Vocation
Vocation features long-form conversations with independent researchers and thinkers, exploring topics like psychology, philosophy, alternative history, the origins of religion, consciousness, medicine, and hidden structures of power. Each interview contributes to a larger worldview built one conversation at a time. The podcast aims to understand truth and the self through a vocational journey.
Episodes
Ralph Ellis's Cancellation: Plagiarism Scandals, Legal Battles & Cancel Culture Fallout | (#41)
In this captivating episode of Vocation, host Matty welcomes historian and author Ralph Ellis for a candid discussion on cancellation—his personal battle against plagiarism and the publishing industry's dark side. From the theft of his research by Nigel Appleby for Hall of the Gods, legal fights with Random House, police raids, failed peace deals involving Graham Hancock and Robert Bauval, to the
Michael Tsarion’s Journey Into Alternative Research: Atlantis, UFOs & Alien Manipulation | (#40)
In this captivating episode of Vocation, host Matty welcomes back esoteric scholar Michael Tsarion for an intimate exploration of his personal journey into alternative research—the genesis of a lifelong quest sparked by a serendipitous book discovery in 1980s Belfast? From the call to speak on Atlantis at his first major conference alongside figures like Michael Cremo and Richard Hoagland, the imp
Exploring Megalithic Mysteries: Lost Knowledge & Alien Visitation | Part 4 | Ralph Ellis (#39)
In this captivating episode of Vocation, host Matty welcomes historian and author Ralph Ellis for a follow-up on pyramids and megalithic mysteries—unveiling the secrets of Baalbek and ancient machining? From the colossal Baalbek stones and their impossible precision, the mystery of Saqqara vases and ancient machining techniques, the debunking of the Giza power plant theory, secrets beneath the pyr
The Occult History of Atlantis Exposed: Arctic Homeland & Alien Manipulation | Michael Tsarion (#38)
In this captivating episode (#38) of Vocation, host Matty welcomes back esoteric scholar Michael Tsarion for a revelatory exploration of the occult history of Atlantis and alien manipulation—the Arctic homeland and its catastrophic fall. From the Pillars of Hercules, advanced weaponry, extraterrestrial connections, Lemuria, the war of the gods, genetic hybridization of humanity, secret societies’
The Pyramid's Greatest Secret Revealed | Megalithic Mysteries Part 3 | Ralph Ellis (#37)
In this captivating episode (#37) of Vocation, host Matty welcomes historian and author Ralph Ellis for Megalithic Mysteries Part 3—the Pyramid’s Greatest Secret finally revealed! From celestial dating via precession and the angle of obliquity, to the Giza layout mirroring the heavens, the King’s Chamber as an African map, the true purpose of the shafts as coordinates pointing toward an extraordin
The Female Illuminati Exposed: Secret Societies, Matriarchal Bloodlines | Michael Tsarion (#36)
In this captivating episode (#36) of Vocation, host Matty welcomes back esoteric scholar Michael Tsarion for a revelatory deep dive into the Female Illuminati—the hidden matriarchal power structures shaping secret societies and history. From the Order of Sion and women’s pivotal yet overlooked roles in the Knights Templar and Illuminati origins, to bloodlines, banking roots, the Goddess tradition,
The Pyramids are Maps of the World! | Megalithic Mysteries Part 2 | Ralph Ellis (#35)
In this captivating episode (#35) of Vocation, host Matty welcomes historian and author Ralph Ellis to explore the pyramids as megalithic maps of the world—revealing their profound mathematical and cosmic significance? From the central role of Pi and royal cubits in their design, to Pythagorean principles, mathematical symmetry, deliberate chamber measurements, and the second pyramid’s precise con
How Old Are Stonehenge & Avebury Really? | Megalithic Mysteries Part 1 | Ralph Ellis (#34)
In this captivating episode (#34) of Vocation, host Matty welcomes historian and author Ralph Ellis to unravel the megalithic mysteries of Avebury and Stonehenge—their real age and hidden mathematical genius finally revealed? From Ralph Ellis’s pioneering journey into pyramid research and mathematics as a universal language, to Avebury’s profound geographical and mathematical marvels, its deep con
Do What Thou Wilt & The Grand Conspiracy | Michael Tsarion (#33)
In this captivating episode (#33) of Vocation, host Matty welcomes back esoteric scholar Michael Tsarion for a profound continuation into the occult, centered on the provocative maxim “Do What Thou Wilt.” They examine the three ages of the occult from Isis to the rebellious spirit of Horus, the eternal tension between individuality and society, the suffering of the outsider, the dark night of the
#32 - Arthurian Legend: The Templar Secret Revealed (Part 3) | Ralph Ellis
In this captivating episode (#32 Part 3) of Vocation, host Matty and historian and author Ralph Ellis conclude their groundbreaking exploration of Arthurian Legend. From the secret history of King Arthur and the fate of Jesus’ body, to Stonehenge’s enduring mysteries, the quest for the Holy Grail, the Ben-Ben stone and Ark of the Covenant, the Elagabal Stone’s significance, the Stone of Scone’s le
#31 - Arthurian Legend: King Arthur or King Jesus? (Part 2) | Ralph Ellis
In this captivating episode (#31 Part 2) of Vocation, host Matty and historian and author Ralph Ellis continue their groundbreaking exploration of Arthurian Legend—King Arthur or hidden King Jesus? From Joseph of Arimathea’s central role and the Round Table’s profound symbolism and ancient ties, to Arthur “Ben” Dragon as the Great Bear zodiac, the Dendera Zodiac and sign of Pisces, deep astrotheol
#30 - Arthurian Legend: King of England or Gospel Secret? (Part 1) | Ralph Ellis
In this captivating episode (#30 Part 1) of Vocation, host Matty welcomes historian and author Ralph Ellis to unravel the mysteries of Arthurian Legend—King of England or hidden Gospel secret? From the evolution of Arthurian texts and the Knights Templar’s pivotal role in crafting the first images of King Arthur, to the enduring legacy of these tales, their ties to the First Crusade, the guarded s
#29 - Unveiling The Occult & Aleister Crowley: Great Beast or Freedom Fighter? | Michael Tsarion
In this provocative episode (#29), host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion unveil the hidden origins and enigmatic nature of the occult. They examine the mystical significance of Kabbalah, the transformative legacy of the Golden Dawn and the evolution of Tarot in consciousness, and grapple with the complex legacy of Aleister Crowley—Great Beast or freedom fighter? From Crowley’s radical
#28 - The Genius of Walter Russell | Matt Presti
In this enlightening episode (#28), host Matty interviews Matt Presti, metascientist, musician, and former president of the University of Science and Philosophy, for a deep dive into the life and genius of Walter Russell. They cover Russell's biography, his profound divine illumination experiences, and core works including The Secret of Light, A New Concept of the Universe, and The Universal One.
#27 - The Real Gospel Story (Part 3) | Ralph Ellis
In this insightful episode (#27), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis delve into the foundations of historical revisionism, examining sources, methodologies, and mechanisms of cover-ups that obscured early Christian narratives. They discuss post-revolt early church dynamics, theories surrounding Jesus' burial and historical context, William Blake's esoteric knowledge of Jesus, the evo
#26 - The Real Gospel Story (Part 2) | Ralph Ellis
In this captivating Second Part of The Real Gospel Story, host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis continue their revisionist examination of early Christianity's esoteric and astronomical roots. They explore the role of the Zodiac in Judaism and Christianity—highlighted by the Hamat Tiberias synagogue mosaic—along with ancient knowledge of Helios, the spherical Earth. Key discussions inclu
#25 - The Real Gospel Story | Ralph Ellis
In this riveting episode (#25), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis continue their revisionist exploration of early Christianity's foundations, reframing the Gospel narrative through the lens of the Jewish Revolt and key historical figures. They delve into the chronology and dual identity of Saul/Josephus, his shift from prisoner to spy and informant during the revolt, his alleged inv
#24 - The Vatican's Hidden Hand | Michael Tsarion
In this expansive episode (#24), host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion deliver a sweeping critique of the Vatican's historical power, occult underpinnings, and adaptive strategies across centuries. They trace its pagan roots in Christianity, St. Paul's alleged opposition to Jesus' teachings, Pope Pius XI's concordat with Mussolini, Pius XII's controversial WWII role (including Rat Lin
#23 - The Origin Of Christianity: Jesus' Marriage and Image | Ralph Ellis
(Part 4 of 4)In this riveting episode (#23), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis continue their deep revisionist probe into Christianity's origins, centering on Jesus's potential marriage, historical image, and ties to the Jewish Revolt against Rome. They analyze power struggles during the Year of Four Emperors, Josephus's contested role, a military lens on the Feeding of the 5,000 mi
#22 - The Origin of Christianity: The Jewish Revolt | Ralph Ellis
In this compelling episode (#22), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis examine the origins of Christianity through the lens of the Jewish Revolt against Rome, arguing it as a pivotal backdrop shaping early Christian narratives. They discuss the lead-up to the revolt, key players and power struggles (including the Year of Four Emperors), Mary Magdalene's anointing of Jesus as a symbolic
#21 - The Origin of Christianity: Miracles, Mosaics & The Council of Jerusalem | Ralph Ellis
In this thought-provoking episode (#21), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis continue their revisionist examination of early Christianity's origins, focusing on miracles, archaeological evidence, and pivotal events. They explore potential technological or natural explanations for first-century miracles, the rise and cultural significance of Palmyra as a wealthy hub, and the intriguing
#20 - The Origin Of Christianity: Who was the Founder? | Ralph Ellis
In this extraordinary episode (#20), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis challenge traditional views by proposing Saul (Paul)—rather than Jesus or the apostles—as the true founder of Christianity. They examine Saul's life through historical records, drawing parallels to his contemporary Josephus, including shared experiences like shipwrecks and flashes of inspiration that shaped early
#19 - The Gaonim Run The World | Michael Tsarion
In this explosive episode (#19), host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion expose the hidden influence of the Gaonim—ancient Babylonian elites—as architects of enduring global power structures. They trace connections through Melchizedek and the Zadokites, Atonists, Knights Templar, Sabbatai Zevi and Jacob Frank's messianic movements, Merovingian bloodlines, and modern figures like Epstein
#18 - Who Runs The World? | Michael Tsarion
In this incisive episode (#18), host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion investigate the question "Who Runs The World?" by dissecting hidden power structures beyond visible governments. They focus on non-state actors such as the Black Nobility, Vatican influence (including alleged communist infiltration of the Papacy), the enduring legacy of the Templars and Essenes, the Knights of Malta
#17 - New Testament Secrets (Part 2) | Ralph Ellis
(Part 2) This conversation delves into the historical context surrounding key biblical figures, particularly focusing on John the Baptist, Queen Helena, and the Edessan monarchy. It explores the intricate relationships between these figures and their influence on early Christianity, as well as the discrepancies in the New Testament chronology. The discussion also highlights the significance of his
#16 - New Testament Secrets | Ralph Ellis
In this conversation, Matty and revisionist historian Ralph Ellis delve into the historical context of the New Testament, exploring the significance of Edessa, the role of Josephus Flavius, and the connections between key figures like John the Baptist and King Abgarus. They discuss the interplay between Rome and Parthia, the influence of women in early Christianity, and the need to address the chr
#15 - Freemasonry, Queen Sheba & Origins of Mecca | Ralph Ellis
(Part 2) In this intriguing episode (#15), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis delve into Freemasonry's symbolic ties to the Temple of Solomon, its modern decline, and Egyptian origins, while reexamining the Queen of Sheba's historical identity, Bathsheba's intricate family dynamics, and their biblical implications. They challenge conventional narratives on Mecca's foundations—linking
#14 - The United Monarchy and Freemasonry (Part 1) | Ralph Ellis
In this intriguing episode (#14), host Matty and historical researcher Ralph Ellis build on prior discussions to link the Biblical United Monarchy of David and Solomon to Egyptian Tanite kings, proposing historical overlaps in dynasties, names, artifacts, and tombs while questioning evidence placement in Israel versus Egypt. They explore Akhenaten and Nefertiti's influence on Moses' identity, Sea
#13 - The Origin Of Religion | Michael Tsarion
Chapters00:00 Why Study Religion?12:59 Astro-Theology: The Celestial Origins of Religion28:25 The Role of Women in Ancient Astronomy31:30 Celestial Events and Their Impact on Ancient Cultures37:30 The Cosmic IMAX: Ancient Observations and Symbolism43:57 Priesthood and Celestial Events: The Birth of Interpretation51:53 Why Worship The Zodiac? The Gods Speak01:00:16 Akhenaten and the Architects of C
#12 - The True History of The Exodus (Part II) | Ralph Ellis
This is Part 2 of our discussion on The True History of The Exodus story. Here we focus on Akhenaton and the Garden of Eden, followed by more on Joseph and MosesSummaryIn this conversation, Matty and Pope Ralph Ellis delve into the intricate connections between ancient history, biblical narratives, and the cultural influences that shaped them. They explore the significance of the Exodus, the role
#11 - The True History of The Exodus | Ralph Ellis
In this conversation, Ralph Ellis discusses his extensive study of revisionary theology, focusing on the historical inaccuracies in biblical texts. He explores the significance of astro-theology in ancient religions, the historical context of the Exodus, and the parallels between the biblical narrative and the Hyksos exodus from Egypt. Ellis emphasizes the importance of Josephus Flavius as a histo
#10 - Individuation and the Will to Meaning | Michael Tsarion
In this profound episode (#10), host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion explore individuation and the will to meaning, drawing from Tsarion's article amid winter solstice symbolism of renewal. They contrast Jung's expansive libido as psychoid energy with Freud's reductive view, emphasizing teleology (Aristotle's entelechy, Schelling's freedom as divine proof) and Frankl's will to meanin
#09 - The Western Contrarium vs Eastern Non-Dualism | Michael Tsarion
In this provocative episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion critique the infiltration of Eastern non-dualism and New Age ideologies into Western thought, framing them as regressive traps promoting self-denial, escapism, and collectivism amid modernity's spiritual voids. Drawing on his article "Better Dead than Real," Tsarion champions Western contrarium—the dynamic tension of o
#08 - Shadows of the Mind: Archetypes, Catastrophe, and the Gnostic Legacy
In this riveting episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion unpack the dominance of archetypal emotions in consciousness, critiquing left-brain usurpation (per McGilchrist) for fostering materialism, control, and desensitization while suppressing holistic right-brain perception. They explore interoception as the emotional core of awareness, the thought-emotion dichotomy, and how a
#07 - Mental Illness and Immorality | Michael Tsarion
In this episode, Matty and Michael Tsarion delve into the intricate relationship between psychoanalysis, morality, and the unconscious. They explore how Freud's theories have shaped modern understanding of human behavior, the duality of moral centers within individuals, and the societal pressures that influence morality. The conversation also critiques the role of psychoanalysis in contemporary so
#06 - Freedom and Morality | Michael Tsarion
In this thought-provoking episode of Vocation, Matty and Michael Tsarion delve into the intricate concepts of freedom and morality. Building on previous discussions, they explore Hegel's philosophy, the evolution of thought from unconsciousness to self-consciousness, and the moral implications of freedom. Through engaging dialogue, they challenge conventional ideas and invite listeners to reflect
#05 - Who are you really? | Michael Tsarion
In this illuminating episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion probe the profound question "Who are you really?", unpacking the illusion of selfhood amid societal masks and materialistic deceptions. They explore the persona as a conformity-driven facade, the primacy of interoceptive feelings over thought in true consciousness, and the devolution from ancient wholeness to modern l
#04 - Conspiracy Against Freud | Michael Tsarion
In this incisive episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion expose a deliberate conspiracy to undermine Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis, arguing it was mistranslated, diluted, and weaponized to psychologically cripple society. They highlight the tyrannical superego's role in enforcing conformity through guilt, shame, and self-hatred, suppressing individuality while fostering perpet
#03 - Wisdom and Misosophy | Michael Tsarion
In this episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion explore misosophy—the hatred of wisdom—as the antithesis to philosophy, linking it to self-deception, ontological denial, and societal camouflage of existential truths. They delve into existentialism (Heidegger, Kierkegaard, Marcel), the mystery of being versus classification, and how trauma from ancestral cataclysms fosters fear
#02 - Structures of the Psyche | Michael Tsarion
In this compelling episode, host Matty and esoteric researcher Michael Tsarion dissect the structures of the human psyche through a Jungian lens, contrasting the ego, superego, and the collective unconscious teeming with powerful archetypes. They explore the Shadow's role in repression and individuation, the somatic storage of trauma via muscular armoring (drawing from Reich), and the necessity of
#01 - Mythology and Psychology | Michael Tsarion
In this episode of the Vocation podcast, host Matty has a fascinating conversation with Michael Tsarion on mythology and psychology. They discuss the origins of civilization and the nature of conspiracy theories, drawing on occult history and philosophy. The interview delves into the human psyche, exploring its structures and how they're manipulated.Chapters:(00:00) Introduction to Vocation Podcas
