The Cosmic Matrix
The Cosmic Matrix is a podcast hosted by Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue that explores spirituality, psychology, esotericism, and self-work. Episodes delve into embodiment, relationships, the occult, and hyperdimensional realities, often connecting these themes to current events. The show frames its discussions around the evolution of consciousness and the process of awakening. Its overarching aim is to help listeners see through and transcend the Matrix.
Episodes
Why We Don’t Understand Each Other: The Confusion of Tongues | TCM #182 (Part 1)
We explore how conditioning, projection, levels of consciousness, and our level of Being shape perception, and what it takes to move toward real understanding, discernment, and receptivity to higher guidance.
For part 2, go here: https://veilofreality.com/2026/09/17/why-we-dont-understand-each-other-the-confusion-of-tongues-tcm-182-part-2-for-members/
Lindsay Clancy: Psychosis, Evil, or Spirit Possession? | TCM #181 (Part 1)
A psycho-spiritual exploration of the Lindsay Clancy case, examining psychosis, dissociation, psychiatric drugs, the nature of evil, and the disturbing possibility of spirit possession. To listen to part 2, go here: https://veilofreality.com/2026/08/28/lindsay-clancy-psychosis-evil-or-spirit-possession-tcm-181-part-2-for-members/
August Eclipse Season: Endings, Beginnings & Fated Turning Points | TCM #180 (Part 1)
We explore the deeper meaning of eclipse season, the astrology of the August 12 solar eclipse and August 27/28 lunar eclipse, and the major themes of endings, beginnings, revelations, and accelerated change. To access part 2 for members, go here: https://veilofreality.com/2026/08/09/august-eclipse-season-endings-beginnings-fated-turning-points-tcm-180-part-2-for-members/
The True Self, the False Self, and Finding Yourself Again | TCM #179 (Part 1)
This episode explores how the False Self develops, why it disconnects us from who we truly are, and how we can begin recovering the True Self through awareness, grief, embodiment, boundaries, self-compassion, and safe relationships.
To listen to Part 2 and support our work, join our membership: https://veilofreality.com/membership/
The Astrology Of Civilization’s Next Turning Point: The Basket Formation | TCM #178 (Part 1)
We explore one of the most significant astrological configurations of our lifetime: the rare planetary basket formation involving Jupiter, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto, which André Barbault called “the most benefic configuration of the century” and a potential relaunch of civilization. We also connect it with Terence McKenna’s Timewave Zero, the Yuga Shift, the Singularity, UFO disclosure, and more.
Spiritual Awakening or Spiritual Psychosis? | TCM #177 (Part 1)
A grounded exploration of the fine line between genuine spiritual awakening, spiritual emergency, and spiritual psychosis, and why real awakening requires psychological maturity, discernment, and integration.
Personal Will vs. Divine Will: From Striving to Surrender | TCM #176 (Part 1)
This episode explores the movement from personal will to spiritual will and Divine Will, clarifying why true surrender requires conscious participation, inner work, discernment, and the purification of the personal will rather than passivity or egoic striving.
To listen to Part 2 and support our work, join our membership:https://veilofreality.com/membership/
UFO Disclosure, False Light, and Spiritual Warfare | TCM #175 (Part 1)
In this episode, we explore how UFO disclosure is not just about aliens or hidden technology, but opens into the unveiling of the unseen, the rise of false light narratives, the battle over human consciousness, and the need for embodied discernment in the Time of Transition.
Uranus in Gemini: A Turning Point in Human Consciousness w/ Mark Jones | TCM #174 (Part 1)
In this episode of The Cosmic Matrix Podcast, we welcome back astrologer, teacher, and author Mark Jones for a deep exploration of the major outer planet shifts shaping our time.
Why We Put People on Pedestals: The Golden Shadow | TCM #173 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard explore the golden shadow, positive projection, and why we so often put people on pedestals, only to later feel disappointed, betrayed, or disillusioned, and what it takes to step more fully into our own light and potential.
The Yuga Shift and the Planetary Transition Ahead w/ Bibhu Dev Misra | TCM #172 (Part 1)
Bernhard speaks with researcher and author Bibhu Dev Misra, author of Yuga Shift: The End of the Kali Yuga and the Impending Planetary Transformation, about the Yuga Cycle, the end of the Kali Yuga, and the larger planetary transformation now underway.
The Shadow of Enlightenment: Confronting Spiritual Narcissism | TCM #171 (Part 1)
A deep exploration of narcissism, grandiosity, and spiritual narcissism, examining how the dragon of ego inflation can shape our psychology, distort relationships, and disguise itself as awakening, wisdom, and false light
The Luciferic Deception, Levels Of Consciousness, & Shadow Work w/ Daniel Harner | TCM #170 (Part 1)
A deep dive into David Hawkins' Map of Consciousness, Jungian shadow work, the Luciferic deception, and what authentic psychospiritual transformation really demands in these times.
Epstein Files And The End Of An Era: Exposing Shadows & Seeding A New Cycle | TCM #169 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura explore the deeper forces behind the Epstein file revelations, the current wave of global disillusionment, and the sense that we are living through the end of an era.
Thought Forms, Egregores, and the Mechanics of Mass Psychosis | TCM #168 (Part 1)
This episode examines how thoughts function as energetic forces, how elementals and egregores shape individual and collective behavior.
Your Psycho-Spiritual Guide to 2026 and the Peak of the Fourth Turning | TCM #167 (Part 1 )
We explore the Fourth Turning as a civilizational initiation, how the current crisis is reshaping our world from the inside out, what lies ahead as we move into 2026, and how to navigate the coming year and beyond.
Is the Kali Yuga Ending in 2025? The Great Turning and What It Asks of Us | TCM #166 (Part 1)
This podcast lays out the deeper cosmic, esoteric, and psycho-spiritual framework behind the state of the world today and why we are living through the most decisive threshold of the Great Year, also called the Yuga Cycle.
Spiritual Shocks: Why Souls Evolve Under Pressure | TCM #165 (Part 1)
In this episode, we explore why many people abandon inner work, how the ego and Lucifer can hijack the awakening process, what it truly takes to stay the course of spiritual transformation, and why “shocks” are often necessary to catalyze genuine growth.
Beyond Karma: The Mystery of Divine Grace | TCM #164 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura delve into the mysterious workings of Divine Grace and Divine Guidance, exploring how they transcend karma, effort, and logic to transform the soul through sudden breakthroughs.
A Guide to the Path of Individuation | TCM #163 (Part 1)
We dive deep into the Jungian journey of individuation: the essential inner process of becoming who we truly are by integrating the unconscious, working with the shadow, and letting go of all the false identities we’ve mistaken for ourselves.
The Eclipse, Mass Trauma and the Battle for Consciousness | TCM #162 (Part 1)
We explore the assassination of Charlie Kirk within the larger context of eclipses, conspiracy narratives, trauma, and hostile forces, showing how mass upheaval, dissociation, and the collective shadow challenge us to cultivate embodiment, discernment, shadow integration, and spiritual growth in a time of profound planetary transition.
Deepening Spiritual Discernment in an Age of Deception | TCM #161 (Part 1)
This episode explores the necessity of spiritual discernment in an age of deception, revealing how trauma, false light, AI, and hyperdimensional forces distort perception — and how to recognize the subtle hijacking of truth on the path of awakening.
How To Move From Victimhood To Empowerment | TCM #160 (Part 1)
A deep dive into the unconscious roles of Victim, Rescuer, and Persecutor, and how the Drama Triangle drives conflict, disempowerment, and division in both personal and collective life.
Why Awakening Often Begins With A Breakdown | TCM #159 (Part 1)
In this podcast, we explore the powerful and underappreciated work of Polish psychologist Kazimierz Dabrowski and his Theory of Positive Disintegration (TPD)—a developmental framework that redefines mental health, reframes suffering, and reveals the hidden path toward authentic individuality.
The Hidden Spiritual War Behind AI, Transhumanism, and Alien Disclosure w/ Gigi Young | TCM #158 (Part 1)
Gigi Young joins us to expose the deeper spiritual and occult forces behind AI, transhumanism, and alien disclosure, revealing how these modern narratives distort true esoteric knowledge and threaten the soul’s evolution.
NPCs, Soulless Humans, and Agent Smiths | TCM #157 (Part 1)
In this two-part series, we examine the controversial yet crucial topic of Organic Portals, NPCs (Non-Player Characters), Agent Smiths, and soulless humans. We aim to clarify the meaning of these terms, their origins, and how they have often been misunderstood and misapplied.
How The Hero’s Journey is Different for Women | TCM #156 (Part 1)
This podcast offers a deep exploration of the Heroine’s Journey, the woman's path of individuation, the inner path of feminine awakening, soul descent, and the integration of masculine and feminine within.
The Psychological, Spiritual, and Esoteric Aspects of the AI Revolution | TCM #155 (Part 1)
In this episode, we dive deeper into a topic that’s rapidly gaining attention: the accelerating rise of Artificial Intelligence. We turn our attention to what’s rarely explored: the psychological, spiritual, and esoteric dimensions of the AI revolution.
What You Lose When Waking Up (And What You Gain) | TCM #154 (Part 1)
In this episode, we want to discuss what waking up really means, not just politically or socially, but spiritually. We will explore what is lost in the process of waking up and what is waiting on the other side.
The Spiritual Warrior’s Path of Navigating the Spiritual Realms | TCM #153 (Part 1)
We explore six themes that are deeply relevant for anyone navigating the spiritual path in these increasingly complex times, any sincere seeker engaged in inner work, transcend the matrix, and help others in the process.
The Inner Marriage: Healing the Feminine and Masculine Within | TCM #152 (Part 1)
We delve into the profound and often hidden interplay between the feminine and masculine energies within each of us. This sacred inner union lies at the heart of Carl Jung’s concept of individuation—the journey of becoming a whole human being.
Our Atlantean Karma: Will We Repeat the Fall of Atlantis? | TCM #151 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura explore how the rise and fall of Atlantis—and its karmic continuation in ancient Egypt—mirror the exact dilemmas we face today. This knowledge is crucial because the same forces that once brought down a great civilization are rising again.
Vaccine Entities & Earthbound Spirits: The Spiritual Battle for Humanity w/ Thomas Mayer | TCM #150 (Part 1)
Thomas Mayer returns to the Cosmic Matrix podcast, presenting an update on his research on how the COVID vaccines disrupt the human energy system, create earthbound spirits, and contribute to materialistic indoctrination.
The Alchemy Of Physical And Spiritual Health | TCM #149 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard discuss the balance between physical and spiritual health, the astrological influences of the Virgo-Pisces nodal shift, the dangers of over-reliance on technology, and practical insights from the ancient yogic concept of the koshas for achieving holistic well-being.
Truth, Awakening, and the War on Consciousness w/ David Whitehead | TCM #148 (Part 1)
Bernhard Guenther and David Whitehead discuss geopolitical shifts, divisions in the truth movement, narrative manipulation, and the balance between inner work and activism in the fight for freedom.
The Masculine Wound And How To Heal It | TCM #147 (Part 1)
We explore the different feminine elements within a man and as depicted in the 12th century Grail myths. We will show how the lack of integrating these inner feminine figures shows up in men's lives and why integrating them is essential for a man's happiness and relationship with the women in his life.
Soul Purpose Vs. Ego Desires: Finding Your True Path | TCM #146 (Part 1)
This podcast is about helping you find your true path, what this will require of you, and how to differentiate between your ego desires and your deeper soul purpose, what's in the way of you finding your purpose and the inner work it requires, and more.
How To Thrive In 2025: A PsychoSpiritual Guide | TCM #145 (Part 1)
In this episode, Laura and Bernhard reflect on the end of this era and how we can use the power of our creativity right now to imagine the world we want to create as we enter a new era.
How Your Inner Work Fuels A Collective Awakening | TCM #144 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura discuss how inner psycho-spiritual positively affects the world and and why people at higher integrated levels of consciousness have significantly more power and positive effects in the world than people at lower states of consciousness.
Pluto in Aquarius: A New Era In Collective Evolution | TCM #143 (Part 1)
Big changes are ahead for humanity as Pluto has entered Aquarius for good over the next 20 years. In this podcast, Laura and Bernhard discuss Pluto in Aquarius from an evolutionary astrology perspective, how it relates to our collective Karma, soul psychology, and more.
Navigating The Timeline Split | TCM #142 (Part 1)
The world seems to have split into two distinct timelines, two different perceptions of reality. This has become more pronounced since the 2020 Saturn-Pluto conjunction. Polarization in the US seems to be increasing, and as we head into Pluto in Aquarius, this fragmentation may become more pronounced.
Conscious Art: Catalyzing Collective Evolution with Lubomir Arsov | TCM #141 (Part 1)
Visual artist and storyteller Lubomir Arsov joins Bernard Guenther to discuss the mission of art, creativity, and shadow work in the context of our times. Lubomir is the creator of the award-winning animated film "IN-SHADOW: A Modern Odyssey ", which explores the fragmented unconscious of our times.
Spiritual Awakening And Its Impact On Relationships | TCM #140 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard discuss waking up and its impact on losing friends, romantic partners, and family members. They share their personal experiences; they look at the different types of awakening, how different levels of being can impact a relationship, and more.
Mastering Emotions Amid Chaos & America’s Election Astrology | TCM #139 (Part 1)
In this episode, we'll look at what is happening from a bigger-picture astrological perspective. We discuss how our emotions affect how we see the world and how transmute negative feelings into positive ones to stay more grounded as we move through this evolutionary process.
How to Raise Your Level Of Consciousness | TCM #138 (Part 1)
In this episode, we discuss how you can raise your level of consciousness in practical terms and become more aligned with your essence and true Self.
The Father Wound: A PsychoSpiritual Healing Guide | TCM #137 (Part 1)
We discuss the main signs that you have a father wound from a psychological and spiritual perspective, how it can affect virtually all aspects of your life in both women and men, and how to heal it psycho-spiritually.
The Mother Wound: A PsychoSpiritual Healing Guide | TCM #136 (Part 1)
The mother wound is one of the deepest wounds we can have. Having a mother wound can affect your self-esteem, your relationships, your relationship with your body, food, sexuality, how you approach life and almost every factor of life.
Archetypes, America, And A Guide To The Months Ahead | TCM #135 (Part 1)
In this episode, we will share our views of what we see happening, not only from a 3D perspective but also from a bigger-picture perspective beyond politics, conspiracies, psy-ops, and human (or alien) agendas, with some practical suggestions on navigating the coming months as everything intensifies even more.
Unveiling The Psyche: Sub-Personalities And Invisible Influences On The Mind | TCM #134 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura discuss the mind and psyche from a psycho-spiritual perspective, the porosity of the mind and the cosmic and spiritual forces and external suggestions that affect us outside our conscious awareness.
12 Psycho-Spiritual Tools For Spiritual Warfare | TCM #133 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard share and discuss the 12 main psycho-spiritual tools that they find necessary during these times of spiritual warfare. These tools will not only help you in your immediate everyday life, but they can also help the world without pulling you into our collective darkness.
Spiritual Psychology and Astrology w/ Mark Jones | TCM #132 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard talk to astrologer, psychotherapist, and author Mark Jones about Spiritual Psychology and Evolutionary Astrology, why we need a more holistic psychos-spiritual approach in self-work and the therapy space, and more.
Facing Cancel Culture With Courage | TCM #131 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura discuss the emergence of cancel culture, how canceling links in with the idea of cultural Marxism, and how it ties into Mao's struggle sessions of the Cultural Revolution, Orwell's "Two Minutes of Hate", and some tips on how to face cancel culture with courage.
How Can We Heal This Polarized World? | TCM #130 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard discuss how we can heal this polarized world by being the ones who can hold the tension of opposites. They talk about how it relates to shadow work and individuation, the dangers of identifying with one polarized, and more.
Detransitioning, Sub-personalities and Spirit Attachments w/ Layton | TCM #129 (Part 1)
Layton shares her experiences nf journey of detransitioning, how trauma, sub-personalities, and spirit attachments played a role, how she healed, and much more.
Eclipses – Endings, Beginnings, And The Changes Ahead | TCM #128 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard do a deep dive into the topic of eclipses in light of the April 8th total solar eclipse that will move across the US. They discuss the long-term effects of the eclipse and the spiritual and occult esoteric significance of eclipses.
How To Embody Your Soul | TCM #127 (Part 1)
In this episode, Laura and Bernhard talk abbot the necessity for soul embodiment, what it means, how to do it, how it relates to true freedom, Divine Will, and much more.
How To Live A More Authentic Life | TCM #126 (Part 1)
One of the main questions people have asked us is - how can I speak up more and be truthful during these times? In this podcast, we offer several angles about why you aren't authentic and how to live a more authentic life.
Organic Humans vs Transhumanism – The Timeline Split | TCM #125 (Part 1)
We are discussing timelines, how we align with different realms depending on our own frequency and other aspects of our being and the choices we make, and how there seems to be a split between two main timelines right now - organic humans and transhumanism.
A Guide Through The Dark Night Of The Soul | TCM #124 (Part 1)
In this podcast we are going to cover signs of the a dark night of a soul, the origin of the term, how it relates to "purification", the misconceptions about a dark night of a soul, share personal stories, and more.
Spiritual Bypassing – A Guide To Spotting It And Stopping It | TCM #123 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard discuss the big topic of Spiritual bypassing, how to become aware of it, and the solutions. They talk about the traits of spiritual bypassing, he problems with pathologizing anger, the trap of blind compassion, and more...
Your Psychological And Spiritual Survival Guide For 2024 | TCM #122 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard give an overview of what to expect in this new year from a physical, psychological, and spiritual perspective. They give practical tools and advice on how to align with the evolutionary forces and more.
How Can We Wake Up Others? | TCM #121 (Part 1)
More and more people are "waking up" during this Time of Transition, and many people want to wake up others. But what is a true awakening? What does it entail?
Unveiling The Truths vs Lies in the “Twin Flame” Concept | TCM #120 (Part 1)
In this episode, Laura and Bernhard cut through the many Twin Flame misconceptions that have become popular and talk about what a true Divine Union based on higher love entails according to the esoteric traditions.
Beginner’s Guide To Occult Forces | TCM #119 (Part 1)
The topic of entity interference and attachments has become more popular, and with it, many assumptions and distortions surround it. Bernhard and Laura give a "beginners's guide" to occult forces in this episode.
Israel, Palestine, and War – A PsychoSpiritual & Occult Perspective | TCM# 118 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernard talk about the recent Israel/Palestine conflict in light of the bigger topic of war and human conflict from a PsychoSpiritual and Occult perspective, the essence of psychological warfare, the divide and conquer agenda, and more...
How Your Core Beliefs Shape Your Life | TCM #117 (Part 1)
Unconscious core beliefs affect all of us depending on our upbringing, culture, generation, and ancestral line. In this episode, Laura and Bernhard explore how to uncover core beliefs and how to heal them.
How To Protect Yourself From Psychic Attacks | TCM #116 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura talk about the reality of psychic attacks, how to identify them, how they can manifest, where they can originate from, and how to protect yourself from them.
Debunking 10 Popular Myths About Spirituality And Inner Work | TCM #115 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura debunk and discuss 10 popular myths about spirituality, inner work, and the awakening process.
How to Break Cycles of Ancestral Trauma | TCM #114 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard discuss intergenerational trauma, how we unconsciously inherit trauma and the shadow from our parents and family line, and how we can process and heal it.
Dark Triad Personality Types and Occult Forces | TCM #113 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernard discuss the rising appearance of Dark Triad personality types on social media, how it relates to occult forces, and how pathologies have become more normalized and are even rewarded in society.
The Blackpilled Matrix Mind Trap and the Antidote | TCM #112 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura discuss the recent rise of the so-called "black-pilled" aspect of the "truther community" who are overly focused on doom & gloom and negativity. They look at it from trauma and hyperdimensional occult perspective.
Undreaming Wetiko, The Nightmare Mind-Virus – Paul Levy | TCM #111 (Part 1)
Paul Levy returns to the Cosmic Matrix podcast to talk about his newest book "Undreaming Wetiko: Breaking the Spell of the Nightmare Mind-Virus" of his Wetiko trilogy. Bernhard and Laura talk with Paul about the core aspects of Wetiko, how humanity has fallen under a spell, and much more.
A Guide To Spiritual Warfare And The Great Awakening | TCM #110 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard talk about the film "Plandemic 3: The Great Awakening," the virus of Woke-sim, the Neo-Marxist Communist agenda. They discuss the different stages of awakening, the natural law of evolution and involution, and much more.
Becoming Who You Are Meant To Be | TCM #109 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard discuss the process of Individuation which many people are called to engage in. They talk about the misconceptions, how most people work on the "false self", what the process entails, and the value of struggle and suffering to become who you truly are.
COVID Vaccines From A Spiritual Perspective – Thomas Mayer | TCM #108 (Part 1)
Thomas Mayer, author of "COVID Vaccines from a Spiritual Perspective - Consequences for the Soul and Spirit and the Life after Death" joins Bernhard Guenther on the Cosmic Matrix Podcast to talk about his groundbreaking book and research.
Past Lives, Karma, and Soul Mates | TCM #107 (Part 1)
Bernhard & Laura talk about the big topic of past lives and karma, the difference between karmic requirement vs. karmic necessity, how to recognize one's soul mate and more.
Is the Age of Gurus Over? The Dalai Lama Situation and More | TCM #106 (Part 1)
Laura and Bernhard discuss the recent Dalai Lama “Suck My Tongue” incident in the context of some deeper issues arising during this Time of Transition regarding famous spiritual celebrities and gurus.
The Hero’s Journey on The Path of Awakening | TCM #105 (Part 1)
We all have our own unique myth and Hero's journey for each lifetime and over lifetimes. Laura and Bernhard go through each step and cycle of the Hero's Journey while reflecting on their life experiences.
The A.I. Transhumanism Occult Trap and the Way Out | TCM #104 (Part 1)
Bernhard and Laura talk about how technology has taken over many aspects of our lives in the dawning age of A.I. and Transhumanism as Pluto moves into Aquarius.
9 Ways To Heal Your Body, Mind, And Spirit With Somatic Work | TCM #103 (Part 1)
In this episode, Laura and Bernhard share their experiences and the benefits of somatic healing practices that are crucial for this day and age.
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