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Death of an Artist

Death of an Artist

Pushkin Industries 19 Episodes Oct 6, 2026

Death of an Artist is a narrative podcast that investigates the lives and deaths of artists. In its third season, journalists Leon Neyfakh and Alice Gregory explore the story of children's book author Petra Mathers and her husband Michael, who died by suicide together in 2024. Through intimate interviews with friends and family, the season examines why the couple chose to die and the impact of their final words on those left behind. Earlier seasons revisited the death of Ana Mendieta and the relationship between Jackson Pollock and Lee Krasner.

Episodes

From A Slight Change of Plans: “I Will Never Leave You”
From A Slight Change of Plans: “I Will Never Leave You” Oct 6, 2026 2099 This week, we’re sharing an episode of another Pushkin podcast, A Slight Change of Plans, a show about who we are and who we become in the face of change. In this episode, host Maya Shankar interviews Lucy Kalanithi about her late husband Paul Kalanithi, author of the bestselling memoir “When Breath Becomes Air.” Lucy talks about being at her husband’s side during his final
Episode 6: By the Time You Get This Letter
Episode 6: By the Time You Get This Letter Sep 22, 2026 2527 “Dear Lottie and Herbie, by the time you read this, I will be dead . . . That's why I'm writing this letter. I've had a long and happy life doing what I loved best . . . Now it's time to make room for someone else on this earth.”  The letters Petra and Michael sent out echo the words of a letter in a children’s book Petra wrote 10 years earlier: the final installment in her
Episode 5: We Are Without Fear
Episode 5: We Are Without Fear Sep 15, 2026 2612 “I wrestle with: Was it courage, or was it cowardice?” This question animates a memorial service for Michael and Petra, held several months after their death. Alice and Leon want to understand it as well: Was Michael and Petra’s suicide a move toward something, or away from something else? To figure it out, they reach out to Michael and Petra’s families, to find out what ex
Episode 4: Bird on a Wire
Episode 4: Bird on a Wire Sep 8, 2026 2465 “It brought up all the things I've never done. All the risks I haven't taken. It was always about trying to be free, you know?” According to Michael Mathers’s first true love, he was always a romantic. Was the death orchestrated with Petra the ending of a love story he’d been trying to craft all along? Get early, ad-free access to the entire season of Death of an Artist by
Episode 3: The Train Has Left the Station
Episode 3: The Train Has Left the Station Sep 1, 2026 2614 “I have never regretted my decision, only the amount of unhappiness it caused you. Still, unforgivingness is the product of those who feel it.”  When Petra and Michael died, they left everyone in their lives behind. But it wasn’t the first time: When Petra first fell in love with Michael, she left her son Tillmann to be with him. In an interview with Alice and Leon, Tillmann
Episode 2: It’s Lonely Without You, Friends
Episode 2: It’s Lonely Without You, Friends Aug 25, 2026 2803 “I would've screamed. I would've shouted. I would've cried out. I would've protested. I would've given a million reasons to not leave this world.” Michael and Petra left their house and the logistics of their afterlife to their friend Patty—unbeknownst to Patty’s sister Virginia, who considered herself one of Michael and Petra’s best friends. Patty and Virginia have d
Episode 1: Dear Honeys
Episode 1: Dear Honeys Aug 25, 2026 2383 DISCLAIMER:  This podcast is about suicide. Listener discretion is advised "When Michael and I got together some 40 plus years ago, we’d always planned on checking out together." In February of 2024, a letter arrived at the pharmacy in Astoria, Oregon. It was from local residents Petra and Michael Mathers, and they wanted to let the pharmacists know that they had died—by suicide. Petra
Introducing Death of an Artist Season 3: Petra Mathers and Her Michael
Introducing Death of an Artist Season 3: Petra Mathers and Her Michael Aug 18, 2026 198 When Alice Gregory and Leon Neyfakh started building a library for their infant daughter, they stumbled across a name in an obituary that Alice recognized from her own childhood: celebrated children’s book author and illustrator Petra Mathers. Petra had died by suicide alongside her husband, Michael Mathers. Both were in their late 70s, seemingly happy and healthy. The details of Petra and M
Bonus: The Women on the Scene with Audrey Flack
Bonus: The Women on the Scene with Audrey Flack Aug 23, 2024 973 Artist, musician and writer Audrey Flack shares her firsthand accounts of the downtown New York City art scene in the mid-twentieth-century and a song she and her band, The History of Art, wrote about Jackson Pollock.  Flack passed away in June. For more about her life, see “Audrey Flack, Creator of Vibrant Photorealist Art, Dies at 93.” See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
Bonus: Krasner's Way with Eleanor Nairne
Bonus: Krasner's Way with Eleanor Nairne Jun 28, 2024 1538 Katy speaks with Eleanor Nairne, who first introduced her to Lee Kranser’s work. Back in 2019, Nairne exhibited a groundbreaking retrospective of Lee Krasner’s work while she was senior curator at the Barbican Art Gallery in London. Today she is the Keith L. and Catherine Sacks Curator and Head of Modern and Contemporary Art at the Philadelphia Museum of Art. In this episode, a dive into Krasner’s
Episode 6: A Phoenix From the Ashes
Episode 6: A Phoenix From the Ashes Jun 21, 2024 1497 1956. New York City. After Pollock’s death, Krasner balances her new role as executor of his estate and her ambitions to continue making art.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
Episode 5: The Kiss of Death
Episode 5: The Kiss of Death Jun 14, 2024 1332 1955. Upper West Side. Jackson Pollock seeks help from a psychotherapist practicing controversial methods.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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