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Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,
Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,
What happens when you believe God revealed your future spouse or 'the one' but the relationship ends or didn't even materialize? If you’ve ever said, 'I thought God told me he was my future husband,' this podcast is for you. We talk openly about Christian relationship disappointments, dating struggles, and the pain of believing in a God-promised marriage that didn’t happen. Each episode explores rebuilding trust in God after a 'kingdom spouse' heartbreak. This is a safe space for Christian women wondering if God broke His promise, why He allowed a kingdom relationship to end, and whether they can trust God again.
Episodes
Discernment in Christian Relationships
Have you ever had questions about discernment in Christian relationships?
Especially after heartbreak?
In this episode -the first of a mini series on discernment- we explore what biblical discernment really means while I share my own story of believing God showed me who would be my future spouse but it didn’t work out.
We contrast common misconceptions—like expecting a supernatur
Navigating Healing When You ” Miss Them” After Heartbreak
Do you feel like you’re trying your best to heal and move on after relationship disappointment... but somehow you find yourself reminiscing, or even missing the person who hurt you?
You might be thinking "Why do I miss them even though I know what happened?"
If so, this episode is for you.
In this honest conversation, we talk about the tension of "I miss them even though they broke my heart.
Who Am I After Heartbreak? Reaffirming Identity After Christian Relationship Disappointment
Do you feel as if a piece of you is missing after heartbreak? Or as if you are not sure who you are anymore?
If so, this episode is for you.
In this episode we explore how heartbreak can make you feel like you lost a part of your identity. Moreover, we go through some reminders about what the Bible says about your worth and identity in Christ, and not in a relationship outcome.
 
Forgiveness After Relationship Disappointment and Heartbreak
Do you find that you are are finding it more difficult than usual to forgive, after your last relationship disappointment or heartbreak?
Do you have questions about what forgiveness truly is, why do you need to forgive and if you can forgive while maintaining healthy boundaries?
If so, this episode is for you.
Using Scripture, practical imagery, and gentle guidance, the episod
When Someone Else Gets the Future You Wanted: Christian Dating, Comparison & Relationship Disappointment
What if you’re not just grieving the person, but the future you thought you were going to have?
What if you believe that someone received the relationship or future you believed was going to be yours?
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we talk about how to release jealousy and comparison when you believe someone else got the future you wanted.
If you’re navigating heartb
When You're Tired of Trying to Figure It Out: Finding Rest After Christian Relationship Disappointment
What if you’re not just heartbroken… you’re exhausted from trying to understand what happened?
After a Christian relationship ends-especially one you believed God was leading-you may find yourself constantly replaying conversations, questioning your decisions, analyzing what God was doing, and searching for an explanation.
In this restful episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment
Afraid to Hear God Again? | Rebuilding Discernment After Relationship Disappointment
What happens when you believed God was leading you toward a relationship… but it fell apart?
In Episode 10 of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we explore the fear of listening to God again after relationship and spiritual disappointment. Maybe you’ve been asking yourself: Did I hear God wrong? Can I still discern His voice? What if I make the same mistake again?
When a relationship you believed wa
Angry with God After Heartbreak? Healing After Disappointment about "The One"
Have you ever been angry with God?
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we tackle one of the most difficult and often unspoken topics in the Christian faith: anger toward God ...especially after heartbreak or after relationship disappointment.
Together, we'll explore whether it's sinful to be angry with God, how to recognize hidden anger that may be affecting your r
When God Feels Silent After Heartbreak | Is God Still Speaking?
Do you feel like your prayers are hitting the ceiling, especially in a season of heartbreak or relationship disappointment? Do you feel like you desperately need an answer but it feels as if God is on "airplane mode"?
Then this episode is for you.
This episode explores the difference between God’s silence and His absence, especially after heartbreak or when a promised 'kingdom spouse' didn&r
The Shame of ”Getting It Wrong” | Overcoming Spiritual Embarrassment
What hurts more than the breakup?
The questions after.
"So...when's the wedding?"
"Have you set a date yet?"
"How's the planning going?"
If you believed God revealed "the one" to you, and the relationship ended or never began, the shame can feel heavier than the heartbreak itself.
In this episode, we gets honest about navigating spiritual embarrassment, hiding, and the lies shame te
When God Feels Distant After Relationship Disappointment | Can I Trust God Again?
Have you ever wanted to pray... but didn't know what to say to God?
After a relationship you believed God revealed or promised ends - or didn't even begin, the heartbreak often goes far beyond losing the relationship. It can leave you questioning whether you can trust God, hear His voice, or even feel safe bringing Him your honest emotions.
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, Lori ex
You’re Not Crazy for Trusting God about ” The One”
Have you ever wondered, "Was I crazy for believing God?" If you've experienced disappointment in relationships, heartbreak, or you're struggling to trust God after a breakup, this episode is for you. In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we'll talk about the fear, confusion, shame, and self-doubt that can follow when you believed God revealed your future spouse...but the relationship e
I Thought God Revealed My Future Husband (Part 2)...But He Married Someone Else
What happens when you truly believe God showed you your future spouse... and the relationship still falls apart?
In this episode, I'm sharing the painful aftermath of heartbreak, the confusion that followed, and the hard questions I brought to God when everything I thought made sense suddenly didn't.
If you've ever replayed the dreams, signs, scriptures, or confirmations and asked yourself, Did I
My Story: I Thought God Showed Me My Future Spouse ( Part 1)
I thought God showed me my future husband. I was sure. I prayed, I waited, I believed ....but things did not turn out how I expected.
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment I share Part 1 of my story, where I’m getting real about what it’s like when what you thought was a promise doesn’t come to pass.
If you’ve ever wrestled with unfulfilled prophetic words, spiritual disappointment,
When What You Believed God Said, Didn’t Happen
Have you ever believed God revealed your future spouse... only for the relationship to fall apart or never happen at all?
If so, you're not alone.
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, host Lori opens up about one of the most painful experiences many Christians silently carry...the heartbreak that comes when a relationship you believed was from God doesn't materialize or un
You Are Not Alone, This Space is for YOU
This episode introduces Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a safe space for people who believed God revealed their future spouse but experienced heartbreak, confusion, or never saw the relationship begin. The host Lori shares candid reflections on feelings of aloneness, shame, and doubt when a spiritual promise doesn't materialize.
Lori validates those emotions, reads from her personal journal, and en
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