The Consecrated Podcast
The Consecrated Podcast is a weekly journey led by siblings Biiftuu and Fedhii Gobena, who aim to awaken believers to a deeper, more intimate faith in Jesus. They challenge listeners to move beyond a nominal Christian life and embrace the fullness of life that Christ has paid for. Each episode explores what it means to live a life set apart, marked by the abundance of God's presence. New episodes are released every Friday.
Episodes
Who Defines You?
In this episode, Fedhii shares a powerful encounter with the Lord that exposed a subtle but significant struggle in his heart: allowing things other than God to define who he is. Whether through accomplishments, failures, gifts, relationships, or the opinions of others, it's easy to build our identity on labels that were never meant to carry that weight.
Together, we exp
Choose It Until You Believe It
In this episode, we explore how easily our circumstances can shape our perception of who God is in a given season. Biiftuu shares a recent encounter with a friend that brought conviction in real time. Despite walking through financial uncertainty and tight circumstances, they continued to live generously because their lives were built on the belief that God would provide—and they chose to live acc
Jesus & Ambition
In this episode, we sit down with Fedhii to talk about Jesus and ambition—starting with the story of the rich young ruler in Mark 10:17-31. Together, we unpack Jesus’ words about how difficult it is for the rich to enter the Kingdom of Heaven, and how wealth itself was never the real issue. Fedhii challenges the idea that money is automatically evil by pointing to Abraham and David—men who had wea
The Journey of Belonging with Donta Nelson
In the final episode of Biiftuu’s solo series (for now), we sit with Donta Nelson — a creative, pastor, and leader at Bethel Church — for an honest conversation about belonging, healing, and obedience. Donta vulnerably shares his journey of moving beyond triggers, numbness, and survival mode, and how God slowly taught him what it means to truly belong in Him.
What started as simple obedience led D
Costly Obedience with Barkot Surafel
In the next part of Biiftuu’s solo series, we sit down with one of her closest friends, Barkot Surafel, to talk about what it means to walk in “Costly Obedience” to God. As the associate youth pastor and creative director at Bethel Church, Barkot vulnerably shares about one of the hardest seasons of her life — a season where God asked her to stay in Redding, away from her friends, family, and comm
Walking With God Through Heavy Seasons with Rory Helart
In this next episode of Biiftuu’s Solo Series, we sit down with Rory Helart—the Director of Young Saints, the youth ministry of Bethel Church—a leader and pastor whose life reflects a deep, lived encounter with God, and someone we honor deeply for the way he walks with Jesus. Rory opens up about a heavy season, sharing with raw honesty the tension between leaning into God through pain or turning a
Comparison & Contentment with Chantelle Nelson
In this first installment of Biiftuu’s Solo Series—a four-part journey featuring conversations with trusted mentors, pastors, and close friends—we sit down with Chantelle Nelson for an honest and deeply personal conversation on comparison and contentment.
Chantelle opens up about her own struggle with comparison within her marriage, vulnerably sharing the tension she felt watching her husband step
The Promise Is Not The Point
In this episode, we unpack a hard but necessary truth: the promise is not the point. So often, in wilderness seasons marked by waiting, uncertainty, and difficulty, our eyes become fixed on the “Promised Land”—the breakthrough, the answered prayer, the next chapter. But in doing so, we can lose sight of the Person who is faithfully leading us there.
We reflect on the story of the Israelites, who,
Jesus is the Answer
In this episode, Fedhii shares a powerful, personal moment sparked by a billboard that read, “Jesus is the answer to all of your problems.” What could’ve been easy to overlook instead became deeply real in a season where he was struggling—reminding him that Jesus isn’t just a phrase or a cliché, but a present and faithful answer in the middle of real life.
From there, the conversation leans into t
Micah Turnbo: Part Two
In this episode, we continue our conversation with Micah Turnbo—a man who carries a genuine, deep friendship with God and lives with a heart to make others His friends too.
We go deeper into what it looks like to walk in ongoing connection with God, talking through the reality of the spiritual realm and the tension that often surrounds it. Micah shares how the enemy works to distort, distract, and
Micah Turnbo: Part One
In this episode, we sit down with Micah Turnbo—a man who carries a genuine, deep friendship with God and lives with a heart to make others His friends too.
We talk about Micah’s early encounters with Jesus and the visions that shaped his life, not to elevate an experience, but to reveal what’s actually available to all of us. His story challenges the idea that intimacy with God is rare, and instea
What Does It Mean to "Abandon Yourself To The Lord?"
In this episode, we dive into what it truly means to abandon yourself to the Lord—not as a one-time decision, but as a daily, ongoing surrender. We unpack how abandonment is less about a single moment and more about a gradual deepening of trust and devotion.
Using the analogy of drinking coffee, Fedhii illustrates how what may start as a simple, intentional choice can grow into something you genui
When Things Aren't Going According To Plan
In this episode, we talk about how fear can cause us to cling tightly to the plans we’ve made for our lives instead of trusting the Person who leads us. When our expectations feel threatened, it’s easy to become anxious, frustrated, or even disappointed with God.
Throughout Scripture, we see this tension again and again. Mary and Martha were confused when Jesus didn’t come the way they expected. M
Melodie & David Di Rocco: Part Two (English Episode)
In this powerful continuation of our conversation with Melodie and David, we dive even deeper into what it was like being raised in supernatural ministry — not just the beauty of it, but the weight of it. Children to Apostle Ricardo Di Rocco, Melodie and David give honest insight into the world behind the camera.
This episode begins with a conversation about community. In the book of Acts, after
Ricardo DiRocco: Part Two (Spanish Episode)
In this second part of our conversation with Ricardo DiRocco, we continue exploring what it truly means to cultivate friendship with God.
We dive deeper into the posture of the heart — especially the importance of listening. Not just speaking to God, but learning how to recognize His voice, discern truth, and trust what He reveals. Ricardo shares insights on surrender, humility, and the tension be
Melodie & David Di Rocco: Part One (English Episode)
This week, we’re releasing two episodes simultaneously—one fully in English and the other fully in Spanish. In the Spanish episode, Fedhii sits down with Ricardo Di Rocco, a traveling speaker, pastor, and evangelist who faithfully walks in the supernatural. Ricardo has witnessed countless salvations, healings, and miraculous encounters, and he has dedicated his life to stewarding God’s supernatura
Ricardo Di Rocco: Part One (Spanish Episode)
In this episode, we have the honor of interviewing a faithful friend and servant of the Lord, Ricardo Di Rocco. A man who has faithfully served God for decades, witnessing thousands upon thousands of lives touched by the transforming power of Jesus. Join us as we listen to the heart of a friend of God as he shares what it truly means to walk in genuine friendship with Him. A rich conversation fill
Redefining Repentance: Part Two
In this episode, we continue the conversation on repentance and challenge the way repentance is often understood. Rather than viewing it as shame-driven behavior management, we explore repentance as restoration — a return to communion and a meeting place with Jesus.
We also unpack the idea that God is always reaching for us. Even books like Leviticus—often misunderstood or mislabeled—reveal His h
Redefining Repentance: Part One
Repentance has often been misunderstood in the church. It’s been framed as heavy, shame-filled, or reserved for the moment someone first gives their life to Christ. But in this episode, we redefine it: repentance is a gift.
Repentance is not a one-time act at salvation — it is a lifestyle. It is the ongoing, sacred invitation to draw closer to the heart of God. As we walk with Him and grow in inti
Do You Have Yourself In The First Place?
This episode is a continuation of our conversation, “Is Jesus Really in the First Place?”—but this time, we turn the lens inward and ask the harder question: What happens when we are in the first place? We explore how the temptation to prioritize ourselves is often rooted in fear—the quiet doubt that asks, “If I fully trust God, will He actually come through for me?” Through the stories of the wid
Is Jesus Actually In the First Place?
In this episode, we ask, "is Jesus actually occupying first place in my heart or has He become an additive?" Beginning in the story of Adam and Eve, we look at God’s original design for humanity—to walk in intimate, dependent relationship with Him. The fall didn’t begin with rebellion alone, but with a deeper shift: Eve questioned her true need for God and chose independence over trust.
We unpack
If You're Facing An Impossible Situation
Using the story of Lazarus in John 11, we look at Mary and Martha—two women who loved Jesus and believed in Him, yet only had faith for what they had already seen. They had watched Jesus heal the sick, but resurrection? That felt out of reach. When things became impossible, their hope was limited by their past experiences with God.
We talk about how easy it is, in moments of desperation, to ration
The Birthplace of Desire
In this episode, we ask a foundational question: what does it mean to live a vibrant life in God? We explore the truth that a vibrant life in God is fueled by love, not obligation, routine, or borrowed faith.
Scripture often refers to the people of God as the Bride of Christ, and this language is intentional. It is romantic, intimate, and deeply personal. Through this imagery, we see God’s desire
Removing the Things That Soil Our Affection (Song of Solomon 2:15)
In this episode, Fedhii opens by sharing a powerful vision the Lord gave him of a house filled to the brim with the palpable presence of God. As the vision unfolds, the conversation turns to consecration and the truth that it cannot exist without a fierce and intentional pursuit of removing the “rodents” in our lives—the small, hidden things that eat away at our devotion and make God’s presence le
Building Friendship with God
Inspired by her 10-year anniversary of walking with the Holy Spirit, Biiftuu shares from a recent, personal conversation she had with the Lord about what it means to build history with God—not just belief, but intimacy.
We center the conversation around the life of Moses, specifically one of the most pivotal moments in Scripture: the burning bush. We reflect on how the only prerequisite for Moses’
If Your Faith Is Being Tested
In this episode, Fedhii begins by sharing a powerful encounter with individuals who were walking through an intense season of trial in their faith. This conversation is for anyone who feels tested, weary, or caught in the tension of believing while suffering. Through the encounter, Fedhii brings clarity to a sobering but deeply biblical truth: our spirit and our flesh are at war with one another,
A Conversation with Ken Helser: Part 2
In this deeply encouraging second part of our conversation with Ken Helser, we were profoundly blessed by his transparency, wisdom, and devotion to Jesus. Ken opens up about what it looks like to move from a life of hurry into a life of abiding in the Lord, learning to rest in Him and remain connected to His presence every moment of every day.
In this episode, Ken shares intimately about his walk
A Conversation with Ken Helser: Part 1
In this episode, we welcome our very first guest—and we couldn’t be more honored. We sit down with Ken Helser, the founder of A Place for the Heart and The 18 Inch Journey, for a conversation that was so rich, we decided to release it in parts.
In Part One, Ken shares his powerful testimony and the journey that led him to become the follower of Jesus he is today. He opens up about his past in musi
Love First, Motions Second
In this episode, we talk about what it truly means to build your house with Jesus. We look at Matthew 7:24–27 — the scripture about building on the Rock — and we get honest about how easy it is for believers to get caught up in the form of building. Sometimes we think we’re building on the Rock just because we’re doing all the “right” things, but in reality, we’ve left Jesus out of the process bri
Forgiving Yourself
In this episode, we dive into the importance of forgiving yourself and the quiet trap of self-condemnation. Fedhii paints a powerful picture of what it’s like to sit in a prison cell even though the door is wide open—freedom has already been purchased for us, but we often choose to stay inside. Whether it’s fear of God’s punishment or a distorted idea of how to “earn” righteousness, we remind list
The Danger of Doubt: Part 2
In this second part, we continue our deep dive into the danger of doubt and explore a sobering reality: sometimes we are the very thing hindering God’s plans from coming to pass in our lives. Yes, God is sovereign—and as seen in the story of Zechariah and Elizabeth, He can still move even in the midst of our unbelief. But we also discuss an often-overlooked truth: God desires to co-labor with us.
The Danger of Doubt: Part 1
In this episode, we talk about the danger of doubt and how it can quietly take root in our hearts like weeds that need to be uprooted. Doubt hinders and delays a move of God in your life. Just as Jesus was unable to do many miracles in His hometown because the people doubted Him, we too can limit what God wants to do through our unbelief. James reminds us that “the one who doubts is like a wave of
Trials & Suffering
In this episode, we dive into the mystery of joy in the midst of trials. Beginning with James 1 — “Consider it pure joy when you face trials of many kinds” — Fedhii opens by asking, “What kind of person looks at suffering and chooses to rejoice?” Together, we explore how true joy in hardship flows from an eternal perspective — from knowing that every trial is shaping us into a dwelling place worth
The Power of Believing the Right Things About God: Part 3
In this episode, we explore the vital role of grace in replacing unhealthy, false beliefs with the truth of who God is. We discuss the importance of showing yourself patience and not condemning yourself, because spiritual growth is a process—undoing years of lies takes time, and your heart has its own pace. Criticizing or condemning yourself in the process doesn’t actually help you grow; real tran
The Fruit of Hard Seasons
In this episode, we talk about how difficult seasons often become the very places where God reveals more of who He is—and how that revelation can completely shift our heart posture. From Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane to Hagar encountering El Roi, Scripture is full of moments where people met God in their lowest places and walked away strengthened to endure what was ahead.
Sometimes God deliver
The Power of Believing the Right Things About God: Part 2
In this episode, we pick up where we left off and talk about why having the right beliefs about God is so important. Everything in life flows from what we believe about Him. If you don’t believe that God is protector, then everything that happens will seem to prove that false belief. We also talk about how easy it is to idolize our emotions—letting how we feel about life shape how we see God, inst
The Power of Believing the Right Things About God: Part 1
In this episode, we talk about why having the right beliefs about God is so important. Drawing from the story of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego in the book of Daniel, Fedhii unpacks how their unwavering faith in God didn’t just change their circumstances—it shifted the spiritual atmosphere around them. Their belief created space for King Nebuchadnezzar and the entire nation to encounter the true
Loving Jesus Without Mixture
In this episode, we dive into what it means to remove mixture from our hearts, drawing from Matthew 6:24 — “No one can serve two masters.” We explore how it’s impossible to give the first place in our hearts to both God and something else. Through honest reflection, we discuss how fear often reveals the “other gods” competing for our devotion — whether it’s self-sufficiency, control, or comfort. A
When You're Feeling Stagnant
In this episode, we talk about how to stoke the flame when your faith feels stagnant. While seasons of stagnancy are a normal part of the Christian walk, there is no such thing as neutrality—you’re either moving toward God or away from Him. We share how testimonies of God’s past faithfulness can serve as fuel for your fire. And if you’re new in your faith or feel you haven’t seen God clearly move
Remember Who Is Walking With You
In this season finale, we dive into the importance of remembering who walks with you—God Himself. When we remind our spirits of His omnipresent and omnipotent power, it strengthens and encourages us in every season. God is not apathetic; He is powerful and engaged in every detail of our lives. As we encounter more of Him, more is also expected of us. Rather than letting our circumstances define wh
Partnering with the Holy Spirit
In this episode, we dive into what it means to truly be a good partner with the Holy Spirit. If God is the one doing the work—if He is both the author and the finisher—then what is our role in the process of transformation? We look at the biblical foundation that makes clear it is God who initiates growth, while our part is to respond with a “yes” to His work. Partnership with the Holy Spirit mean
Following the Leadership of the Lord
God’s leadership is never random—it’s intentional. In this episode, we talk about how He so often leads us one step at a time, giving only a piece of the puzzle instead of the full picture. It’s in that space of uncertainty where He’s calling us to trust Him deeply. Fear makes us want control, but faith moves when we don’t have all the answers. We were created to follow, not to lead—and when we tr
Burning For God
We were not made for a lukewarm, half-hearted faith — we were created to burn. In this episode, we dive into the holy dissatisfaction we often feel when our lives don’t align with the fullness we were made for. That longing inside you? It’s the reminder that you were created to burn for the Lord.
But here’s the truth: you are not the originator or the sustainer of that fire. God Himself is the all
The God of Sacrifice
Sacrifice is more than giving up something—it’s a radical declaration that no one and nothing holds a higher place in our hearts than God Himself. It echoes the first and greatest commandment: God is a jealous God who demands our wholehearted devotion. Our sacrifices remind us daily that we are His alone, willing to surrender anything at His call.
In this powerful episode, we dive deep into the es
Waiting on God
Waiting seasons are often misunderstood as idle or unproductive, but in this podcast, we reveal how they are actually incredibly fertile ground for growth and transformation. Walking hand in hand with the Good Gardener during these times, though little may change on the outside, gardens blossom within—deep roots of faith, character, and confidence take hold.
We dive into the story of Abraham and S
When You're Feeling Far From God
In this episode, we explore a deeply relatable part of the Christian walk — those seasons when God feels distant or silent. We unpack the truth that if Scripture is fully trustworthy, then the feeling of separation from God is not reality, but a distortion.
We talk about how easy it is to idolize the distance — to let the silence define our relationship with God — when in truth, we’re called to ke
Unforgiveness
In this powerful and soul-stirring episode, we dive deep into the heart of forgiveness. We unpack how unforgiveness isn’t just a relational barrier; it’s a spiritual blockade. Like a massive boulder damming up a river, unforgiveness halts the flow of our connection with God, keeping His grace and presence from reaching the deepest parts of our lives.
Through the lens of the parable of the unforgiv
Dying To Yourself: Part 2
In this second part of our two-part series, we dive deep into the truth that following Christ demands complete surrender—a full death to self. Not halfway. Not 75%. But fully. Drawing from Mark 8:35, we explore the hard, beautiful reality that true discipleship means laying down our desires, our comfort, and our control in full obedience to God—even when it hurts.
Obedience isn’t always convenient
Dying to Yourself: Part 1
In this powerful first installment of our two-part series "Dying to Yourself," we dive deep into another element of a life fully surrendered to Jesus. Following Him doesn’t just mean adjusting your behavior—it often means completely dismantling the unhealthy belief systems we've built our lives around.
In this episode, we talk about the uncomfortable but necessary process of letting go—of learning
Community & It's Original Design
In this episode, we dive into the divine origin of community—tracing it all the way back to God Himself. Before humanity ever breathed a breath, relationship already existed. God—the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit—were in perfect communion. Community isn’t a human idea; it’s a reflection of the very nature of God.
We talk about how the identity of each Person in the Trinity is deeply intertw
The Frequency of God
In this episode, Fedhii dives deep into the mystery and beauty of hearing God’s voice. He draws a powerful parallel between the spiritual and natural realms, likening God’s voice to a frequency constantly being transmitted—like a radio station. Just because you're not tuned in doesn’t mean the station isn’t playing. The signal is there. The sound is active. The voice of God is alive and speaking—a
Fear of the Future
In this episode, we talk honestly about the fear that can come with thinking about the future. Biiftuu vulnerably shares her own story—how questions like “Where is my life going?” or “What will I become?” used to fill her with anxiety. But she also shares how the Lord met her in that fear and gently led her into freedom. Followers of Jesus aren’t called to be in control—we’ve surrendered the right
Your Beliefs Shape Your Reality
In this episode, Fedhii explores the powerful truth that what we believe—whether healthy or unhealthy—deeply shapes our reality. Drawing from a personal story and the biblical account of the Roman centurion in Luke 7:1–10, he unpacks how our expectations of God influence our encounters with Him. When we show up with faith, our experience of God begins to mirror our belief in Him. It’s not just abo
Keeping Jesus as Homebase
In this episode, Fedhii dives into the vital truth that Jesus must remain our homebase. He reflects on how humans are naturally drawn to be mesmerized by something—but often, we chase after the wrong things.
Through a vivid and moving bike analogy, he paints a picture of what it looks like to keep Jesus at the center. One pedal is the truth that “God loves me and wants to be with me.” As that peda
The Importance of Fighting Forgetfulness
In this powerful episode, we unpack a struggle many of us face but rarely name: forgetting God's faithfulness. When storms hit, it’s easy to panic and lose sight of how God has come through for us before. We explore the moments when even the disciples forgot—terrified in a boat just after Jesus fed thousands. Or the Israelites, overwhelmed by giants, even though God had split seas and rained down
Fear and It's Consequences
In this episode, Fedhii shares a personal encounter he had with Jesus that reshaped his understanding of fear and faith. He unpacks how easily we can fall into the trap of listening to the voice of fear—and how doing so shapes our reality more than we realize. Through vulnerability and truth, Fedhii challenges listeners to acknowledge the impact of fear-driven decisions and encourages them to tune
Hearing God's Voice: Part 2
In this follow-up episode, we continue the conversation on hearing God's voice—acknowledging that while it can sometimes feel unfamiliar or even strange, it's a vital part of walking closely with Him. We talk about how learning to follow God's leading often sets you apart, just like the key figures we see throughout Scripture. Their lives weren’t always easy or typical, but they were marked by obe
Hearing God's Voice: Part 1
In this episode, we dive deep into what it truly means to hear the voice of God. We talk about how being intentional in this area doesn’t just improve your Christian walk—it transforms it. We open up about our own journeys, the moments we knew it was God speaking, and how we've learned to grow in recognizing His voice. We also break down why faith is essential in this process, and how the enemy co
According To Your Faith
In this episode, we explore how your faith alone can shift things in your life, even in the most difficult circumstances. Drawing from Matthew 9:29—“Let it be done to you according to your faith”—we reflect on how Jesus healed the blind man in accordance to his faith and how the man walked away healed because of it. We talk about how discouragement can cloud our perspective, but the nature of God
He's In Your Passions Too
In this episode, Fedhii opens up about a beautiful truth: Jesus loves to be with us in the things we love. Too often, we limit communion with God to only traditional or religious practices—but Jesus is far more personal and present than we sometimes realize. We talk about how He delights in spending time with us while we’re doing the things that bring us joy—whether it’s creating, working out, pla
Shame That Separates
In this episode, we dive into the heavy weight of shame — how it creeps into the lives of believers and convinces us that God is disappointed, distant, or done with us. But the truth is, shame was never meant to be our companion. We were never meant to live in hiding. We explore how shame subtly convinces us to hide from God, pulling us away from the very One who longs to meet us with love, not co
The Fear of Man: Slipping Off the Ring
In this episode, we confront a subtle but serious tension many believers face: the fear of being publicly associated with Jesus. Are we sometimes more concerned with being "relatable" than being fully set apart?
We dive into the image of the Bride and the Groom — how strange it would be if a bride slipped off her wedding ring depending on the room she walked into. And yet, as the Church, do we do
When Feelings Try to Lead
In this episode, we dive deep into what it truly means to live a fully submitted life to Jesus — not just in actions, but in the raw, real places of our hearts: our emotions.
In a culture that often idolizes self-awareness and being "in touch" with our feelings, we challenge the idea that emotions should lead us. Instead, we unpack the beauty and necessity of bringing our emotions under the lordsh
Living Given to Jesus
In this episode of The Consecrated Podcast, we dive into the concept of givenness, exploring how to cultivate a life set apart for God through practices of continual communion. The episode encourages listeners to view every moment, from the mundane to the extraordinary, as an opportunity for divine connection, teaching how to align our hearts and spirits with the presence of Jesus daily. Discover
God the Originator
In Episode 2 of the Consecrated Podcast, we'll explore the journey from performance-based faith to resting in God's unchanging love. We share personal anecdotes and spiritual insights that highlight how true relationship with Jesus begins with accepting God's initiating love and moving away from the pressures of proving oneself.
Through candid dialogue, we'll discuss the importance of honesty befo
In the Beginning...
Welcome to The Consecrated Podcast! In this very first episode, we share the burning "why" behind this podcast—what stirred our hearts, how God led us to this moment, and the journey that brought us here. We dive into powerful scriptures that have shaped our mission and explore the jealous, all-consuming love of God—a love that is awakening His bride to holiness, intimacy, and deep surrender. This
