The Pedophile Huntress
This podcast is a safe and nurturing community for healing for survivors of childhood sexual abuse and other forms of trauma. It provides a place for the brokenhearted person looking for connection, support and understanding. The host shares statistics about sexual abuse in the United States, highlighting the prevalence and underreporting of such crimes.
Episodes
The Advice You Need to Hear #LifeChanging #QnA
This powerful short video presents a message about the "Bits n' B" campaign, a "non profit" initiative that addresses anonymous messages from viewers. The speaker emphasizes the value of shared "trauma in story" and experiences over traditional counseling. This approach fosters a strong sense of "community" by providing guidance and support.We answer ano
My Family Hide this for Decades Until I Spoke Up!
Clip from Lisa's interview. Listen to the entire interview on this channel.
Clip from Interview with Lisa
The injustice to the victims of the attackers. Attackers get immediate legal counsel while victims must prove and pay.
Louise Sedgwick Interview | Lifting Survivors from Shame
In this powerful episode of The Pedophile Huntress, we discuss the profound impact of childhood trauma, including sexual abuse and sex trafficing by her father. Louise Sedwick shares her personal journey and work, offering hope and insights for those navigating complex mental health challenges like cptsd. This conversation sheds light on recovery and healing for survivors.You can find Louise here:
Awakening You | A Virtual Retreat (Feb. 13 & 14)
Join me for a 2-day virtual retreat (Feb 13-14) to rediscover true connection. No quick fixes or clichés - just honest reflection and spiritual growth.Why Valentine's Day?Because it's time to reclaim intimacy where it was first lost.Is this you?• Disconnected fromdesire & trust after childhood sexual trauma• Tired ofsuperficial human connections• Seeking authenticencounter with God Reo
God Heals Your Heart | Here's How It's Different
Join us for an insightful discussion on how God heals, contrasting it with worldly healing methods. This session features certified heart healers sharing their extensive experience in inner heart healing. We explore concepts of emotional healing and the journey towards deep healing, emphasizing that recovery and miracle are within reach through divine intervention. #ucu What does identity mean?How
Full Interview: Author Ricky Brockwell on Healing Lives Through His Story
Ricky Brockwell's shocking true story begins with a boy who learned to sleep light, run toward his mother's screams, and absorb the blows from a father unraveling in drunken rage. When "safety" meant being sent away to various relatives' homes, sexual predators licked their lips. As Ricky learns to fight for his survival, he grinds his way to become an accomplished Christian
What Real Healing Looks Like According to Scripture #faith #jesus
This video expands on the concept of "Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers," focusing on a new educational panel discussing how God heals hearts. It's a journey of "spiritual awakening" and "healing journey" that invites viewers to reflect on their "faith" and embrace "god's message today" for continuous growth, all inspired by the
Real Healers Don't Just Pray Once #knightfall #prophetic
This video introduces a "panel program" that focuses on spiritual insights, featuring a discussion on "Awakening Knightfall." The speaker shares experiences with spiritual practices, highlighting the importance of continuous engagement beyond initial altar calls. This "knowledge sharing" aims to provide a deeper understanding of "prophetic ministry" and its
Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers Panel on Devine Healing
Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers: Panel program featuring Staci Winn, Jennifer Hallaway and Jodie Tedder."Awakening" is a spiritual renewal, like waking from spiritual death to new life in Christ, healing that meets your broken heart and creates life, peace and movement. Spurred by Holy Spirit this discussion provides insights into kingdom living and spiritual well-being.In
Jodie & Jenn Expose the Truth About Spiritual Healing
This video introduces a panel discussion on "Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers," featuring Jennifer Hallaway sharing her insight to healing. In the interest and concerns of our viewers, I have put together this new educational panel on how God heals hearts. This panel is a collaboration and discussion about healing from God's perspective. We are all heart healers certifie
The Decade I Spent Grieving—Until I Found This
This video introduces a panel discussion on "Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers," featuring Staci Winn sharing her path to healing. In the interest and concerns of our viewers, I have put together this new educational panel on how God heals hearts. This panel is a collaboration and discussion about healing from God's perspective. We are all heart healers certified through
Adoptive Dad's Dark Secrets Revealed
This video shares a powerful **true story** from a courageous **survivor**, openly discussing her experience with **child abuse** at the hands of her mother's husband, after losing her birth father. The host explores the profound impact of such **childhood trauma** and the complexities of these delicate situations.
Can Forgiveness Change Your Life Forever?
This video features a powerful discussion about "healing" and "forgiveness" with author Kathleen Johnson. She shares insights from her books, including practical advice on "how to heal" and cultivate "healing" through devine intervention. The conversation also explores methods on "how to forgive," what meditation and energy work looks like, and enc
The Truth Behind PPE Kids Revealed!
Exploring the depths of true crime against children, this episode features an interview with Sonni Wilson, founder of PPE Kids, Org. They offer inspiration and insights into the predator mindset. The episode touches upon the realities of crime perpetrated against children and its impact on individuals and communities. Stay tuned for a thought-provoking discussion.PPE Kids provides training and bac
What Really Happened on that Fishing Trip?
Sharing a personal story of child s*x abuse can be a difficult first step towards recovery. This video highlights the lasting impact of childhood trauma. Remember, healing from trauma is possible, and facing your fear is a sign of strength.
Spoiled or Neglected
The special time with abusers, the special time we get from abusers. This is a hidden message of abuse. The love card!
Trauma & Sexuality
Do you recognize how childhood sexual trauma effects sexuality?
Chaos, Confusion, Mistrust
Chaos, confusion – mistrust you no longer belong in the life of the person hearing my voice.Peace, rest& love now replaces the damage.
How I Found Real Peace After Years of Chaos
What does authentic look like? Do I have to be perfect to find God? Does he ask that of me? I share what the real road to healing is like...it's paved with imperfection and honesty. God needs us in our truest form to find us.Continue your **healing journey** and **overcome** the challenges in your life with unwavering **faith**. Explore the depths of **spirituality** and nurture your **persona
Meet the Woman Behind Powerful Documentaries!
In this episode, we feature a conversation with a talented filmmaker, Mary Knight, who shares insights into her work and experiences. She has produced several full documentary films, including Am I Crazy, My Journey to Determnie if my Memories are True. Her search through satantic ritualistic abuse and being s*x trafficed as a child. Please contact Mary Knight at maryknighthappy@yahoo.com. Her doc
"Jesus is right here with me"
Sara shares her personal experience with Prophetic Heart Healing.
How One Man Overcame a Broken Childhood
In this inspiring episode, we explore the power of self improvement and healing through the journey of our guest David Zailer, who shares his story of overcoming a fractured childhood. Join us as we discuss love, inner child healing, and the importance of self growth in our paths toward spiritual growth and emotional wounds healing. David is a speaker and author. He's written When Lost Men Com
Are You Living Your Own Story?
We're all engaged in the art of **storytelling**, but how many of us can say we're living with true **authenticity**? Many are caught up telling **life stories** of others, rather than tapping into **self awareness** to answer the question **who am i** and **find yourself**. As I always say UCU!Don't just be a spectator in life. Be Brave! Stand up and find yourself.Send me an email at
Personal Story of The Pedophile Huntress
My last guest asked me if I had ever told my own story on this podcast. It occurred to me that I had not.This is my story.It begins in 1964 in a tiny house on Deleware Lane. My father began raping me when I was three and the last time he raped me I was 16. I have overcome so many obstacles to be the person I am today. I take you through the murder in 1968.I tell you that I have been married four t
Audio Sample for True Crime Noir Memoir - A Prisoner by No Crime of My Own
Have you ever wondered how you go back and find the memories of your childhood that are lost? Have you experienced or do you experience trauma amnesia?This is a clip for my audiobook talking about recovering buried traumatic memories.Listen to the entire audiobook here:https://www.audible.com/pd/A-Prisoner-by-No-Crime-of-My-Own-Audiobook/B0C3WK21ZK?eac_link=PkYch4C9cAYF&ref=web_search_eac_asin
Interview with Sara | It Started in Fifth Grade
Sara joins us for a indepth look at a child's life breached by a sexual predator her mother invited into their home to life with them. She shares the journey of prosecuting "Tim" eventually after he abuses the neighbor. After sentencing, the pedophile kills himself in the woods.She talks about her life after the abuse. Drugs, sex and rock n' roll themed her unsettled life. Until
Ep. #3 | Teenage Babysitting at the Neighbors w/ a Father Predator
Kalli shares her story of a predator that she met in the father of the children she watched next door. Kalli discusses the grooming of man that was a friend to her father. She talks about the many triggers that were left in her life as she grew and the many missing years of her teenage years that were lost to trauma amnesia.
What is prophetic heart healing?
Jill shares what it was like for her to go through a PHH session with me. She shares, "it felt like God was with her."
Prophetic Heart Healing
“The most courageous thing you’ll ever do is face your own heart.” Elise Turango, Founder of PHH.Have you been through counseling and your heart is still broken? Are you struggling with trying to comfort yourself through things that hurt you? Book a virtual one-on-one session with me.Not because of me.But because I learned how to partner with God in healing. I do not strive to fix people, but help
The Pedophile Huntress Interviews Jill
As an adult, Jill learns during a family trip that her mother reveals her father sexually abused her in childhood, though Jill has no memory of the abuse. Join us for a candid discussion around trauma amnesia. How much does Jill remember? The internal conflict she has about searching for her story or leaving it buried in the past.
A Prayer for the Predator
Father, as I sit here with you this morning, my heart isconcerned for your people. Particularly the ones that have come through severe childhood trauma and those children that would be targeted for this tyranny. I worry about them. I love them and I want you to guard them from the cruel andoppressive predator.
Your Destiny & Purpose
How is God guiding you to your destiny & purpose?
The Valley of Decision
Reading from my Blog: " I've done so many things wrong I can hardly decide which one to talk about. In anger, I fought for my own way. I drank too much. I slept with men I didn't even know. I harbored the desire for power and money. Secretly, I wanted revenge."https://thepedophilehuntress.com/2025/05/23/the-valley-of-decision-2/
Interview with Lisa (from Australia)
Lisa and I have been social media friends for over five years. Together we fight the battle to bring voice and victory around issues of childhood sexual crimes. We hope to bring power to those that were abused, strength and alertness to world at large.Lisa told her story on the “I AM EVIDENCE” podcast (link below) and she shares it also here. She is a survivor (we both agree we need a different wo
Interview with Charlie Flach | A Life Shattered By Homosexuality
At just 4 years old, Charlie was abused by an 18-year-old neighbor, and it shaped his world. With an absentee father and a stoic, unemotional mother, Charlie searched for love in all the wrong places. He struggled with his identity andchoices that felt like traps, shaping a narrative of homosexuality and promiscuity that often felt like he was living a lie. At 7 years old Charlie began a sexual re
Prophetic Heart Healing
Have you ever wondered why your emotions just seem to run amok at random times?If you are struggling with an area of your life, and would like to experience a breakthrough and deeper connection with JESUS, I am looking for a few volunteers to sign up with me to receive Heart Healing, and thereby helping me get my requirements done to be qualified in the Certification process.
The Connection Between Childhood Sexual Crimes and the Nature of Evil
This was an ask from a former guest and viewer. "Evil delights in sexual abuse because the return on investment is maximized. It takes but seconds to abuse, but the consequences can ruin the glory of a person for a lifetime."I discuss the battle for our heart's devotion between God and Satan. Most of us know there is something working against us -- we don't need to be convinced but what does it lo
Why Does God Allow Innocent Children to Suffer?
What does the bible say about this? Said another way we could ask, "Do I pay for the sins of my parents?"
I hear this question a lot! Some insist that no one but God can be ultimately responsible for such suffering.
I share my thoughts and what the bible says about this.
Clip from Russell Stagg | Did you have a choice?
Sometimes we believe we had a choice in the abuse. Nothing could be farther from the truth.
Interview with Klara Toth (January 2025)
Klara sent me an email over the holiday break sharing her story.
She was raised in People's Republic of Hungary when it was still under communist rule. She left Hungary and made it to the United States when she was 16 years old. Her story is a gripping one.
Follow along with her as she discusses her early years in a communist country and the horrors that held. She then moves us through her lif
Panel Discussion About How to Get thru the Holidays without Family
This discussion addresses the many real problems and heart issues with moving into the holiday season without your family of origin.
We discuss what it felt like for us, we share stories of starting the journey of healing by moving away from families of incest, and what new traditions we created and how we've made it through.
I'm taking a break from this podcast. I will return in January of 2025 r
The Pedophile Huntress | Interview with PPE Kids
Protect | Prevent | Empower - PPD Kids
Sonni and Bob Wilson join me in this episode t discuss their nonprofit. Sonni also share her story of abuse growing up and how empowered her to move in this direction to help.
They work with churchs on policy and procedures on how to watch for predators in church environments. They hope to bring technology for facial recognition so pedophiles cannot move from
The Pedophile Huntress | Guest Latarsha Haughton
Latarsha has joined me before. She gave birth to her father's child in her senior year at 18 year olds. She raised him keeping the secret hidden until she was about 40 years old (you can listen to her entire story in an earlier episode).
In this interview we talk about how she "knew the church" but didn't have the intimacy with Jesus that she needed. She stepped away from ministry to catch the spi
The Pedophile Huntress | Aftercare Chat with Emily
The interview with Priscilla Bordayo sparked questions and I heard from many of you. Emily and I discuss many of those questions and reactions. Unscripted and raw we go through the emotions left after listening to the Priscilla episode.
Should you separate from families of incest?
Spirit of Religion v. God
What define forgiving our abusers?
What does safety for the children look in families
Babel of the Huntress | My Thoughts
Teachers like Joyce Meyer and Beth Moore promote a form of absolution to sexually abusive parents. I would argue that absolution is not theirs to give.
There is so much chatter within religious circles about forgiveness. Almost to the point of piety or self-righteouness. As if to say, "Aren't I so good." My aim is not to be good but Godly -- and I assure you there is a big difference.
My thought
The Pedophile Huntress | Interview with Priscilla Bordayo
Priscilla works for Crime Survivors for Safety and Justice and does a lot of advocacy work. She will have @RealTalkKim at her conference for sexual abuse survivors in the next month.
You won't want to miss this lively discussion. Is it faith or the Spirit of Religion? Religion hides incest. Jesus sets these stories free.
Priscilla shares her own story of her childhood sexual crimes that began at
The Pedophile Huntress | Discussion with Joeann | It's Ok to Not Be Ok
Joeann is the author of Taking a Different Path, Finding Joy in the Journey. Joeann shares how her sexual abuse started at the age of 5 and continued until 11 or 12. What residual changes lasted, how do emotions take a backseat and how to we find the strengthen to believe ourselves and stand up and fight for ourself.
Join us for this lively discussion where we talk about our sexuality, pornography
Generational Change
Clip discussing the greatest gift of family toxic change -- making a brighter future for the next generation!
Can you leave your toxic family?
This is a clip from the panel discussion about family relationships with Emily and Carol.
Listen to the entire episode.
Clip from Panel Discussion with Carol & Emily
Watch the entire episode if you like this clip.
Monthly Panel Discussion with Emily and Carol | Family Relationships
Welcome to another episode of The Pedophile Huntress.
We are here with a common goal…that you be encouraged in heart and united in love -- we hope to bring an intervention in areas of your life that you are struggling in. We’ve been there. We’ve lived it. We understand. Welcome!
Tonight’s discussion –
** Family Relationships
***First steps with our siblings and parents when discussion our a
Clip with Licensed Therapist | Do you believe woman abuse?
It may be easier for the world at large to not believe the majority of pedophilia is through incest. Mothers, brothers and fathers abuse. That's just the sad truth.
Clip with Russell Stagg | Did you have a choice?
Pedophiles like us to believe we had a choice in the abuse they laddeled into our life. Do you believe you had a choice?
Book Trailer for A Prisoner by No Crime of My Own
Video book trailer for my true crime story of a child witness to murder.
Interview with Russell Stagg | Author of "One in Six"
Russell Stagg, author of One In Six, A Man's Guide to Overcoming Sexual Abuse, joined me for an very insightful conversation. Russell is a licensed pschyotherapist and has helped hundreds of men recover.
Tens of millions of men are survivors of child sexual abuse. Studies by the CDC, NSPCC, and others show males experience sexual abuse at almost the same rate as females, and have mainly femal
Clip | If you think you have a bad therapist. . .
Watch the entire episode.
Clip Discussing Emotional Responsibility to Mom
Listen to the entire episode.
Clip Discussing Brother/Sister Incest
Listen to the entire episode.
The Pedophile Huntress | Panel Discussion on Last Effects of CSA
We discuss:
1) The intricately woven places childhood sexual crimes hide in our lives, in our thoughts and in our beliefs.
o I’m not safe – no one is safe
o Everyone lies
o God is guilty of bad things
o I need to turn to an addiction to stop the confusion and pain
2) When is it okay to take breaks from counseling, EMDR, and other such healing methods
o whenever you need to
o you are in contro
The Pedophile Huntress | Clip discussing Toxic Love with Abusers
Listen to the full episode!
The Pedophile Huntress | Clip of When Faith Hurt
Full episode available.
The Pedophile Huntress | When Faith Hurts
“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, ‘What! You too? I thought I was the only one.” C.S. Lewis
Join the discussion – why the church is reluctant to have the topic of incest and childhood sexual crimes discussed openly in church.
My guest with me today is Tanya. She emailed me about the abuse she suffered at the hands of her brother for years. The church has not off
The Pedophile Huntress | Why Report Childhood Sexual Crimes?
This episode discusses why it's important to report these sexual crimes to law enforcement. The importance of protecting the children behind us. Pedophiles rarely change. Their other victims could be saved by us using our mouths to report and testify against the pedophile.
We discuss what it was like to report in the 90s and how there are signficant changes now that aide the process.
What a
The Pedophile Huntress | Dicussion About Trauma & Recovery
Join Carol Boyce, Emily, and me as we chat through the various triggers we encounter, the DNA results that demand a better understanding of babies born through incest, and more.
We share the candid journey of what it looks like to heal from incest.
The Pedophile Huntress | Interview with Lin Martinez
Lin joins me in a candid discussion of growing up in the Bronyx with a mother that wouldn't protect her from her step-father. She shares her courageous journey and tells us where she is today.
You can follow Lin here:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@UCP7pqfcmSTIGXhX4n9ZbQhQ
The Pedophile Huntress | Part II | Leaving Toxic Families
Panel discussion with Carol Boyce, author of First, I Believe You, and Emily Parker. We continue our discussion about leaving families that hide incest.
What are we really leaving behind? We define "love" in families of incest.
Join us for this heartfelt, raw discussion.
The Pedophile Huntress | Panel Discussion About Breaking Ties with Family
I received an email with this discussion topic: Good morning, Jodie – I thought of a topic for discussion: the process of deciding to break ties with family of origin. When I was in that process I wished there were resources to help me - resources that weren’t just full of anger and contempt. So, I’d like to share my journey a bit to try to help others who might be considering staying or going in
The Pedophile Huntress | Discussion with Judy Kowalsky
Judy is the author of "The Art of Bristle."
Judy Kowalsky’s life is filled with alcoholism, suicide, and tragic loss. As an adult, the author encounters more heartbreaking catastrophes before realizing that she has spent a lifetime meeting the same personalities, experiencing challenging emotional years of learned behaviors and actions that go well beyond childhood.
Join us for this
Clip | Finding Joy on the Journey
From the full interview discussion with Joeann.
The Pedophile Huntress | Discussion with Joanne on Grief
Joanne Hall Crafton joins me to discuss grieve. She lost her husband over six months ago unexpectedly. We explore who we as children of childhood tragedy navigate these waters today. Of discussion veres of in many directions. It was a joy to have her.
Joanne also has a YouTube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/@joeannhallcrafton3014
The Pedophile Huntress | Panel Discussion | Phantom Pain
Living through childhood sexual trauma and rape leaves children with the inability to process there environment, the surroundings, culture and family they find themselves. Given to silence, our bodies create and try to release our trauma. Body tremors, leg pains, night terrors! All to try to tell someone we need help. We discuss this and much more.
The Cost of Healing Delayed
I read a blog journal about the cost of delaying my healing journey.
Clip of Interview with Terry Joe
What about suicide?
Clip of Panel Discussion Dissociation
Dissociation is a childhood friend to victims of childhood sexual abuse. We chat about that here. Listen to the entire episode.
Clip of Panel | Are Abusers Powerful Men?
Listen to the entire panel interview for more detail.
Clip of Panel | Urgency in Addressing Sexual Abuse
Seek justice! Protect the children and yourself.
Clip of Panel | Divine Transformation
Listen to the entire panel interview for more detail.
Clip of Panel | Breaking Down Pedophiles
Listen to the entire panel for more.
The Pedophile Huntress | Episode 5 | Panel Discussion Around Triggers
Triggers are very personal; different things trigger different people. Sensory memory can be extremely powerful and not feel logical. We are triggered through sight, sound, taste, touch and smell.
In incest is often a parent or grandparent that was the abuser.
Often someone who resembles the abuser or who has similar
traits or objects (i.e. clothing, hair color, distinctive walk) can be very trig
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