behind Chicago's Hand Ball
This is the free Radio Edit of Brolapse, available everywhere you listen. The full raw and uncensored episode lives on Spotify for subscribers and for members at the official website and JustFor.Fans.Chicago's Logan Bell went from a bored kid in small-town Michigan with a dial-up connection to the guy Oxballs publicly crowned a "meat tenderizer." He and Ryan compare notes on growing
Episode 105 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Girth Academy — Machine Play, Real Collabs, and Five Years of Progression
Girth Academy is five years into cam work on Chatterbait, building a massive following with one guy, one machine, and extreme content that actually puts the work in. He talks about how it started when his wife bought camera gear, the machine walk-away story that ended with a kettlebell solution, why he's never actually bottomed for a person (yet), and the collab that's actually happening n
Episode 104 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Alexxx Hart — Girl Next Door, Complete Freak
This is the free abbreviated version. Full uncensored audio available exclusively to Spotify Subscribers and HungerFF members.Alexxx Hart locked her first cage when her trans partner was still presenting as a man. Now she's breaking toys and winning awards three years later with zero studio backing. She talks chastity, her wife's transition, the XBIZ Expo, and why the girl-next-door person
Episode 103 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Yoga Pirate — Tantra, Fisting & Body Transformation
Yoga Pirate (Larry) on the night a monastery in France changed everything. Sixty-one years old, walking with a cane, barely functional—until one moment at the top of 360 steps. What happened next: hot yoga, a complete body rebuild, and the beginning of a decade-long journey that would lead him from traditional practice into territory most yoga teachers never touch.In this first half, Larry walks t
Episode 102 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Buck Hunt — Prolapse Pride & Pig Prod Dreams
Buck Hunt on vacuum pumps, his first fisting experience, and why the journey is more important than the destination. A taste of what's to come in the full episode—available exclusively on Spotify. (Note: We had some technical difficulties during this one, but I cleaned up the audio as best I could. Ignore the occasional delay—the conversation is solid.)Follow Buck: @punkdogxx (Twitter/JustForF
Episode 101 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Rob Montana — The Angry Inch, Fisting, and Finding the Performer He Actually Is
This is the FREE Radio Edit of my conversation with Rob Montana, available everywhere podcasts are found. It's an abbreviated version featuring the first stretch of our talk. The complete, uncensored interview is available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and to members of my official website (HungerFF.com) and my JustFor.Fans page.In this edit, Rob takes us back to the beginning: a worn-out
BROLAPSE LIVE! | Episode 100 with Ricky Cage & Fit Naughty Couple
For the first time in 100 episodes, Brolapse leaves the studio and goes LIVE. 🎙️🔥Ryan James (HungerFF) and Alotta McGriddles take the stage at the JustForFans Conference in Palm Springs to celebrate Episode 100 in front of a live audience—with special guests Ricky Cage and Tina & Brandon of Fit Naughty Couple.Ricky kicks things off with a hilarious and surprisingly thoughtful conversation abou
BROLAPSE LIVE! | Episode 100 with Ricky Cage & Fit Naughty Couple
For the first time in 100 episodes, Brolapse leaves the studio and goes LIVE. 🎙️🔥Ryan James (HungerFF) and Alotta McGriddles take the stage at the JustForFans Conference in Palm Springs to celebrate Episode 100 in front of a live audience—with special guests Ricky Cage and Tina & Brandon of Fit Naughty Couple.Ricky kicks things off with a hilarious and surprisingly thoughtful conversation abou
Episode 99 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Edge — Thirty Years in Leather, from a New Orleans Bar to Wilton Manors
This is the free Radio Edit, the abbreviated version of the episode available on every podcast platform.Edge, the voice behind The Full Cow podcast, has spent three decades in the leather community, and this one starts exactly where a good leather story should: a terrible date in the French Quarter, getting deliberately left behind at the bar, and getting adopted on the spot by a leather couple wh
Episode 98 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): James OTownKinkster — Rubber, Bondage, and Beating HungerFF for a Title
This is the free Radio Edit, the trimmed version you can grab on every platform. It's the first slice of the conversation. The full uncut episode lives behind the Spotify subscription, on HungerFF.com, and on JustFor.Fans.Episode 98 brings on James OTownKinkster, the man who beat me for Mr. Florida Rubber back in 2019 and has been living rent free in my bitterness ever since. James is a rubber
Episode 97 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Axel Abysse — Ten Years of Beautifully Bizarre Porn
This is the free Radio Edit of Episode 97, featuring the opening portion of HungerFF’s conversation with independent performer, director and producer Axel Abysse.Axel recently crossed the ten-year mark with his own platform—but the milestone arrived more quietly than he expected. He reflects on how quickly the decade passed, how the pandemic distorted his sense of time and why he never imagined po
Episode 96 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Cubby Peach — How a Curiosity Became a Passion
This week's Brolapse Radio Edit features the opening chapter of my conversation with Cubby Peach.In this abbreviated episode, Cubby shares how a lifelong curiosity evolved into a passion, the experiences that shaped his journey, and the moment he realized he wanted to dive deeper into the world of fisting. It's an honest, funny introduction to one of my favorite conversations we've had
Episode 95 (Raw & Uncensored): HungerFF Sound Initiative Vol. 3 — Life Update, Surgery Setbacks & New Music
Life has had other plans lately.In this special solo episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the unexpected series of events that have delayed his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery yet again. After fracturing his ankle during a rainy walk with Eightball, he thought the worst was behind him—until a slip at home resulted in a dislocated kneecap and another trip to the emergen
Episode 94 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Patrick Davis — Fearless Publishing, Memoirs & Telling the Truth
This is the FREE Radio Edit of my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press.Patrick returns for Part 2 to talk about the realities of independent publishing, editing deeply personal memoirs, censorship, queer literature, and why authenticity matters more now than ever. We also revisit the journey behind Deeper, what it takes to tell difficult stories honestly, and w
Episode 93: (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify) Patrick Davis — Fearless Publishing, Finding Brotherhood & The Stories That Matter
This is the FREE radio edit of this week's episode. You're listening to an abbreviated version featuring highlights from my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press. The full-length, uncensored interview—including over an hour of additional discussion—is available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and on HungerFF.com.This week, Patrick and I dive into fearless pub
Episode 92 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Dominic Pacifico — From Twink to Daddy, Porn’s Evolution & Finding a Second Act
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with longtime performer, producer, DJ, and fetish icon Dominic Pacifico for a candid conversation spanning nearly three decades in the adult industry.In this special radio edit, Dominic reflects on breaking into porn at just 18 years old, navigating the studio era of the late 1990s and early 2000s, and the mentorship he received from industry legends lik
Episode 91 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Ray Diesel — How One Hookup Changed Everything
This week on Brolapse, Ryan sits down with longtime friend and performer Ray Diesel for a conversation that spans more than a decade in the adult industry.The two reconnect after running into each other at the JustForFans Conference and dive into Ray’s unforgettable introduction to a side of gay culture he didn’t even realize existed at the time. What starts as a hilarious story about a hot milita
Episode 90: Alex Tikas Returns — Parasocial Hell, Fame Without Money, & Being the Villains
Alex Tikas returns to Brolapse nearly 90 episodes after becoming the very first guest on the show, and this time the conversation goes way deeper than Mexico stories.Ryan James and Alex unpack what it’s really like to live as two of the most polarizing figures in adult entertainment — from parasocial relationships and online pile-ons to public misconceptions, fisting stigma, fame without fortune,
Episode 89: FFalconPunch Part 2 — Community, Connection & Protecting What Matters
In Part 2 of my conversation with FFalconPunch, we dive into some of the most meaningful topics we’ve ever discussed on Brolapse.We talk about mentorship, community building, and why belonging shouldn’t be determined by follower counts, party invitations, or perceived status. FFalconPunch shares his philosophy that “if you’re interested, you already belong,” and explains why connection, curiosity,
Episode 88: BeatRush94XXX — Seahorse Toys, Alpha Bottoms & the Evolution of Modern Fisting
This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with @Beatrush94XXX for a hilarious, surprisingly thoughtful, and extremely relatable conversation about toys, self-play, fisting culture, and the strange journey from curiosity to obsession. The two dive into giant “door stopper” plugs, Seahorse toy addiction, solo play routines, Denver’s growing fisting scene, “alpha bottom” energy, and why the modern fi
Episode 87: Fist Pit — Pool Parties, Roleplay & Finding Community in Salt Lake City
This week on HungerFF Presents: Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with @FistPit for a funny, thoughtful, and surprisingly heartfelt conversation about curiosity, connection, fantasy, and the path from private exploration to becoming one of X’s most recognizable fisting creators.What begins with “the toys just kept getting bigger” turns into a wild origin story involving a suburban pool party, a spont
Episode 86: Jeff Carter (Dyn0 of StudFist) — From Cam Rooms to Culture Shift
In Episode 86 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true pioneer of modern fisting culture — Jeff Carter, also known as Dyn0, co-founder of StudFist.com. What starts as a long-overdue reunion quickly turns into something deeper: a candid conversation about growth, accountability, and the evolution of an entire subculture. Ryan opens with a heartfelt acknowledgment of their pa
Episode 85: Chris Wydeman, Part 2 — Brotherhood, Boundaries, and the Evolution of the Scene
art two picks up right where we left off with Chris Wydeman — and this time, we go deeper, looser, and way more unfiltered.Ryan and Chris dive into how the scene has evolved from underground and niche to something far more visible and accessible, especially among younger generations. They reflect on the shift in culture, the changing dynamics at events like FistFest and IML, and what it feels like
Episode 84: Chris Wydeman (Part 1) — From Self-Discovery to Spiritual Connection
Episode 84 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse is here—and this one goes all the way back to the beginning.In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, Ryan James sits down with longtime friend and collaborator Chris Wydeman (@wydemanxxx) to unpack the origin story behind one of the most respected names in the scene. What starts as a conversation about curiosity and self-exploration quickly evolves into so
Episode 83: FFalconPunch — Origins, Identity, and Finding Your Place (Part 1)
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my longest-time friends, FFalconPunch, for a conversation that goes way beyond where it all started.We get into his origin story — from a spontaneous first experience that changed everything, to the unexpected moment he landed on the name “FFalconPunch” and how it stuck. What starts off funny and chaotic quickly turns into something deeper: a look at i
Episode 82: Max Muscles — From First Time to Full Send: Muscle, Mindset & Going Deeper
Max Muscles joins Brolapse for an honest, funny, and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about how curiosity turns into confidence—and how pushing limits isn’t always what you think it is.What starts as a simple story about a weekend hookup quickly becomes something more. Max walks through his first experience, how it shaped his perspective, and how that moment opened the door to a whole new side
Episode 81: Chi Chi LaRue: 40 Years in Porn, Back on Set & Still Defining the Industry
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true icon — Chi Chi LaRue — for a conversation that spans four decades of gay porn history, creative evolution, and what it really means to stay relevant in an industry that never stops changing.After stepping away from directing, Chi Chi returns behind the camera for the first time in years — and opens up about why the set has always been her “ha
Episode 80:COVID to Confidence: PeteLDNFF on Growth, Grit & Letting Go
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with UK creator PeteLDNFF for a conversation that goes way deeper than you’d expect.What starts as a story about discovering fisting turns into something much bigger—growth, resilience, and learning how to trust your body. Pete opens up about his early struggles, from painful setbacks and injuries to nearly giving up altogether, before finally finding hi
Episode 79: Inside the Fist Council: Community, Safety & the Future of Fisting
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Sofftpaw for a conversation that goes far beyond a typical guest interview.Sofftpaw is the founder of the Fist Council — a nationwide forum made up of leaders from over 35 fisting clubs and organizations. What started as a simple idea—connecting event organizers—has evolved into a powerful network focused on collaboration, education, and building sa
Episode 78: Gaping Femboy Energy: Pup Davey on Fisting, Puppy Play, Gender Fluidity & Kink Culture
In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Belgian creator Pup Davey for one of the most wide-ranging and honest conversations the show has had yet.Davey opens up about discovering fisting long before he ever saw it in porn, experimenting as a teenager and realizing early that anal stretching and depth play were going to be a major part of his sexual identity. Puppy play cam
Episode 77: From Addiction Counselor to Fisting Top: Grayson Howell on Confidence, Kink, and Chicago’s Scene
In Episode 77 of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Chicago-based creator Grayson Howell to talk about the unexpected path that led him into content creation, kink culture, and the world of fisting.What starts as a conversation about a viral scene with Wyld Rider quickly turns into something deeper. Grayson opens up about his past working as an LGBTQ addiction counselor, the burnout th
Episode 76: Josh Mikael — Truth, Trauma, and Why Not Everyone Deserves Your Story
In this raw and deeply personal episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with one of his closest friends and former roommate, Josh Mikael, for a conversation that spans decades of history, hard truths, and unconditional love.Josh shares his fisting origin story—one that began earlier than most—and reflects on it now with the clarity that only time and experience can bring. What starts as a wild,
Episode 75: From First Fist to Full Confidence: Ian Greene on Growth, Boundaries & Trusting Your Body
This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Ian Greene for a long-overdue conversation that spans years of crossing paths, shared experiences, and personal evolution.Ian opens up about his fisting origin story — from early curiosity and pushing his limits, to training his body and discovering what he was truly capable of over time. What starts as a pursuit quickly becomes something deeper: a jo
Episode 74: John Thomas — Fantasy, Responsibility, and the Reality Behind the Scene
In Episode 74 of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with John Thomas for a conversation that goes far beyond the surface of porn.John opens up about his fisting origin story, growing up with religion, guilt, and desire colliding early, and how kink evolved from curiosity into identity. From London sex clubs to navigating HIV, relationships, and self-acceptance, his journey is deeply personal—and unexp
Episode 73: Wyld Ryder: Becoming the Pig You Are
In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Chicago-based creator Wyld Ryder for a candid conversation about confidence, kink, and the slow burn of becoming fully yourself.Wyld opens up about his journey from a quiet corporate life to embracing his deviant side online, how fitness and self-acceptance became the gateway to content creation, and why piggish desire was always there—just wa
Episode 72: HungerFF Sound Initiative (Part Two)
Episode 72 completes the two-part HungerFF Sound Initiative.Following last week’s introduction, Part Two leans fully into execution, featuring four complete track drops that expand the project’s sound, humor, and erotic logic. Recorded as an audio-only episode, this installment blends commentary with music, allowing each track to stand on its own while remaining part of a larger arc.This episode i
Episode 71: HungerFF Sound Initiative (Part One)
In Episode 71, HungerFF steps away from traditional interviews and introduces a new music-driven project that blends kink, humor, masculinity, and AI-assisted production. Recorded as an audio-only episode, Part One features full track drops and commentary, giving listeners a guided introduction to the Sound Initiative and the creative mindset behind it.The episode includes complete plays of “Fisti
Episode 70: Rocco Steele on Letting Go, Living Truth, and the Chapter After “Rocco”
Some episodes are fun. Some are loud. And then there are the rare ones that feel like a real conversation you’re lucky to witness.In Episode 70, Rocco Steele joins me for an honest, reflective talk about stepping away from the industry and what it means to finally let a public persona become a smaller and smaller piece of your life. Rocco shares how a serious health scare shifted his priorities, h
Episode 69: No Safe Words — A First Listen to Deeper
For Episode 69 of Brolapse, Ryan James does something different.Instead of a guest, this episode offers a first listen to Deeper—his forthcoming memoir—presented here in its unedited author’s version. Ryan reads the full prologue, No Safe Words, followed by the first chapter, Impact, giving listeners an intimate introduction to the book’s voice, structure, and intent before final editorial revisio
Episode 68: Intimacy Over Performance — A Fisting Top’s Perspective (feat. Brogan)
In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough.Brogan shares his unconventional journey into fisting, from spending years unsuccessfully trying to bottom, to discovering that topping opened an entirely new sexual and psychological path for him. Together, they unpack
Episode 67: Brolapse Holiday Special: Boxing Day Role Reversal (Hosted by Dolan Wolf)
It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script.Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host—and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️We get into the real stuff and the fun stuff:✨ what the holidays mean to us (and what we can’t stand)🍽️ favorite holiday foods + gift/collectible obsessions🐶 what a “non-s
Episode 66: Alex FFire on Fisting, Identity, and Safer Sex
HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene.They dig into identity (poly, non-binary), navigating frail masculinity, and the generational shift around filming sex,
Episode 65: I Accidentally Created The Masked Fister!
Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale, bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment.Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting conten
Episode 64: Andrew FFoenixxx: Sobriety, Community, and the Real Face of Fisting Culture
This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himself through sobriety, kink, and community.Andrew opens up about being raised religious, getting bullied, and having early partners shame him for loving fisting — only to discover, in 2018, a community where he finally felt accepted exactly as he was. H
Episode 63: Fisting Is Not Sex? BottomGuyNYC on Sport, Open Love & Flagging at Work
In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC—NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why, for him, fisting isn’t sex… it’s a sport.They dig into what it means to “train” for play, why a hand in someone can feel less intimate than dick-and-butt sex, and how he balances a 21-year open relationship where his husband is his emotional home—but t
Episode 62: Jake Rockard: Work, Chems, Fisting, and the Manchester Underground
Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape. Jake opens up about discovering fisting young, how early experimentation shaped the way he plays today, and why he rarely engages in casual fisting in the UK outside of camera work or international travel.We dig into the
Episode 61: Ridick: Born Ready – Fisting, Fame & the Wow Effect
For episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand. He talks about being dragged onto Instagram, getting scouted for the Box Menswear tour across Texas, and what it felt like to be the 35-year-old with a real work history surrounded by chaotic twent
Episode 60: Blue Bailey — “The Law, The Load, and The Legacy”
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery. We talk about our first wild shoot together in a sleazy San Francisco hotel, the infamous Viral Loads era, and how Blue turned his lived experienc
Episode 59: Pup Hulky "Just Butt & Muscle"
Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and identity. He shares how a dare became a persona, how years of dance and bodybuilding shaped his ability to listen to his body, and why chastity flipped a switch—focusing everything on “just butt and muscle.” We get into consent, aftercare, and how collab
Episode 58: The Pulmonary Embolism & Air France Incident
After an unforgettable 37th birthday trip to Paris, HungerFF returns with a raw and personal storytime unlike any other. From an airport nightmare with Air France to a terrifying pulmonary embolism that nearly ended his life, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the chaos, humiliation, and heartbreak of a week that changed everything. What started as a celebration became a confrontation with morta
Episode 57: Blue Eyes XXL: Nasty, Sweet, and Unfiltered — The Art of Authentic Pleasure
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Italian creator Blue Eyes XXL for one of the most honest and vulnerable conversations of the season. Known for his mix of elegance and edge, Blue Eyes opens up about leaving the fashion world for adult entertainment, finding freedom through exhibitionism, and building a brand that’s equal parts nasty and sweet.They dive deep into the art of fisting,
Episode 56: HorsePapo: Macho Energy, Open Holes, and the Art of Fisting
This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with the rising powerhouse of MachoFuckers — HorsePapo. From his explosive growth online to his evolution from dominant top to exploring bottom play, HorsePapo opens up about creativity, connection, and what it means to merge muscle, endurance, and intimacy in porn.The two dive deep into the philosophy of fisting — how it ties to size, stamina, and trust —
Episode 55: Silver Steele: Kindness, Kinks, and Community
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only Silver Steele — performer, activist, and all-around legend. From Houston’s Space City Fisters to Pig Week in Fort Lauderdale, Silver opens up about his journey into fisting, the lessons he’s learned along the way, and why kindness is at the core of his brand.We talk about safety, education, and why going slow is key (“you only get one butthole,
Episode 54: Wrapped Up & Wide Open: RubberKai on Latex, Fisting, and Living the Kink
This week on Brolapse, we’re slipping into something slick with one of the most respected rubber pigs in the game—@RubberKai. From his early days at the Hoist in London to becoming the guy people gear up for, Kai shares how rubber became not just his fetish, but his lifestyle.We explore how latex and fisting became an inseparable combo for him—covering everything from the mental clarity that comes
Episode 53: Training, Trust, and Transgression: Dolan Wolf Speaks
Season 2 of Brolapse opens with a legend. Dolan Wolf talks about coming to gay sex later in life, discovering fisting, and why kink for him is a mind game with a body attached. He breaks down his methodical training era (yes, the π-and-plug story), the San Francisco Leather Men’s Discussion Group performance we did with two German tops and Logan Hawk, and the line that changed how many of us play:
Episode 52: Lights, Camera, Dungeon: Inside Falcon Fetish with Jasun Mark
Brolapse turns 1 year old this week, and I couldn’t think of a better guest to celebrate with than Jasun Mark — the director behind Falcon’s Fetish Force, Fisting Central, Club Inferno Dungeon, and more.In this anniversary episode, Jasun shares his journey from cutting video in Toronto to directing for Jake Cruise, TitanMen, and beyond. We dive into his transition into fetish and fisting films, hi
Episode 51: AMA Part 1: Recovery, Grief, and Gratitude After Surgery
In Episode 51 of Brolapse, I’m back with my sixth Ask Me Anything—this time focused on life after my colon perforation surgery. From depth vs. width, to the emotional relief of realizing I could still get fisted, to the daily realities of living with a stoma, I open up about recovery, grief, resilience, and gratitude.This AMA covers 12 community-submitted questions across Twitter, BlueSky, Faceboo
Episode 50: Demystifying Gay Porn with I Que Grande
For the 50th episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande)—best known for his work with Raw Fuck Club, Treasure Island Media, and as the host of Demystifying Gay Porn.Together, Ryan and Luis take listeners on a candid journey through their years working together, from chaotic sets at RFC to major productions like Gangbang Prop
Episode 49: Dominic Ford on Building JustFor.Fans, Fighting Censorship, and Creating a Home for Kink
In this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor.Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfiltered conversation about what it really takes to build a sex worker-led platform that centers kink, community, and creator autonomy.We talk about:The early days of JFF and how it rose from porn studio rootsWhy corporate-run platforms like OnlyFans f
Episode 48: Life, Lust, and Letting Go: A Raw Catch-Up with Jazmatazz
In this candid, unfiltered reunion, HungerFF and Jazmatazz ditch the script for an honest conversation about life, pleasure, and personal growth. From globe-trotting adventures in LA and Spain to the challenges of staying grounded after sober victories, the two open up about the highs, lows, and complicated middle ground of chemsex, harm reduction, and burnout in the porn world.They swap stories a
Episode 47: From Storytime to Stardom: FitnessPapi on Fame, Fetish, and Fisting
From fisting rookie to one of the most recognized names in fetish porn, FitnessPapi has built a career on raw authenticity, unapologetic sexuality, and an uncanny ability to connect with fans. In this Brolapse exclusive, we trace his journey from humble beginnings—brainstorming over sushi with me about the idea that became Brolapse—to commanding nearly a million followers across platforms.We dive
Episode 46: Hole Mommy Knows Best with Lena Vesper
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the electrifying Lena Vesper—a trans cam queen, fetish performer, and self-described “hole mommy” who’s flipping the script on what femme dominance looks like in the world of fisting, fetish, and camming.We talk about:• How trans femmes are navigating (and reshaping) fetish spaces• Camming as a tool of empowerment and boundary-setting• The reality of owning you
Episode 45: When the Lights Go Out: Brian Bonds on Burnout, Sobriety, and Survival
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of the realest, rawest, and most resilient legends in the industry—Brian Bonds. From his early days getting fisted in a bathroom before shooting a scene, to directing some of the kinkiest, most beautifully lit fisting content out there, Brian has seen all sides of porn. But today’s conversation goes deeper than any scene he’s ever shot. We talk about the
Episode 44: VersAssPunk on Body, Identity, and Letting Go
What turns you on when the taboo becomes your truth?In this unflinching and deeply personal episode, HungerFF welcomes VersAssPunk, a prolapse-loving nullo whose devotion to radical embodiment has no off switch. They talk about the physical challenges of traveling with a prolapse, the erotic thrill of losing control, and the long-term goals of growing bigger, wetter, and bolder—even into old age.F
Episode 43: The Numbers Game with Apollo Fates
“You start second-guessing everything—your looks, your choices, your value… all because of a number.”In this unfiltered episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Apollo Fates—content creator, Club Inferno Dungeon performer, and lowkey goonface icon—for a conversation that hits harder than a double punch. We unpack the reality of being a fisting performer in an oversaturated market, where having a huge
Episode 42: Training Day with FFireBoy
In this week’s episode of Brolapse, I sit down with New York-based fisting trainer and content creator FFireBoy for an unfiltered conversation about kink, community, and building a practice around sexual healing.We talk about his journey from exploring toys during the pandemic to running a full-time fisting training business with over 50 clients, his views on consent, substance boundaries, and the
Episode 41: “My Hole Didn’t Kill Me”
This week on Brolapse, I open up like never before—emotionally and medically. As I head into my colon reconnection surgery, I’m reflecting on everything this experience has taught me: from suicidal fear to radical acceptance, body horror to body pride, prolapse loss to prolapse resurrection.I talk candidly about the day my hole almost killed me, the shock of waking up with a stoma, my doctor givin
Episode 40: Lesbro Logic: Holes, Consent & Frail Masculinity with Pink National Treasure
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James (aka HungerFF) sits down with the unapologetically masked mischief-maker himself: Pink National Treasure.From surviving small-town hate with a gun to the head, to building a fiercely protected anonymous persona, PNT opens up about why anonymity is freedom—and why once it’s gone, you can’t buy it back.They dive deep into:👉 The birth of the “Lesbro” mindset: two bot
Episode 39: Pervert Media "I Know Why You're Here"
This week on Brolapse, we get deep and dirty with Sir Joshua — the mastermind behind Pervert Media’s throat-destroying, boundary-blurring, beautifully brutal brand of porn. It’s our first ever sponsored episode thanks to the legends at Hankey’s Toys, who craft the monster silicone masterpieces that have stretched us all to new limits.We dive into:Why “You know why you’re here” hits harder than you
Episode 38: Ian Sterling: Not Chasing Fame, Just the Nut
Ian Sterling never set out to be a star—he just wanted to make hot shit that people would jack off to. In this raw and reflective episode, Ian opens up about his surprise GayVN nomination, his XBiz feature, and how none of it was ever the goal. From idolizing old-school Falcon and Titan muscle gods to becoming jack-off material himself, Ian shares what it means to leave a legacy without chasing th
Episode 37: Kinkoer "You Created A Monster"
French rising star @kinkoer opens up about the first time he took a fist, the porn that inspired him, and how a long-held fantasy became a full-blown identity. We talk about post-COVID exploration, the power of being seen, and why fisting felt like coming home. Also: apparently, I create monsters. 😈🎧 New episodes drop every Friday at 8PM👊 Full video available exclusively on my official website🖤 Ea
Episode 36: Big Boy Energy – Tyler Blake on Fame, Fisting, and the Future of Fetish
In one of the most playful and honest episodes yet, HungerFF sits down with rising star Tyler Blake (@tylerxblakex) for a raunchy, real, and ridiculously fun conversation. From his viral hole to his babyface charm, Tyler has taken the fisting world by storm—and he’s just getting started.They talk about everything:🧠 Discovering fisting just two weeks after losing his virginity🎥 The evolution from S
Episode 35: The Rose Garden: Angel Díaz on Prolapse, Power Versing & Personal Boundaries
In this week’s episode of Brolapse, HungerFF is joined by UK-based content creator and self-proclaimed “Ultimate Power Vers” Angel Díaz, whose rosebud is fast becoming legendary in the London scene. The two bond over their shared experiences living with a prolapse, reflect on the physical and emotional realities that come with it, and swap stories about everything from outdoor fisting shoots to ac
Episode 34: Switch Happens: That Switch Unleashed
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only @That_Switch, the Buenos Aires-based fisting sensation who turned a passion for toy play into a global kink brand. From his early days experimenting with vegetables in Chinatown to capturing epic scenes in machine shops and neon-lit dungeons, That Switch opens up about how he went from reporting at CNN Español to becoming one of the most recogn
Episode 33: Alpha Bottom Energy: F1LTHP1GS Rebrands, Relaxes, and Gets Real
This week on Brolapse, I finally sit down with the filthy legend himself: @F1LTHP1GS. Formerly one half of RUBBERP1GS, he’s back with a solo mission, a rebranded identity, and a whole new wave of dirty, unapologetic kink. We talk about the breakup that sparked a rebirth, stepping into the spotlight alone, and how gear, submission, and self-doubt all shaped his journey to becoming the alpha bottom
Episode 32: On the Rocks with Rock Biggs — Anxiety, Autism & the Himbo Fist Pig
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with the stunning and soft-spoken Rock Biggs—fist pig, bodybuilder, and unexpected mental health icon. We finally connect after a series of near-misses (including a heartbreaking one at Darklands), and what unfolds is one of the most vulnerable conversations the show has ever hosted.We talk about the first time his hole got fisted (even if he doesn’t quite remembe
Episode 31: “Doctor, Is My Hole Okay?” featuring Dr. Elie Schochet (Video Exclusive)
This one’s personal — and DEEP.I’m joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet — the man who saved my life after a full-on colon perforation during a routine douching session (yes, that shower shot). From operating on my guts to sitting on my couch, Dr. Schochet gets real about everything from prolapsing and fisting safety to what makes my anatomy so… uniquely talented 😏We talk about
Episode 31: “Doctor, Is My Hole Okay?” featuring Dr. Elie Schochet
This one’s personal — and DEEP.I’m joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet — the man who saved my life after a full-on colon perforation during a routine douching session (yes, that shower shot). From operating on my guts to sitting on my couch, Dr. Schochet gets real about everything from prolapsing and fisting safety to what makes my anatomy so… uniquely talented 😏We talk about
